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Self portrait of a mad man

I am here for Dating, Serious Relationships, Friends and Networking

About Me

I want to create something beautiful just to destroy it.

I am the elite
I am the new dada
I am the cliché
I am the solipsist
I am the bourgeoisie
I am the fuex hippie
I am the imperialistic ideal
I am the nihilist truth
I am fundamental flaw in every way
I am the anti me
I no longer deserve to hear the words I have to say

My Interests

Writing, designing, boarding (snow, land, water, whatever), music, driving. alot of stuff.

I'd like to meet:

GOD. theres just something about insignificantance that makes me love the world. Ooo, and this guy, Babycakes.

Music:

Indie (bright eyes, postal service, the sleepy jackson) alternative, punk, classical, jazz, old school hip hop, anything really except country and rap (its crap).

Books:

Anything that has to do with philosphy, poetry or revolution. Check out the dialogues of plato it changed my life.

Heroes:

First and foremost Jesus Christo, anyone that can turn water into alcohol is the shit, then theres many others that have help me become the intelectual i am today. Socrates, Ernesto Che Guevara, Karl Marx, Neiztche, Ayn Rand and other such philosophers and revolutionarys.Ghengis Khan, Stalin, and HItler, not for their moral judgement but there s something to be said about tenacity. Also my bro, he can turn alcohol into urine.

My Blog

ripples in a pond

Our lives are ripples in a pondEvery new occurrence, pebbles thrown in the waterSome build strength with every subsequent splashWhile some fade as quickly as they beganI am a tidal wave.I am a hurrica...
Posted by Self portrait of a mad man on Thu, 23 Aug 2007 11:44:00 PST

devil in his eyes

He has got the devil in his eyes.A slight red growing in the iris.Out of the blue.Hallucinations,left sitting alone,left confused.That is when it snuck in,through the mirror.It snuck in,when he faced ...
Posted by Self portrait of a mad man on Thu, 23 Aug 2007 11:43:00 PST

Just a thought

I have been trying to do something, part of the reason I came to this place. To force myself to forget.Clear everything unnecessary. To start over,learn, experience, know why I knew.A part died. Thoug...
Posted by Self portrait of a mad man on Wed, 04 Jul 2007 04:01:00 PST

No need for a title (revised, the first and last time)

No need for a title.But then,you understand.I m wasting.Fading away here.Time for a change of plans.I m leaving.You know where too.Somewhere I ve always been.The place where it all began.Maybe I ll se...
Posted by Self portrait of a mad man on Sat, 23 Jun 2007 12:18:00 PST

I am different places

Where has it all been?Where has it gone?It is not here, here again.It is not here.not here anymore.I still love the waythat it has becomeso easy to remember.To forget.To remember.To forget one another...
Posted by Self portrait of a mad man on Thu, 14 Jun 2007 12:45:00 PST

an abstract simple narrative

The tile danced down the hall,marking broken paths that led to each door.An exit. First a pause. A rock back on the heels,a look back at a solemn face."Don't go,I'll have forgotten you by tomorrow."Pl...
Posted by Self portrait of a mad man on Wed, 02 May 2007 01:03:00 PST

What the little boy taught me

I watched a little boy playing whilst loading my laundry into the coin-operated machines at my apartment complex. They must belong to some friend of the owners or something like that, because someone ...
Posted by Self portrait of a mad man on Sat, 28 Apr 2007 04:17:00 PST

we are the in between

there is nothing.there is no one.there is no you, no me.we are the space beside the matter.the cloth behind the seam,the garment draped casually over all that goes unseen.we are everything and nothing...
Posted by Self portrait of a mad man on Tue, 20 Mar 2007 12:00:00 PST

where you stand

stuck between yesterday and tomorrow,because the day before was always better,and the next day could always be.so look forward,take one step back,and never be happy.never be happy with where you stand...
Posted by Self portrait of a mad man on Mon, 05 Mar 2007 12:38:00 PST

know me, know you will not know, know it will end.

I want to love.I want to hate.I want to create,and to destroy. I ve got it back.That burning flame.That which I had been missing.So now you will know,the emptiness of my feelings.And you will understa...
Posted by Self portrait of a mad man on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 12:13:00 PST