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About Me


i just wanna live happy and free.
i am living happy and free.
life is what you make it. make it beautiful.

i'm a dreamer. i love deeply and passionately. i'm a lush. i'm open-minded and kind-hearted. i always stop and smell the roses; because of this, i'm usually late to everything. my heart is two sizes too big. i'm a free bird. spontaneity turns me on. i'm pretty much up for anything.
if you want to know more about me, read my blogs.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

good conversationalists and someone who wants to go on a great adventure.

dear megan,  

My Blog

baby steps.

i haven't drank in nearly 3 weeks. it feels awesome. and i've finally found a cure for my anxiety. that feels awesome too. lately, i've been focusing less on every day drama and more on my creativity....
Posted by on Thu, 14 May 2009 11:20:00 GMT

resilience.

pronunciation: ..ri-Èzil-yYn(t)s.. function: noun date: 18241 : the capability of a strained body to recover its size and shape after deformation caused especially by compressive stress2 : an ability ...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Apr 2009 11:50:00 GMT

apparently i'm a real piece of work.

open, loving, easily expresses emotions, smiles a lot, rash, prone to keeping a journal, low self control, trusting, gets very attached to people, intense, imaginative, able to bounce back from hardsh...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Mar 2009 08:09:00 GMT

i'm just a shweepy head in a ronery bed.

my sleep paralysis has been wrecking my sleeping habits lately. it's been a lot worse than what i'm used to. which can mean one of three things: i'm either stressed out, restless, or lonely. i am actu...
Posted by on Mon, 02 Feb 2009 02:56:00 GMT

"love actually" gets me every time.

in other news, i feel everything at once. it's true. at this moment, i am restless, scared, peaceful, optimistic, melancholy, unsatisfied, hopeful, lonely, content, and confused. maybe t...
Posted by on Mon, 19 Jan 2009 14:39:00 GMT

méditations faites au hasard.

why does everything sound better in a different language?i have a very strong desire to learn as many languages as possible. english words just don't do my feelings justice sometimes. i've already bro...
Posted by on Fri, 16 Jan 2009 02:47:00 GMT

happy christmas, or something.

i have a cold. shweeet.christmas never feels like christmas. hasn't in a long, long time. i wish i still believed in santa. i wish i still believed in everything i used to.i've recently discovered tha...
Posted by on Wed, 24 Dec 2008 19:36:00 GMT

don’t trust a ho.

never trust a ho.won't trust a ho.cuz a ho won't trust me. well, i've had an interesting weekend.christmas is days away. i'm excited for family time. if only my family weren't so awkward. we never rea...
Posted by on Mon, 22 Dec 2008 12:15:00 GMT

my heart is your pinata.

i hurt. but i don't wanna talk about it.heterosexuals piss me off. they want to use their religion to take away the rights of others. and the right we're talking about here is the right to be miserabl...
Posted by on Thu, 18 Dec 2008 13:49:00 GMT

i am a river running free.

since a very early age, i've become quite skilled in masking negativity. i grew up in poverty. i grew up in violence; my dad was a junkie, and a mean one at that. i will spare you the details, and mys...
Posted by on Mon, 24 Nov 2008 10:32:00 GMT