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*Jay* [CBFOM]

Last Name is shutup for friend requests

About Me

Not quite sure what I can say about myself....I love people. The more non-mainstream/weird you are the more interested I become. I'm generally a very nice, positive person but this world we live in makes it very difficult to do so. I accept all friend requests for the most part because as I said, I love people. Not only that but, I believe that you never know when your new best friend might show up...

My Interests

Music:

Everything. you name it I probably like it

Movies:

To many to name

Television:

Daria, Law & Order SVU, Heroes ,House

Books:



Heroes:

Jesus, Buddha, MLK, Gandhi, Ellen Degeneres, Oprah, Simon Cowell.

My Blog

Utada Hikaru - Kiss & Cry

Kiss & CryDelinquents, model students, teachersAre all the same when they fall in loveBass Drum that rings in my eardrumCymbal that beats nicelyB-section that seems to meltYour smile isA critical ...
Posted by *Jay* [CBFOM] on Tue, 29 May 2007 11:02:00 PST

Something I'd like to share with you all

So as most of you know I really want to win the lottery....I mean the BIG money...at least 20+ mil hahahaha. Well what a lot of you don't know if that with some of that money I really want to help pe...
Posted by *Jay* [CBFOM] on Mon, 05 Mar 2007 06:49:00 PST

Astrology

Is so overrated....March 2ndMoving forward in your life is rewarding and exciting, but you do get a little bit older every day. And aging is inevitable. Your body may suddenly be revealing itself to b...
Posted by *Jay* [CBFOM] on Fri, 02 Mar 2007 02:19:00 PST

Nothing in particular....

Johnny, angry johnny, this is jezebel in hellI wanna kill you, I wanna blow you...awayI can do it you gentlyI can do it with an animals graceI can do it with precisionI can do it with gormet tasteChor...
Posted by *Jay* [CBFOM] on Tue, 27 Feb 2007 10:09:00 PST

Free

I took a risk against all odds Had to be strong all on my own Overcome with many ideas and fears What should I do to carry on? I've got to hold onBe strong, yeah Which path should I choose Still more...
Posted by *Jay* [CBFOM] on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 02:24:00 PST

Changes (the bulletin i had)

Just when you think you know someone they up and flip the script on everything. You often wonder if it was something you did wrong or if you should have handled the situation differently or if they ju...
Posted by *Jay* [CBFOM] on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 09:37:00 PST

Alone

Im frustrated....lost.......don't know what to do with myself. I'm literally making myself sick over issues that are in my control and beyond it. I hate this feeling of being alone.....no one is here ...
Posted by *Jay* [CBFOM] on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 03:53:00 PST

To make something clear.

When I write Blogs sometimes they are in the perspective of others not necessarily myself. Even though I say "I" in the blogs it doesnt necessarily mean that I am reffering to myself.Sometimes I can s...
Posted by *Jay* [CBFOM] on Fri, 22 Dec 2006 10:48:00 PST

Feelings

Regretaggrvationsadnessdepressionslightly suicidal....but thats not my style.These are a few words to describe how i feel right now but there is more than one reason why.People look at me from the out...
Posted by *Jay* [CBFOM] on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 07:13:00 PST

Doubts......

About youAbout MeAbout HeAbout SheTo keep my jobTo quit my jobWhy am I jealous he got a part of you that I may never experience?Why am I always finishing last place?Why is it that I am never black eno...
Posted by *Jay* [CBFOM] on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 02:00:00 PST