BLiNk TWiCE-[iMA' HaBiiT]

I'd like to meet:

??another dream??

Shattered dreams and broken heart Some say it cant be healed but one person came along Showed me love that was oh so true n caring from the heart When are eyes connected so did are hearts. Late night calls jokes here and there Somthin so great seem not really at all to me Pickin me up when I was down given me a hand when in need.. Sometimes askin myself is I can give the same love as u do Am I good enuff for someone so special and beautiful like you Am I good enuff? Well you take my pain away and makes life a reason to like for.. And for that I thank you. For all you done I feel youe da best person That will cross my path nowand in the future. But the feelin of maken you sad or makein u shed a tear Would break my heart that you slowly healed.. Nothing is promised loving you feels so great but hurtin you The best person alive would kill me well the rest of me. Putting a smile on your face makes my heart melt hearin you say You love memakes my frowns turn upside down But its not far for you when I wont be able to give the same amount of love And effort I gave in my last relationship I would love to But.. knowin me..knowin what I can do..and how I am right now.cant.. You should have the best. And well.thats not me I guess u can say im bashin myself but its the truth. Me bein the way I am And my problems I wouldnt dream of bringin u into it.. But everyday fallin for u even more and you getting closer to my problems and pain. I have to say ..goodbye.for this loven hopfully continues in the futerbut for now I love you..

~Boy Of Sorrow~

As the tear rolled down the boys cheek. i couldnt help but notice that he had been hurt many times just by the look in his eyes. and how his hand started to shake a boy whoz heart has been beating up a thousand times wit every bump brose and scratch on his way seems like a heart that has stopped before. a boy whoz life for 9 years has been nothing but hell not being able to control his emotions .feelings. and lies . who couldnt tell his story to no one. a boy who has seen something no one should have to see. lives taken. dreams broken.tears as well as bloodshed ..people crying to him for happiness.. even when the boys walls were closing in day by day every breath getting harder turning into gasps little by little .and not even knowing what happiness was anymore at this time of life.a boy lost in a thing called.. love looking for someone to fill his heart with love and care that is oh so truefor what he has came across has done so.but in the end empty it as well falling for the simplest people who told him sweet lies which he dreamed were real .a boy who is all alone alone .without a hand to help him someone to show they care someone who he could run to when life got harder to handle. no one to here his plea for happiness a boy who life will end soon. from the heart breaks and depression all his broken dreams and hopes ness... lies... a boy who cuts to feelat the same time show discipline but also killing every little bit of him and his friends he has left soon the boy will stop soon the boy will find and know what true happiness is when god answers his prayer. ..

-[What If]-

What if you tried every time and failed what if everyone around you looks up to you as a strong person when really your one of the weakest god has created what if only thing u have felt for 9 years was nothing put pain what if your emotions got the best of you and the way you solve things is conflicting pain on yourself what if god put you on this earth with a life sentence of pain and your heart mind and soul is all locked up not knowing were the key was what if everyone you came across lied to you just to hide the truth scared to cause more pain what if you were laying in the bathtub body overdosed on pills wishing to die pass out and to find yourself laying beside the tub wondering how you got there knowing god wouldnt let you go what if everyday is a shit hole what if all your nightmares came true instead of your dreams and wishes what if life to you wasnt worth going to heaven and almost everyday try to comet suicide and waking up mad from you passing out and realizing your still alive what if the girl of your dreams you couldnt have not knowing how to act to true love what if in your eyes true love was really just another foolish emotion god gave humans what if hell was really on earth in you looked at yourself as the devils wish what if you tried everything in your relationships for the out come only cam out to pain misery depression fear and the lost to control every emotion god has curst you with what if you feared nothing but yourself for the foolish reason of not knowing what u are capable of doing......what if.......you were me..

-[Angel of broken hearts]-

What if the angle you thought god created just for u baled.... Sunny days become dark starry nights turn to cloudy days all smiles that once were there now up side down into frowns..... The love we shared turns into lust ,lust quickly turns into shameful guilt the love i.... We thought we shared is no more and not complain that people see these scars spending time on love that wasn’t mine was my sorrow trigger...... laughter turns into screams, screams that go unheard and now the past is back old habits become new again... shinny sharp objects start to attract like a magnet and feelings start to hide inside once again future becomes a far away destination... that will never be reached......the quote pain is love and love is pain comes to mind not understanding the rules of love you slowly hesitant...pick up the one thing that will take you to true happiness....and finally do what was mint to be don’t .....time passes and you become just a painful memory to people and in there hearts....all because of the angel of broken hearts.....

-[unknown]-

You love the way I look at you While taking pleasure in the awful things you put me through You take away if I give in My life My pride is broken You like to think you're never wrong You have to act like you're someone You want someone to hurt like you You want to share what you have been through You love the things I say I'll do The way I hurt myself again just to get close too you This is the last smile That I'll fake for the sake of me wanting to be with you And I ask Why I never walked away Why I played myself this way Now I see you're testing me I've tried To do everything you wanted too This is the last time I'll take the blame Of us not being able to claim i can't hide no matter how hard i try my secret disguised behind all the lies And at night i cry away my pride With eyes shut tight staring at my inside none of my friends know why i can't sleep at night none of my family ask if im alright All i want to do is get rid of this hell When all I have to do is stop kidding myself i can only fool myself for so long I'm too weak to face me When it comes to how to live my life i can't be told Saying I got it all under control Think i knows it's not a problem im stuck with But in reality it'd be a problem to just quit An addict and i can't hold the reins The pain is worse cause none of my friends have it the same Try to slow down the problem i got But can't get off the carousel until i make it stop im only fool myself for so long knowing I'm too weak to face me So I let go watching just to you turn your back on me like you always do But I'll be here cause you're all that I've got Time won't heal this damage its becoming external And u can see it in the way I hold my head The way I walk and in the moves I make The way I speak and the way my voice cracks When I see you or walk by you U made use this way but long story short U made me..

Music:

*Love~N~G*

*Donell Jones - Where I Wanna Be*

I just left my baby girl a message Said I won't be coming home, I'd rather be alone She doesn't fully understand me 'Cause I'd rather leave, than to cheat If she'd give me some time, I could be the man she needs But there's a lot of lust inside of me And we've been together since our teenage years I really don't mean to hurt her But I need, some time to be aloneHook: But when you love someone You just don't treat them bad Oh how I feel so sad Now that I wanna leave She's crying her heart to me How could you let this be I just need time to see Where I wanna be Where I wanna beI don't mean to hurt you baby Oh no no no Never did I imagine That you would play a major part, in a decision that's so hard Do I leave? Do I stay? Do I go? I think about my life and what matters to me the most Girl the love that we share is real But in time your heart will heal I'm not saying I'm gone but I Have to find what life is like, without you{Hook}I don't mean to hurt you babyChorus: Say when you love someone You just don't treat them bad Oh how I feel so sad Now that I wanna leave She's crying her heart to me How could you let this be And I just need time to see Where I wanna be{Chorus} (2x) Where I wanna be I'm sorry baby.. ---------------------------------------------------

*Donell Jones- all her love*

She’s got a man, another situation I understand that’s how it’s got to be Ain’t trying to cause her no complications I’d walk away but I’m in too deep1 - I can’t make no plans, got me so frustrated Cause in my heart I want you desperately Done ran away from all the girls I’ve been dating When I’m with them, it’s only you I see And she promised me that it would take some time But she would leave him alone And the thought of her loving only me That’s the thing that keeps me strong2 - She gives me all her love But only half the time Still it’s more than enough To keep my hope aliveJust yesterday I saw them shopping at the mall Looked like she tried on a diamond ring The way he held her down, it drove me crazy Spent half the day wishing that it was meRepeat 1Repeat 2A secret rondavu, just to spend time with you Girl I need you in my life And if I had to choose, the thought would still be you Just as long as she give me all her loveRepeat 2She gives me all her love And it’s enough for me cause I’m never gonna leave, and She gives me all love And it’s enough for me cause I’m never gonna leave, and Ooh said I’m never gonna leave I’ve been getting all your love, half the time, oh noRepeat 2Ooh na, na, na, na, na, na Ooh na, na, na, na, na, na Ooh na, na, na, na, na, na Ooh na, na, na, na, na, na .. ---------------------------------------------

*Paul Wall & Chamillionaire*

[Chamillionaire] Koopa I said I never cheat on my money Its funny how hoes dont belive me watch mad-hatter and cat-hatter but gave it to me becouse I'm greedy dont be touchin all on my money cause that make me honey look sleazy gettin paid is like good sex becuse my money comes easy my fat stack be the reason nappy head hoes wanna trap me they be like "dont he look exactly like my son he the pappy" haters be making my doe unhappy you should gimme my props for makin my cash the propa way instead of comin up pop ya[Chorus] Dont blame us for visions of princess cuts on our fangas(fingers) Big house's, candy paint and big swangas eehh if aint about no money dont call my pager because My Money Gets Jealousblame us we ballin so hard they think we drug slangas we just entertainers dont point your fangers yea I'd rather be rich than be broke and famous because My Money Gets Jealous[Paul Wall] Listen, see I use to sit at a bus stop and try to holla at a broad I'd ask he for her number to call she laugh and tell a player Nah take a bus a block and stop I hop in my candy car with Texas plates pop the trunk while the neon lights say aaawwww I bet you feel stupid got to confess, the truth is bullet-proof vest on my chest so I cant get shot by Cupid man, man, I'm the man but ladies cant understand how I can marry my grands with no wedding band or best man[Chorus] Dont blame us for visions of princess cuts on our fangas(fingers) Big house's, candy paint and big swangas eehh if aint about no money dont call my pager because My Money Gets Jealousblame us we ballin so hard they think we drug slangas we just entertainers dont point your fangers yea I'd rather be rich than be broke and famous because My Money Gets Jealous[Chamillionaire] {*door bell*} Who is it, Here Lizard Lizard Lizard pretty red bones and hott yellows in high heels trying to gets us but treat like some cinderellas, naah "My Money Get Jealous"We got tickets is what the tell us the bail bond mail us letters and tell us the police comin to get us, so "My Money Get Jealous"Uncle Sam doesnt want to let us to ball on 20inch propellas gimme my cut is what he tell us, no "My Money Get Jealous"cant even trust my own fellas some got secret vendettas probally plotting about trying to get us "My Money Get Jealous"you never know me and mad-hatter might take a flight to nevada right, near the ring at the tyson fight but I'm sitting next to evanders wife never trick and throw this, no rose pedals, no candle-light if you want to see a "G" dont ask me go ask Vanna White Koopa spend a grand at night want a show I demand a price thats right because I'm hott as a damn can of Louisiana spice never bite the hand that writes the checks or you'll go broke ugh could you see me grippin oak or do you wish for me to chokegot to stay on your paper-chase and get your change because you dont know how long you'll last in this game visions of twankies twisting while I'm grippin grain this girl in the passenger seat I dont know her name she said if I just let her hop up on my thang she put it on me and I never be the same that'd be nice but I do not think that thats going to do a thang I'm married to my change and that will never change, man[Chorus] Dont blame us for visions of princess cuts on our fangas(fingers) Big house's, candy paint and big swangas eehh if aint about no money dont call my pager because My Money Gets Jealousblame us we ballin so hard they think we drug slangas we just entertainers dont point your fangers yea I'd rather be rich than be broke and famous because My Money Gets Jealouseeem eehh, eeem eeh, eeemm eeeem emmmmmm eeem eehh, eeem eeh, eeemm eeeem emmmmmm eeem eehh, eeem eeh, eeemm eeeem emmmmmm eeem eehh, eeem eeh, eeemm eeeem emmmmmm.. ----------------------------

*Julez Santana- Violence *

(feat. Bezel)[Intro: Juelz Santana] Huh, okay, put the kids to bed Put 'em to bed now I said put 'em to bed now! Do it! Yeah, yeah It's goin' down DipSet, bitch Juelz Santana AY[Chorus] Grip to it, kick to it Fuck that, spit to it Sorry people, party people This ain't kids' music Nope This is violence (violence, violence) This is violence (violence) Violence[Verse 1: Juelz Santana] The champ is back Yup This is my anthem track Yup This wasn't made for to dance or for your hands to clap This that Gutter, gutter motherfucker AY This that Get your knife, time to gut a motherfucker AY They hand you the snub Dismantle your mug A headshot have you looking like you shampoo with blood The vandalous thugs The scandalous thugs That go to your block, piss on the spot where your candle's put up This ain't no damn push music Or no hammish (?) music This ain't party time it's army time Ambush music This that cripple fly, kill a guy, full blown gorilla-fied Don't go in the club if you can't get your clip inside music This that half a pound, back 'em down, ask around Nobody say nuttin', cause they know they gon' get gatted down music That pop and squeeze, lots of screams, guess what Coppers, we ain't never forgot about Rodney King music[Chorus][Verse 2: Juelz Santana] Let's get ready to rumble (yup) This that gritty, gritty for shizzy y'all (yup) For shizzy, nizzy, I'll kill a nigga, he piss me off (AY) Heat him down, keep the pound, see him now, beat him down I ain't talkin' 'bout a bush when I say he'll get beat around music He ain't actin' right, grab and fight, stab him right Show dude old school snatches at taxes night Sip sizzurp, smoke weed, x up, coke, please Dope fiends, get a load of this new codeine That music, crack music, peel a nigga cap to it No reason at all This music is that stupid (AY) It's the code of silence (no it's) Spoken silence Right now I am promoting violence (AY) Why shouldn't I get the vest and spit the thing (AY) When y'all promote cigarettes and nicotine (AY) And y'all hope we stop it Y'all told me stop it Y'all the ones that keep promoting violence (AY)[Chorus][Verse 3: Bezel] This the shit that the gangstas love Stomp out a gang of bud Squeeze off a gang of slugs We gotta vacate the club music That's how the gangstas does Shanking O.J., a thug Go get your glock, and let it pop Just like Bacon does music We the few left that does what we do best This here, get clear Illegal in the U.S. I overdosed the injection that leave you posted and deaded This so gangsta, they can't make a radio edit This that act correct, cause I ain't got to pack a Tec I could just snap my hand and have a nigga snap ya neck This the talk is cheap, so I let the luger speak Pump the torch, then dump the corpse off in Dawson's Creek The O.G. killer is back So if you're living is whack Come see me, little nigga, I'll give you a gat like Here, here's a hammer nigga Here, go hurt a nigga Here, go jam a nigga Here, go murk a nigga[Chorus - 2X]..

Movies:

Words

Made me a leader before I was ready to lead Took away my hunger, but didn't give me greed Made me successful, when I just wanted to be heard Give me the light, cause all I need is the word Give me a life, that I'm responsible for I'll give him what's right, cause I'm responsible for him And into the night, I'm gonna be there with him Facing a fight, I be right there with him Ready for Heaven, cause I done been through the Hell And since I was seven, I've had a story to tell See God is great, and that's why I'm still livin' He gave to me, so I'ma keep on givin' The bravery of a man's mind is slavery Is makin me the man I was made to be I hate to see when cats know but don't spit it Right is wrong, when it's on you gon get it---------------------------------------------------------- ----------You a killer or a hustler, dealer or customer Gangsta or buster, youngster or old nigga A weed head, a coke sniffer You rich or a broke nigga Know you all relate to this shit that i wrote niggas------------------------------------------------------ ---------------It's two o'clock and I'm just about to hit the street Til I knock off this rock I don't get to eat Sometimes that's like that's the only reason why I hustle Step on toes, strongarm and show a lil' muscle Ain't no real dough, that's why a nigga feel so frustrated I hate it, seein pussy niggaz that made it And I'm robbin cats just as broke as myself Livin foul and ain't lookin out for my health, where's the wealth? Not in New York, cause niggaz talk about goin out of state Money got an eighth, comin back, hot with a lot of weight Where's my plate nigga? I'm hungry too So I'ma do like hungry do, and get a hungry crew Niggaz that ain't never had, and doin bad Won't be bad to get up off that stoop lookin sad Grab your bags, it's about to go down We goin to this hicktown, let's get the lowdown, on how they get down-------------------------------------------------------- --------------------------Lord Jesus it is you, who wakes me up every day And I am forever grateful for your love.. .. this is why I pray You let me touch so many people, and it's all for the good I influenced so many children, I never thought that I would And I couldn't take credit for the love they get because it all comes from you Lord I'm just the one that's givin it And when it seems like the pressure gets to be too much I take time out and pray, and ask that you be my crutch Lord I am not perfect by a longshot -- I confess to you daily But I work harder everyday, and I hope that you hear me In my heart I mean well, but if you'll help me to grow then what I have in my heart, will begin to show And when I get goin, I'm not lookin back for NOTHIN Cause I will know where I'm headed, cause I'm so tired of the sufferin I stand before you, a weakened version of, your reflection Beggin for direction, for my soul needs resurrection I don't deserve what you've given me, but you never took it from me because I am grateful, and I use it, and I do not, worship money If what you want from me is to bring your children to you my regret is only having one life to do it, instead of two Amen-------------------------------------------------------- -------------------------Sometimes I wonder what life's about Sometimes I wonder why the lights are out Sometimes I wonder why I like to shout Sometimes I wonder, what the lies are about Sometimes I see things I shouldn't have seen Sometimes I wonder why, I'm a hood and a fiend Sometimes I look at what I've become and cry Sometimes I, get on that BULLSHIT and be ready to die Sometimes a nigga that's yo' man might get it Sometimes even though it's sweet, if you ain't wit it Sometimes the pain is too much to BEAR Sometimes it RAINS too much to care Sometimes if you, don't watch yo' back it'll cost you Sometimes you wonder, who would give a FUCK if they lost you Yet sometimes the sun shines around the clock But sometimes it's dark, and hell is hot..

Television:

most of da time im lookin at "adult swim" if u dont peep dat shit u need to u be on da floor all day well all night bc it only comes on at night but still shit is funny i dont care what no1 say cartoons are da SHIT hahahah

Books:

i love all typs of books i juss cant get enuff of readin i can talk all day bout the books i read and herr buuuuutttttt......im lien books r 4 crooks ahahahahahaha. yea plus know i dont really read bc i cant really spell.