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pure in heart, jaded by life. the greatest thing you will ever learn is just to love and be loved in

About Me


Graphix Pimper i moved here and didn't really know anyone, so a friend of mine encouraged me to get hooked up with this site. He said that i'd "meet" a lot of interesting people...and i have. i don't go out much, but when i do, i enjoy shooting pool, listening to live music, going out to eat, going to art shows (especially where there is a photography exibit), shooting, and dancing. i'm definately a "water baby"...i love swimming, boating, float trips, and white water rafting...basically i enjoy just about everything having to do with the water. i don't have any children, but i do have 2 dogs, 3 turtles, a rat, and a lizzard. I'M ALSO A SUICIDE SURVIVOR. I DO NOT HAVE TIME FOR GAMES B/C LIFE IS TOO SHORT...TOO PRECIOUS, AND THERE ARE MANY MORE THINGS IN WHICH I'D RATHER INVEST MY TIME AND ENERGY. I TRY NOT TO TAKE PEOPLE OR TIME FOR GRANTED B/C BOTH CAN BE GONE IN THE BLINK OF AN EYE. I TRY TO ALWAYS SAY "I'M SORRY" AND "I LOVE YOU" B/C ONLY GOD KNOWS IF YOU WILL GET ANOTHER CHANCE TO DO SO. ~~WITH EVERY TEAR I'VE SHED, I'VE GAINED STRENGTH, COURAGE, HOPE, AND FAITH~~ me "PEOPLE DON'T CARE HOW MUCH YOU KNOW UNTIL THEY KNOW HOW MUCH YOU CARE" -unknown IN LOVING MEMORY OF BRIAN (3/14/02), CLIFFORD (7/5/04), JEFFREY (3/29/06) AND SO MANY OTHERS WHO STRUGGLED TO FIND PEACE...WE LOVE AND MISS YOU!!! IF YOU ARE IN CRISIS, please call 1-800-273-TALK (8255)/1-800-SUICIDE (784-2433) oh, and i appreciate human sexuality and beauty...
Your Seduction Style: The Natural
You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen.
Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people.
You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find!
People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast. What Is Your Seduction Style? ..
What kind of jewel are you?
Fire Opal
People love to be around you. Not just for your stunning outer beauty, but also for the inner beauty that radiats from your awesome personality.

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Your Aura is Blue
Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life.
You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships.
The purpose of your life: showing love to other people
Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah
Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor What Color Is Your Aura?
Your Personality Profile
You are dependable, popular, and observant.
Deep and thoughtful, you are prone to moodiness.
In fact, your emotions tend to influence everything you do.
You are unique, creative, and expressive.
You don't mind waving your freak flag every once and a while.
And lucky for you, most people find your weird ways charming! The World's Shortest Personality Test
You Are a Visionary Soul
You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness.
Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connected to your soul.
You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable.
Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings.
You have great vision and can be very insightful.
In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself.
Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend.
You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer.
Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?
Your Love Style is Agape
You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.
Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.
You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.
Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.
For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. What's Your Love Style?

My Interests

i LOVE tattoos, motorcycles, poetry, photography, intimacy, learning, and dancingthey're for my job, i swear! ;)

I'd like to meet:

anyone who isn't afraid to be him/herself...and who accepts me as i am

Music:

pretty much anything...just depends upon my mood.

Movies:

wedding crashers has a special place in my heart :)

Television:

i like so many shows that it's easier to say what i don't like... i don't like watching basketball, golf, or (sorry) nascar. however, i do love watching baseball. GO TRIBE!gotta show love for my "other" team as well.

Books:

i like reading magazines (the gossip ones!), novels (but not romance), true crime, and other books that will help me in my career. i also LOVE poetry and quotes/sayings.

Heroes:

I PRAY THAT GOD WATCHES OVER ALL OF OUR MEN AND WOMEN PROTECTING US! THANK YOU FOR ALL THAT YOU DO!!! SPECIAL THANKS TO MY BOYS WHO HAVE BEEN DEPLOYED TIME AND TIME AGAIN. COME HOME SAFELY!!!!!!! XOXO and these people i wouldn't say they are my heros..just 4 people that i find extremely interesting...more about me: What's your way to escape reality? What's your salvation?
Poetry is your salvation. You see beauty where others see ugliness. Frighteningly intelligent, people don't understand how you think. Just like a beautiful ryhthmic poem. Mysterious and dark. You know the meaning of life you just simply don't care.~~Just me and my thoughts~~
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You are an Exotic Dancer. You are the sexy lady in the group, you love to play with people's minds, you never show your true intents to anyone, you like to have a lot of friends so you don't get bored and this goes the same with men, you don't like the strict guy who gives you orders like he owns you, nobody does, cuz you were born free and nothing would change that.
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Compassion: Compassion is your prime instinct. You have a truly beautiful soul, it belongs to Heaven. It makes you sad to see how life became so cruel, but you always hope that the best will happen. Don't stop being yourself, cuz your friends need you.
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My Blog

ENFP :)

You Are An ENFPThe InspirerYou love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.You are also unconventional, irreverent, and unimpressed by authority and rules.Incredibly percept...
Posted by you have no idea... on Fri, 18 Jan 2008 07:51:00 PST

the color of my soul...

From some quiz i took...Blue Your soul is painted the color blue, which embodies the characteristics of peace, patience, understanding, health, tranquility, protection, spiritual awareness, unity...
Posted by you have no idea... on Tue, 01 Jan 2008 04:36:00 PST

here's the deal

I LOVE MY GURL JESSICA LONG, LONG TIME...SHE'S MY ONE AND ONLY TRUE LOVE.  OH, AND SHE BETTER START PUTTING OUT BEFORE I CHANGE MY MIND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  :)...
Posted by you have no idea... on Sat, 09 Jun 2007 09:16:00 PST

some thing that i stole

The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bi...
Posted by you have no idea... on Thu, 10 May 2007 04:01:00 PST

for the ladies...

If a Man Wants YOU  If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.  If he doesn't want you,nothing can make him stay.Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.Allow your intuition (or ...
Posted by you have no idea... on Fri, 04 May 2007 02:46:00 PST

Walk

i know its early, but i'm excited that my HUGS support group has arranged to have a walk (like the National Out-of-the Darkness Walk by AFSP--to increase awareness about suicide and suicide prevention...
Posted by you have no idea... on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 04:54:00 PST

accents

i thought that this was cute!!!and i DID grow up w/ POP, but after erik, i call it SODA    :)What American accent do you have? Your Result: The Inland North You may think you speak ...
Posted by you have no idea... on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 04:31:00 PST

i'm angry

i'm angry tonight.  too many thoughts in my head that are driving me crazy.  my alarm is going off in less than 5 hours and i can't fucking sleep.  i'm having flashbacks and thoughts an...
Posted by you have no idea... on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 09:42:00 PST

old poems

i was going through some of my things and came across some old poems .  i figured that i'd share a couple (from 2004 i believe)...WHO AM I?people know me on the surface, but don't really know me ...
Posted by you have no idea... on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 07:00:00 PST

ME

i'm gonna be the crazy old dog lady.  no husband.  no children.  just 12 dogs.  and probably some other bizarre species that i adopt.  regardless...i'll be the one on the bloc...
Posted by you have no idea... on Sun, 15 Apr 2007 09:45:00 PST