One Flew Over the Cuckoo’s Nest |
So I was reading One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest like five and a half minutes ago and I was thinking how much it made me think of a really good robotrip...just the way that Bromden would describe thin...
Posted by Nad!a™ on Mon, 15 Sep 2008 04:13:00 PST |
Hooooh mah gawd. |
Hoooly shit.Just glancing over my blogs makes me depressed.Every single one of them are so distressing and self-loathing. Why can't anything I write be more positive? There was a time when my blogs we...
Posted by Nad!a™ on Fri, 12 Sep 2008 04:00:00 PST |
Killing Me Softly |
So how do I begin?
There's no easy way to accurately describe the way that I'm feeling. Although there are probably a few choice words that could come close...
Hurt.
Angry.
Sad.
Heartbroken.
I suppos...
Posted by Nad!a™ on Mon, 08 Sep 2008 03:25:00 PST |
Balls...I need them. =/ |
I.
Can't.
Do.
Anything.
Right.
I don't have the guts or the balls to do anything. All I ever do is dream...I dream away my life in vain hopes that everything will work out the way I want it to. But fo...
Posted by Nad!a™ on Tue, 01 Jul 2008 05:46:00 PST |
so. yea. my life....its officially over. |
can my life get any worse? can things go any more wrong than they already have? is there some bully standing over my soul with a fucking magnifying glass in the middle of the summer? why the fuck is i...
Posted by Nad!a™ on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 06:34:00 PST |
...can a heart still break once its stopped beating?... |
is it even possible for the sadness i feel to grow even more? i always knew that things would change. i knew that as hard as i tried we would never be 'sisters' forever. there was a time where it was ...
Posted by Nad!a™ on Fri, 27 Oct 2006 02:29:00 PST |
...just not enough... |
im just not enough. there are so many things that make me imperfect. why would anyone want to stick by me anyway? im not pretty enough. im not smart enough. my hair doesnt sweep the right way enough. ...
Posted by Nad!a™ on Sat, 21 Oct 2006 03:40:00 PST |
...not even my best friend... |
i have no one. not even my best friend. shes found a new best friend. so what am i so supposed to do? i guess pluck up the courage to really end it. *sigh* its always me....
Posted by Nad!a™ on Sat, 21 Oct 2006 04:14:00 PST |
...painful knocking... |
my heart knocks painfully at my leaden chest and there is nothing i can do to stop its painful hollow thundering. its slow and tedious...ongoing and repetitive...nothing can take my mind off it. i wil...
Posted by Nad!a™ on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 05:18:00 PST |
...why do i feel like flinging myself into a river? oh yea. because i hate life... |
spiraling down an endless shaft of hate... im being consumed.consumed by the knowledge that no matter what happens to me...ill always be alone.always.im drowning.drowning in a sea of faces.darkened......
Posted by Nad!a™ on Sun, 08 Oct 2006 08:05:00 PST |
