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D R U G S...♥ ((song for jeremy))

About Me


i'm Lizzie or Ms.Ketamine™
iam still young, iam only 17
im a vegitarian!!!!!!
im engaged to a man in the army
i love him with all of my heart
ill spend the rest of my life with him
youll never understand me like he does
i have no particular sexual preferance
people fall in love with me easy
dont worry its just a phase
i have been diagnosed with bulimia nervosa
the world we live in now is so fucked up
i like to hold hands a lot
im somewhat of a "tree hugger"
im an animal rights protester
i miss the life i used to live
kayla is my world and i would die for her
kyle is my life, hes the air that fill my lungs
i dont know what i would do without them
i see every sunrise as a new begining
i smoke weed everyday
dont judge me

im the bitch that would show up at
your doorstep, so dont talk shit
"someday the road will rise up and meet me"
Ms.Ketamine™
"shut the fuck up and dance baby"
Beth [email protected]
PS.everyone has a so what in there life....
I love him.
"our love is taller than the empire state building. our love is stronger than the world trade center. our love is longer than the road that leads florida to california. our love is healthier than vitamins. our love is cuter than romeo and juliet. dont compare us to aladdin and jasmin, because we have our own magic carpet. our own new world. our love gives up to gain. our love is powerful, unstoppable, uncompariable, unbreakable."
"Give me my Romeo; and, when he shall die, Take him and cut him out in little stars, And he will make the face of heaven so fine That all the world will be in love with night And pay no worship to the garish sun"
"you have all of my heart,forever"
kyle
1-12-06
"He was crippled, But only his body was cracked. Its not simple; nor is it an easy matter to explain. Lets just leave it at that, she says & closes the holy book of lies. She covers her eyes denying to herself what shed let happen."

My Interests



♥Kyle♥

"ever since the first day of dating, ive never had a day i havent called him. not one! and that wont change because i love hearing his voice, he is my fiance, he is my heart that races, thumps, pounds in my body. you can not destroy me, you can not hurt me, only he can. and i know he wont. if had to, i would marry him with a ring pop i love you baby. forever and ever."
i love you

♥Kayla♥
Bestfriend,Girlfriend,Rehab,Life Drugs,Forever i love her with all my heart no one will ever understand us shes all i need in this fucked up world i can always count on her to cath me when i fall. weve been through everything together, overdoses, getting arrested, boys, cutting, shes my everything and if you fuck with her, ill fuck with your face
i love you

♥Bren♥

some people come into our lives for a reason, bren fell into mine. she was my fiances ex fiance, yeah it sounds weird, but were more alike than you know. she understands me, and she actually listens to me. shes one of the few i trust.
i love you

I'd like to meet:

what is beautiful anyways!?!

"finally my fariytale ending"

Books:

"Self Injury is an attempt to stop the hurting, an attempt to be clean."

Heroes:

theres always those people you meet along the road of life...but theres only few who make a differance
kyle
kayla
stephanie
donovan
little kyle
don
metro
jeremy
mike
bloom
erik
september
bren
matt
alyssa
nikki
amanda
kiona
stevie

i meet more everyday


My Blog

my bulimia

  "My Bulimia"By: Ms.Ketamine™Sick. Nauseous.Full of contempt.Hating the living.Fantasizing of death.STOMACHtwisting, turning, jumping,churning.DIAPHRAGMpushing up the fuel I fed mybody...
Posted by Ms.Ketamine™ on Fri, 04 May 2007 01:50:00 PST

My Boo<33333

kyle....         my life wasnt the best, it wasnt the most glamourous...but when i met kyle... all that changed. ill tell you flat out, it hurts so much to think tha...
Posted by Ms.Ketamine™ on Sun, 14 Jan 2007 07:51:00 PST