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About Me

Name is LJ, currently in Portland, Oregon. Love traveling, and meeting new people. I am still traveling down that odd path in life where every little bit of it is a blur, I don't know where I am headed or what I am doing. Right on track aren't I? No one is perfect; we are all lacking, direction in my case.With that said, I never know what I have waiting for me behind a door I am about to open, a book I am about to read, a movie I am about to watch, a person I am about to meet, an opportunity that may come my way .. Ohh and that is the whole idea and fun in what we call LIFE: you never know what is coming your way. Many people have their lives planned out, written in their journal or planted in their head, but where is the fun in LIFE, when you already know where you're headed? Besides, it never turns out how you expected it to be.I am a very complicated person, and I think it takes one to know one, or someone who is patient and willing to put in the time & effort. Yet, I'm pretty chill, I am down for pretty much anything: Love the outdoors, indoors, the bar/club scene, and obviously the beach.I can be a great friend, or your worst enemy - pick one!*more in I'd Like to Meet section*

My Interests

Fast, bright, shiny, expensive things interests me =)

I'd like to meet:

As far as friends are concerned.. Pretty much anyone. I enjoy meeting and making new friends, you can never have enough (the shady, the fake, the real, .. I'm sure you get it)As far as love...Someone who can keep me interested... Someone who will take the time to understand me: my strenghts, my weakness, and imperfections, and appreciate them.I thought I met him. I thought he was the one who I would be taking home to my mom, and the man I would be spending the rest of my life with. Unfortunately, it didn't work out, after more than a year of being together. I think he thought gifts and flowers made me happy. The flowers have died away, and the gifts, as careless as I am, I probably lost them. He made me happy, and that was all the mattered. Miles are between the both of us, and we hardly ever talk these days, yet he still holds my heart in his hands, and he refuses to give it back.I'm terrified - I'm scared to meet someone again! I'm afraid of being or getting too close, and either not being able to get out, or getting hurt all over again. Depressing.. you think? It's the truth. I have walls: I have my guards up 24/7. Find a way to take'em down, and you've just found yourself a life-long friend, and then some...I pray that someday I will have enough courage to give love another shot.View All Friends | View Blog | Add Comment

Movies:

Any movie starring Angelina Jolie

Television:

Friends - Will & Grace - The People's Court

Heroes:

My Mom & Angelina Jolie

My Blog

Optimistic!

After 4 years, I am no longer with Nautilus, Inc. A very hard and tough separation - especially as I’ve come to love the company, and people I worked closely with. Prior to to me leaving, I tra...
Posted by L | J © on Thu, 13 Mar 2008 12:02:00 PST

I’m Tired..

Dude I'm just tired.. tired of everything! I need a few days away soon, and revisit what the hell I want to do with my life....
Posted by L | J © on Fri, 12 Oct 2007 11:38:00 PST