i am lost.i wont be me as 24/7 ago.i hate myself!life sux + horror~illusion would never illuminate my life!afraid to face reality!! tats totally sux!!i had an imperfect life!i would never be able to handle probs!! tats totally double sux!!!~sadis~mspmb allowScriptAccess="never" allowNetworking="internal" enableJSURL="false" enableHREF="false" saveEmbedTags="true"