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CierrahhFacee™

bby then why do you still sleep with the lights on?

My Interests

Music:


home town disaster™Cmmnt those pics™
message me™Cmmnt much™ friend me™

Boys:
hate me, cause im the kind of girl that makes your girlfriend go to the bathroom and throw up cause she only wishes she was my pant size, im the kind of girl that makes your girlfriend change her image and herself on the inside so she can become my new "best friend." love me when i check you out, fallowed by that silent pffft at the end. hate me when you cant get in my pants on the first seven dates. love me when i make life a challenge for you. hate me when you tell me you love me after two days of knowing me, and i tell you I'll never feel that way about you. I'm the kid that you call faggot on the street, but for some odd reason it just doesn’t feel the same, like every other time you felt insecure enough to make fun of some random person in public. This time it hurts a lot more. cause i made you bleed. I may look like an "Emo Faggot" but I love the kind of music that would make you mother cry, and would make your father want me.

N BABY JESUS N

Girls:
Hate me when my size double 0 pants are falling off my ass with out a belt, and when i can shop in the kid's section still look damn good and not be called a petifile. Love me when i smile your way, and pretend to say "lets be friends." hate me when i follow that same smile with a fuck off instead of "lets be friends". Love me when you take me to your house to “hang out” and your mother asks where she went wrong. i don't care how slutty or hot you are. put a plug in it. Just be you. not that that will help you in anyway. chances are you're boyfriend will die in that hideous car wreck down the street, just hours after he confesses his "love for you". nobody likes a loud mouth, so learn to keep you're trap shut little girl. go ahead call me stupid behind my back, I don’t care. your the fucking slut remember?!?

someone save me PLEASE.
whisper sweet unexpected things
into my ear, so i can be whole again.

i want NEED someone who: thinks I'm the only girl in the world for them. never talks about other girl, but me. will tell me i am beautiful when i wake up, or when I'm sick. will make me feel like the most special girl in the world. who will know the exact words to say to make me feel appreciated. who will not judge me, or make me jealous. whose touch makes me get butterflies. whose kiss makes me feel a natural high. whose hug makes me feel like royalty. whose voice makes me feel indescribable, out of this world. who likes to watch cartoons with me and eat ice cream. who enjoys the pleasure of life. who will jump on a trampoline with me and play fight with me. who will let me win at monopoly, but not make it obvious. who will call me in the morning just to say i love you who will hold on to me and never let go. who would never lie to me. who i can run and jump in there arms and feel secure, like I'm in the right place at the right time. who will be my shoulder to cry on. who will not be afraid to tell me how they feel. who will not change for anyone. who is secure enough in themselves to know i would never leave them, they wouldn't question our relationship. someone whose smile just makes me melt, like an ice cream bar left out on the street on a mid summer day. someone like this seems unrealistic. i will not settle for anything less i will not sell my self short. i will not sell my self short.
bad news: i haven't found him yet.

this is me to a T:
the most good-looking Loyal and generous Person. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Hardworking. High spirited.

the lyrics to my song, if you going to sing it, sing it right.
waiting for something to start i never thought life could tear me apart this way it's just a phase that i'm going through i've done it all and it's all that i can do you say you could save the world for me i knew i'd ruin it all too easy so easy, can't please me don't leave me here alone just let me start again 'cause it feels like a nightmare to me and im waking to this amazing end if it's the only way i see you can say it's just a broken dream you can pretend you know how much it means to fight for something and lose it all to realize that you're up against a wall tell me what i need to hear my dear i'll be alright and everything will begin to clear atleast it can't get any worse if i could fight long enough i could break this but again i slip and fall losing what i can't replace i can't answer when you call if only just to say some things i don't know what i was doing before but i just can't take this bullshit anymore someone's keeping score just let me start again 'cause it feels like a nightmare to me and im waking to this amazing end if its the only way i see just let me start again 'cause it feels like a nightmare to me and im waking to this amazing end if it's the only i see

Heroes:

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My Blog

fucking fuck fuck

STFU you stupid anorexic bitches, and eat a fucking twinky. ima fatty mc fat fat face and i know it to be true. "ohh no your not fat cierrah. your just like us. one of us one of us." haha yeah right...
Posted by CierrahhHORRORFacee[3xD][EB][KBE][SA][BME][EEP] on Wed, 12 Apr 2006 05:59:00 PST

love note.

When I see you the will World stop. It will stop and all that will exist for me is you. And my eyes staring at you. There will be nothing else. No noise. No other people. No thoughts or worries. ...
Posted by CierrahhHORRORFacee[3xD][EB][KBE][SA][BME][EEP] on Sun, 05 Mar 2006 12:15:00 PST

a note to

Why do i think about your smile in the middle of a final at school?Why do i wake up crying becuz i lost you in a dream?Why cant i make everything better when you're not there?Why cant you live in my p...
Posted by CierrahhHORRORFacee[3xD][EB][KBE][SA][BME][EEP] on Sat, 04 Mar 2006 08:48:00 PST

suicide

I never understood how this girl could live. I mean technically I see how she could live, but I just dont know ho...
Posted by CierrahhHORRORFacee[3xD][EB][KBE][SA][BME][EEP] on Wed, 11 Jan 2006 07:25:00 PST

why am I a vegaterian?

I am not a vegaterian becuase I LOVE animals. [becuase I LOVE animals.like A LOT.] I am a vegaterian becuase I HATE plants. [yeah. I'll let that one sink in.] In all fair ness none of these are why ...
Posted by CierrahhHORRORFacee[3xD][EB][KBE][SA][BME][EEP] on Mon, 26 Dec 2005 12:25:00 PST