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Im am the one you think you know but have no knowledge of .. I am an incarnate soul, escaping definition .. I am a mother and a child.. angelic and devious all the same ... Not even this will let you know me .. To know me takes.. takes u ... ur energy ur devotion .. ur time ... skim the surface of my skin and u still wont know me ... how can u when I dont even know me ... everyday there is a new me I havent even fathomed could be a part of me and yet there she is I uncover her and what do I see .. the me that I was hiding from all along was right there in front of me speaking slowly laying lowly and pretending that the cruelty of those who dont see that to force someone to do something not them isnt fair to thier right to be who they CHOOSE to be ... please if you want to know me then dont force me to be the me you would have me be .. that isnt me thats your ideal image of what you believe I aught to be that you've used to imprison me and in doing so you have imprisoned yourself in the idea that you can control anyone aside from yourself and your own behavior .. monitor your own flaws and Ill take care of mine and then you can know me .. dont impress your image of perfection upon me cause the only perfection i can see or know a part of is the beauty of love that god allows me to see .. love unconditional is the perfection and that is the key to an ever unfolding mystery .. love thy neighbor as thyself and you will see ...
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people who can be REAL .. I dont like moovies very much thanks to the reel-ity that this world has unfortunately succumbed to.. people who know that to coerce another person to behave as they see fit is by the very definition a control freak tendancy that is applied when the precious application that which is control of themselves is what they need.. DONT tell me who or what or how to be .. what to wear what to think or how to talk ... Im no puppet .. I have a mind of my own and I expect that my right to decide what works best for me should be respected if thats a resentment I premeditate then so be it I couldnt care less... I like people who are themselves ..I dont like it when people say to "act right" if your acting your fucking faking it and your not being YOU.. if I wanted to watch a play Id get tickets to the fucking theater.. I havent nor will I ... get right huh?? ... well lets see if were all in the right lane on the freeway of life going the same damn direction dontcha think that when we get where ever it is were supposed to be going that it may be a tad bit crowded??? tell me how just how anyone in thier rational minds thinks they could possibly learn thier true nature putting on a mask much less get people to reveal thier true inner nature to someone wearing one .. it all boils down to hypocrisy .. you cant expect something from a situation or person that your unwilling to bring to the situation and or person yourself.. example: honesty equals honesty and lies only equalize us in the manifestation of yet more dishonest behavior; can you really lie straight to somones face and think thier respect for you will remain or expect that they remain honest with you all the while when your defrauding them???try again in REAL LIFE YOU GET WHAT YOU GIVE and if you lie to people thats what youll get back but if your honest open and kind with your time and energy the universe will reward you by looking out for you .. Ive seen the evidence of it in my own exsistence.. Ive spent too much of my life hiding who I am and I dont think wearing a mask is going to help with any of that... rather compounds the problem since most cycles people go through have thier root in some simple underlying problem that they fail to take note of because they'd rather be a "human doing" instead of a "human being" .. example : ... I like it when people make the effort to put themselves in my position and to empathize with what im going through cause it makes me feel not only heard and understood but REALLY listened to and felt for what it is inside me that desires love like we all do... so Id like to meet ... all sorts of people without guile pretense and/or otherwise holier then thou attitude.. ethnicity doesnt matter.. gender doesnt matter... sexual orientation doesnt matter... money doesnt matter... class doesnt matter.. all that matters is that you have some thing genuine to contribute to the situation .. something of actual substance.. something I can take with me that makes a lasting impression and status symbols of material wealth dont do it for me .. what I desire cannot be bought...

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How I wish you could see the potential, the potential of you and me. Its like a book elegantly bound but in a language that you can't read, just yet. You gotta spend some time, love. You g...
Posted by on Wed, 14 May 2008 16:51:00 GMT

poetry in motion

I put this blog up on my other profile last night and I thought I might as well make my profiles match (kinda since I did some editing to make this stand out a bit more .. no pun intended) and to plac...
Posted by on Sat, 26 Apr 2008 14:40:00 GMT

the devil went down to georgia

The devil went down to Georgia He was lookin' for a soul to steal He was in a bind 'Cause he was way behind And he was willin' to make a deal When he came upon this young man Sawin' on a fiddle and p...
Posted by on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 23:52:00 GMT

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I love one of my newest blog ... its a YAHOO screen shot ... I love how the lady just handles the money.. she looks so thrilled to have all that money(knee) I wonder if it makes her happiest in the wa...
Posted by on Sat, 05 Apr 2008 01:50:00 GMT

screen shot

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Posted by on Sat, 05 Apr 2008 01:33:00 GMT

song lyrics

ANTI-FLAG LYRICS "Red, White And Brainwashed" They use the flag to control us Brainwash us to be their patrotic slaves Programs our minds by controlling what we learn The only difference from the naz...
Posted by on Sat, 05 Apr 2008 01:07:00 GMT

do u hear what I hear...

this world seems a joke to me sometimes ... christmas and giving has dwindled down to convenience of gestures that seem to scream guilt trip ride with me ... guilt trip .. you can ride for free.. or t...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Dec 2007 16:27:00 GMT

Cigarettes all over the world ... there fucking everywhere.. plastic beezies.. this is 4u

"Cigarettes" by fort minor Man I love this rap game Mainly cuz its cool To add a little spice to the life you've been through Everyone exaggerates a tiny little bit To make that shit sound more ga...
Posted by on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 15:11:00 GMT

invalid subject line ... cant leave the subj. blank ?!!!??? WTF???

the word escape me .. its as if they lack former meaning ... or that they never really mattered to begin with ....   maybe thats the truth that the words we use to describe other people as being...
Posted by on Sun, 02 Sep 2007 01:04:00 GMT

DRUNK DIALING

1. Only drunk dial when you are drunk. Everything else is false advertisement.2.It is okay to call someone 27 times in one night. If you don't remember it, it didn't happen.3.If you are going to drunk...
Posted by on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 00:51:00 GMT