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About Me


I don't know myself as well as I used to.. so, I'll attempt to explain me as best as I can...
I am a constant reminder to myself of what I don't want to be.
I forgot what real beauty is a long time ago
I'm afraid to have my heart broken again.
I know exactly what I want in life. I just don’t know when I want it.
I’m more romantic than I like to admit.
I’m trying my best to be a good girl. I really am.
I spend way too much time getting ready for the day, yeah I'm vain and yeah I hate it. I can pick out about 1,000 things I don't like about myself... The weird thing is is that I can't see flaws in anyone else unless they are pointed out to me.
I feel as if I’m in a rush to grow up.
My favorite thing to do is talk shit. If you know me then you'd know that it's all for laughs.. and yes you'd start to talk shit too.
I’m very passionate and involved in my relationships.
For some reason I'm VERY attracted to aries and gemini guys.. I've never dated a gemini but I know that aries guys are selfish assholes.. Sorry if you're one.
I know every girl says this, but, I hate drama. I never really have it thank god. Just little tiffs here and there.
I have an obsession with the color black.
I’m not a jealous person. If I want something, go out and get it for myself.
I'm a daddy's girl. No, not the kind that says "Daddy I want this.. I want that!" I was just always at his heels following him around.
I love shots and mixed drinks. I wouldn't call myself an alcoholic, I just know how to have a damn good time anywhere.
My biggest fear is death. It's too final.
Most of my life revolves around my weight. I'm afraid to get fat again. I want a perfect body.
I'm actually very shy. I have a hard time speaking to people with a lot of confidence.
I like overly sexy, raunchy pictures.
I'm very honest. That's it.
I am grumpy when I am tired. But, I am a morning person. It's all good by morning.
When I kiss I like just lips. When I kiss with tongue it's rare.
I've learned that the hardest things to say are the ones that mean the most.
I try not to be materialistic, but, it's a hard habbit to break.
Me and Kells

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

An aamzing guy who doesn't want to change me. Someone who is NOT materialistic. ... and can drink with me. Funny is good now. I like sweethearts... that are assholes.

David Beckham

Nicole Richie

My Blog

I already know

I'm wasting my time with this guy. No answers... No point.I have nothing better to do than play the game with him. Just sucks that i'm never the victor.
Posted by on Tue, 01 Sep 2009 17:34:00 GMT

Shoot, it's been a while

I think I've lost touch with myself. I mean, sometimes when I look in the mirror I don't see the same person anymore. My life has become materials and fronts. It's never been this extreme.I'm so unhap...
Posted by on Mon, 31 Aug 2009 05:44:00 GMT

maybe I was naive, got lost in your eyes

maybe I put so much trust in guys because my dad. Everything I've ever asked him was answered honestly and explained to me that way I could understand.I seem to believe everything my interests say to ...
Posted by on Wed, 04 Mar 2009 14:46:00 GMT

Cold. Hard. Bitch.

Maybe I've been hurt too much... maybe I'm just growing up... or maybe no one has hurt me bad enough.All I know is, I can't cry anymore. I just simply can't. I suppose I ran out of tears a while ago.....
Posted by on Fri, 14 Nov 2008 09:57:00 GMT

I don’t know what love is

it makes me smile to be so blissful.. I used to miss love so much, but, now.. I'm not sure what love is exactly. My love was such a long time ago.. love has become a strange now.Maybe I'll find love a...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Oct 2008 08:10:00 GMT

drinking

i have noticed that i do and say some of the dumbest shit when i'm drunk... this is not an apology. i just dont care anymore because i dont remember most of it anyway.
Posted by on Thu, 31 Jul 2008 01:06:00 GMT

personal

I have no idea why I'm writing this blog other than the fact that I'm ashamed of my most recent blogs... So, I come home from work and discover an old journal of mine... I know, right?... and I beg...
Posted by on Thu, 31 Jul 2008 01:00:00 GMT

Im tired of me

If I had to pick one person in my life that stresses me out and makes my life more complicated than it already is it would be me.No matter how hard I try to be simple and easy going I simply can't. I ...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Jun 2008 22:58:00 GMT

Class of 2008

Tomorrow is graduation. I believe I speak for most of us when I say that I'm scared shitless. I can't help but fear the future without the family I have grown to love. I know I have kept my distance m...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Jun 2008 22:49:00 GMT

the broken, the beaten and the damned

So, life is getting more and more complicated. I'm writing this to myself, but, I suppose you all can read it too. I don't know if it's going to make any sense though.I have no idea where all my frien...
Posted by on Sun, 13 Apr 2008 21:06:00 GMT