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REV.JUAN OF THE FUCKING DEAD

I have lived with agony for so long that as it beats along with my strong and steady heart, it doesn

About Me

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'Back in the days when I was young I'm not a kid anymore But some days I sit and wish I was a kid again '-Ahmad
Hey everyone I'm Juan 'of the dead' Ortiz. I'm from beautiful Modesto California.I didnt live the great american childhood everyone dreams about.this was more then some kids should take.It was tough and heartbreaking at times, but it made me a much stronger person in the long run.my passion is art. I love to draw and paint.I also help build computers with my neighbor when.we have finished two super computers,one for gaming and another for graphic design,priced in the thousands.In my spare time I also like to design things on the computer,I usually do picture editing and sometimes layouts for local bands free of charge.I plan on becoming an art teacher in the bay area to help inspire the next great artist.I am a musician, and a huge fan of local hardcore music. I've been in this '209 hardcore scene’ since it started in early 04' so don't look at me and think I'm a newb at at how I am or how I act.i tend to go to a lot of local shows,if you see me at any come and say hi,always fun to meet new people.I am currently in two local bands,i play bass in one band(Curse You Red Baon!) and sing for the other(Fall Of The Final Empire).check them out when you get the chance. im a good listener and a good friend. I will always have a hand out for a friend, i just love reaching out and helping someone. I'm a hopeless romantic.I’m currently in a relationship and I havent been this happy in a very long time.i finally found my true love. I'm a big movie junky, I tend to talk a lot about what is coming out and what is in production to come out.if you wanna know more about me just ask.

I LOVE BIG SODAS

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My Interests

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I'd like to meet:


♥Sarah Elizabeth Shores♥
♥04/02/08♥
I love this girl<3
'The most beautiful girl I've ever seen,your hair your eyes,the way you walk,smile and laugh.Every single thing about you is beautiful. When I see you,the world would stop.it stops and all that exists for me is you.theres nothing else.no noise,no other people,no thoughts or worries,no yesterday no tomorrow.The world just stops and it's a beautiful place, and there is only you.just you and my eyes staring into yours. when you're gone,the world starts again,and I don't like it as much.I can live in it,but I don't like it.so I'll just walk around in it and wait,wait to see you again and wait for it to stop.its the best thing I've ever known or felt.that best thing and that beautiful girl'

Music:

A Day To Remember Adicts AFI Aiden Alexisonfire Alkaline Trio All Shall Perish All That Remains Annotations Of An Autopsy Anti-Flag As Blood Runs Black As I Lay Dying Bad Religion Balzac Biomecca The Black Dahlia Murder Blink-182 Box Car Racer Brand New Burial For Two Cheap Sex Closed Heart Surgery Comeback Kid Countdown To Life Danzig Dead To Fall Death Cab For Cutie Despised Icon Eerie Von Every Time I Die The Faceless From Autumn To Ashes Gallows Gold Finger Haste The Day HOODS The Horrorpops The Hush Sound It Dies Today Jimmy Eat World Job For A Cowboy Killswitch Engage Knights Of The Abyss Less Than Jake Living Legends Matchbook Romance Misery Signals The Misfits Mister Monster The Offspring The Police red Hot Chilli Peppers Rise Against Senses Fail Slipknot Stick To Your Guns Suicidal Tendencies Suicide Silence Summers End TERROR The Thermals Thought Riot Through The Eyes Of The Dead Tiger Army Unwritten Law Up Up Down Down Left Right Left Right B A Start Zao Zombies Ate My Neighbors +44

Movies:

Movies EVIL DEAD RESIDENT EVIL FRANKENSTEIN TEXAS CHAINSAW MASSACRE THE OMEN SHAUN OF THE DEAD DAWN OF THE DEAD NIGHT OF THE LIVING DEAD ZOMBIE HUNNYMOON

Heroes:

Jerry Only
Bruce Campbell

George Lucas

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My Blog

high school has come to an end

no more waking up at 730 to get to Davis by 745no more carts with the cookies and shitty sub sandwichesno more fights that get broken up while you're enjoying the sun around with your friendsno more d...
Posted by REV.JUAN OF THE FUCKING DEAD on Thu, 05 Jun 2008 11:42:00 PST

Who Id like to meet:

A girl who will show me that love still exists.A girl who I can trust 100% with no hesitation.someone who wont pitty me for what happen in my past.someone who knows what they want to do in the future...
Posted by REV.JUAN OF THE FUCKING DEAD on Fri, 14 Mar 2008 04:01:00 PST

Applications

*TOOK THIS FROM SOMEONE,THIS IS FOR SHITS&GIGGLES*NameAgeHeightHair colorEye colorFavorite colorFavorite foodWhats your AIM or MSN screen nameTattoos?Piercings?Drink?Smoke?Any Other drugs?Would yo...
Posted by REV.JUAN OF THE FUCKING DEAD on Sun, 24 Feb 2008 10:43:00 PST

WIDE AWAKE

     I'm on a whole nother level and I'm wide awake.My eyes are open.Either im thinking without my heart for the first time or its just me thinking shit up to make myself feel better.I...
Posted by REV.JUAN OF THE FUCKING DEAD on Tue, 05 Feb 2008 05:46:00 PST

Who Is She?

I spent all this time with her to find she became nothing but a stanger.who is she?Why do I smile at the thought of her and get sicken when she kisses him?Who is she?why do I love her?She loves me ba...
Posted by REV.JUAN OF THE FUCKING DEAD on Tue, 22 Jan 2008 02:44:00 PST

A Day like Another/A Day Like I knew

A day like a another,a day like I knewa day where there were smiles,and a laugh or twothoughts of the future of you and me.where school would be over and we would be free.a kiss in the rain&holdi...
Posted by REV.JUAN OF THE FUCKING DEAD on Tue, 22 Jan 2008 08:10:00 PST

know thoughts/no thoughts

I'm fine I'm okay why do you think that I'm not? cant a guy just wonder,swim around a thought?I'm fine i let go,cant you see that I'm fine?why wouldn't i be?why would I lie?I let go,I moved on and i'...
Posted by REV.JUAN OF THE FUCKING DEAD on Tue, 22 Jan 2008 07:59:00 PST

Fears

affraid of people touching my neckaffraid of the darkaffraid of being aloneaffraid of seeing without my glassesfear of heightsfear of waterfear of not achieving my dreamsfear of losing loved onesfear...
Posted by REV.JUAN OF THE FUCKING DEAD on Tue, 22 Jan 2008 07:49:00 PST

Fresh into 2008

  Just barely the fourth day in 2008 and things still havent been good. things have kinnda been worse! okay Jan 1st. I'm sick all day(10 days since we talked last) Jan 2nd. I found out my friends...
Posted by REV.JUAN OF THE FUCKING DEAD on Fri, 04 Jan 2008 02:23:00 PST

Aspects Of Love

A Beautiful Mistake BY As Blood Runs Black   I look into the eyes of a broken heart pride that's made of stone/why am I destroyed by love/what made yourself so cold/is it the darkness that covers...
Posted by REV.JUAN OF THE FUCKING DEAD on Thu, 20 Dec 2007 03:45:00 PST