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ajt

the worst is over

About Me

im 22, and im trying really hard to find out what i am meant to be doing. music is my passion in life.. and i will do what it takes to acquire the knowledge needed to make this desire real.. i owe everything to my savior Jesus.. to whom without i would be nothing

My Interests

songwriting, poetry, art, intellectual conversation, walking, naps, ethereal nights, outdoor movies, romance, driving, concerts, networking, watching clouds go by, day dreaming, doodling, shopping for unusually significant items, horror stories, campouts, friends, unraveling the mysteries of the universe, small towns, holding hands, porches, swinging benches, virginia, california, record stores, thrift store, clothing, autumn, rambling, collecting things, photographs, taking pictures, memories, the future, staying up, sleeping in, random adventures, musical collaborations, piano, guitar, bass, drums, stelliscript, eidolon rising, sleepbellumsonno. more than skies, wake up o sleeper.

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Television:

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Books:

Bukowski

My Blog

jai guru deva om

nothing’s gunna change my world
Posted by ajt on Fri, 28 Mar 2008 08:34:00 PST

Honey Pie..

*you are driving me frantic*   loveisarunonsentencethatworksoutsidetheboundariesofwrittenla w
Posted by ajt on Sun, 25 Nov 2007 10:19:00 PST

just

what is the point of all this anyway? everybody dies alone. some people live their lives dying. waiting for the inevitable.. and me.. well im hardly alive.. living off  the little i have left.&nb...
Posted by ajt on Sun, 16 Sep 2007 10:40:00 PST

the dream is only the start

"If you're going to try, go all the way. Otherwise don't even start. This could mean losing girlfriends, wives, relatives, jobs. And maybe your mind. It could mean not eating for three or four days. I...
Posted by ajt on Tue, 31 Jul 2007 10:17:00 PST

April 16, 2007

I woke up.
Posted by ajt on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 10:47:00 PST

is this a graveyard to bury her heart or is it a garden where new life will start?

two years ago. i "knew" exactly where my life was heading.. and come today i still know where im heading, although my absolutes have changed, but i have no idea how to reach my goals. so i w...
Posted by ajt on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 08:20:00 PST

so i told her i loved her and she told me she loved me..

and i mostly believed her. and she mostly believed me.. i could never divorce you without a good reason, and though i may never have to, its good to have options. but for now i need you. ...
Posted by ajt on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 12:23:00 PST

rain, leaves, the rake, the afterword.

today is new. i couldnt feel more alive. i spent an hour raking leaves in a down pour and it was so inspiring. i felt all the faces on me. so absurd they must think, raking in the rain.. per...
Posted by ajt on Sun, 12 Nov 2006 12:04:00 PST

rapture

This is how we multiply Pity that its not my wife The friction of skin The trembling sigh This is how our bodies move With everything that we could lose Pushing us deeper still The sheets and the swea...
Posted by ajt on Tue, 03 Oct 2006 10:17:00 PST

i surrender, this is my falling out.

so i think ive finally realized why it seems as though so many lately have been pursuing me romatically, it's not that im such a great find, but it's because it's exactly what i dont need, a temptatio...
Posted by ajt on Tue, 12 Sep 2006 09:10:00 PST