I believe I can only be myself. At times I feel uncontrolable,insecure, quick to think and I act out. I say things I dont mean, even though I know I dont mean them. things that mean nothing can cause me the biggest problems. I get hot headed and think what I want. Then ten minutes later I realize what really happened and I find myself feeling depressed and disappointed in myself. why cant I be the person I want and know I can be? I have been asking myself this question for years. Hopefully one day I will answer it.
With all that being said my name is Lou and Im 36 years old. I am still nothing like you think i am. I am sensitive and caring. I love to love. I love to be loved. I am very emotional. I wear my heart on my sleeve everyday. I believe in dreams, hopes, and unconditional love. I believe in love at first sight. Without music I would be lost. I can just sit at my computer and listen to music for hours. I love animals. At one point in my life they were the only friends I had. Even though my animals mean the world to me. I have a few friends that mean even more. Without them I dont know where I would be right now....... Im not a hard guy at all....... even though I can act hard.
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