I keep myself reserved when i first meet people so i end up being misunderstood but i dont really care. Just takes me awhile to warm up to a new person. Nothing personal, yet) I will go the extra mile for a friend but if the line is ever crossed I'll be done. Ive had to cut very good friends just like that. I accept people for who they are but I cant stand stupid retarded shit. My love is conditional and I will never settle. Even if that means sitting on the porch or whatever old people do by myself, at least i'll be happy. Being with somebody and feeling miserable 'for the rest of my life' doesn't sound very appeasing to me. I am currently now working on my second divorce and i dont care. At least i can say 'i tried'. Even though i may have left them they walked away from me first. Life goes on. I just keep getting stronger and i love every minute of it:){}
