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About Me

I think I lose more of my innocence each day and that is a travesty I must face. I need to hold on tighter, with the world around me I feel I am crumbling sinking down and then I look to my love and there I am found, I love life and I think that everything is amazing! I am in love with a man that loves me unconditionally. He sees no flaws in me. He has the power to move, mold and take me anywhere. He moves me to compassion. He gives me passion. He is my passion. My love for Him runs deeper then I ever thought humanly possible. If I could only feel His touch and his warm embrace life would be much easier. I would never need to see His face I know His love and that is more then most. I am moved by Him. I would hope to think I would die for Him like He did for me. But what is hope?..., not expectation, I have faith that I will see Him again and until then I will live to love and take each moment for everything smiling all the way and laughing when necessary though others may not understand. I like pokadots, bright colors, and flip flops. The outdoors is a part of me He speaks to me through all its beauty and I can't help wonder what else is out there for me to see and hear. I take pictures both in my mind and with photo like things. I am free so therefore I dance when no one is looking and I sing my best in my room when no one is around. A little ironic but I know there I have no cares. I like to be alone sometimes. I love to walk around in my underwear but dont watch. I love the sound of the ocean. Waves show a power that is unexplainable but you have to take the time to sit and hear it or you will never know. Music moves me, fingers on the keys, slowly picking the strings, making a rhythm from nothing it's all so wonderful I am speechless but it moves me...He moves me will you...?

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Ab Lincoln, he had awesome facial hair! I hate facial hair...?I would also like to meet the man (meaning persons) that lives a life of...risk"The man who clings to certitudes, to the comfort of the familar, to the seemingly predictable, is not a man of faith. If everything is sure and certain, there is no need of faith. Certitude permits passivity and immobilty but faith demands doing and acting , and action involves risk.To laugh is to risk appearing the fool. To weep is to risk appearing sentimental. To reach out for another is to risk exposing your true self. To place your ideas your dreams before a crowd is to risk their loss. To love is to risk not being loved in return. to live is to risk dying, to hope is to risk despair. To try at all is to risk failure.But risk we must. Because the greatest hazard to life is to risk nothing. The person who risks nothing does nothing, , has nothing , is nothing. He may avoid suffering and sorrow , but simply cannot learn, feel change, grow, love... live. Chained by his certitudes, as a slave: he has forfeited freedom. Only the person who risks can be called a free man. And only a free man can be called... a child of God."

My Blog

poppin out like waffels from a toaster...?

What the F words like fantastic, fabulous, fast, furious, frantic, frazzled, frustrated, famous, funny, far-out, friend?, fortunate&you get the idea. What bring them on you ask. Maybe the fact that I ...
Posted by on Thu, 10 Jan 2008 10:53:00 GMT

Another year recap

So here is to another year. This past year has been crazy a little recap; Moved to ..: Pasadena in a small cottage very small Got fired by my father Went to New York Went to Alaska Went to Colorado S...
Posted by on Wed, 02 Jan 2008 10:20:00 GMT

Why does she go back...

Why does she go back I sit here after a long days work and wonder Why does she go back to someone that brings her down that throws all of her faults in her face and then just laughs? Why does she lon...
Posted by on Fri, 16 Jun 2006 12:20:00 GMT

on a roll

Okay so I guess I am on a roll with this thinking thing...I was looking at some pix of a wedding today and thinking about human nature. I find it very interesting how we can change the way we look but...
Posted by on Tue, 13 Jun 2006 15:43:00 GMT

how far

I am more or less writing this for myself but I figure it is a good way for some of you to get to know me a little better... I left this country several times and every time I do I always feel so...
Posted by on Mon, 12 Jun 2006 10:44:00 GMT

Surrender

"Peter began to say to Him 'See we have left all and followed you'" (Mark 10:28) Our Lord replies to this statement of Peter by saying that this surrender is "for My skae and the gospel's " (10:29). I...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Mar 2006 11:39:00 GMT

Please read...

Okay, I need you all to pray for me I am going to take a big step. I am going to make a CD and I am going to try what I think God has for me. I really need all of your support. I would like to know wh...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Jan 2006 22:07:00 GMT

Drama

Okay so that last blog was a little over kill but, it was really how I felt at the moment. Sorry if it scared any of you. So, now I am thinking that life is just a bunch of drama. One secne after anot...
Posted by on Mon, 05 Dec 2005 09:24:00 GMT

Life is HELL

Well, Life is HELL right now. I can't understand why, when we do what we are suppose to do we get so much flack for it. I can only tell myself that Jesus never had to justify Himself. I am going to st...
Posted by on Mon, 28 Nov 2005 10:57:00 GMT

This is where it's at!

"Our deepest fear is not that we are unadequate, our deepest fear is that we our powerful beyond measure. It's our light not our darkness that most frightens us. Your playing small does no...
Posted by on Tue, 22 Nov 2005 12:23:00 GMT