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I need a catalyst.

I sat alone with a smile, fell asleep on the train.

About Me


Truth or Consequence;
Say it aloud.
Second chances, they don't ever matter;
people never change.
The mathematics of love
And the science of sanity.
This story ends
In bloodshed
The face I love
The city I’m from
The persons I’ve met
The persons I’ve let down

I'm Rachael. I live in Greeneville, TN. If you don't know where that is, just imagine the middle of nowhere with mountains and cows. I'm originally from Mentor, Ohio, which is a suburb of Cleveland. I've lived in Greeneville about two and a half years now. I can't say I really like this place. After all, I was brought up in a suburban, liberal town. I have, however, found some of the best people I've ever met in this town. I'm a very random person. I talk obnoxiously fast, and have a northern-type accent. I say pop instead of soda. Heh. I over think and second guess just about everything. I can't say I have the best self-esteem, but it's getting better. I like intelligent people who can carry a conversation, and see different point of views. I despise ignorance, but who doesn't. I don't do drugs. I find them a pathetic waste of time. I get very irritated when people around me do them. I'm also single and never had a boyfriend. That's a bit pathetic, eh? Haha. I guess that comes from fear taking control of me, I'm too scared of being hurt. I'm agnostic. If you don't know what that means, it means one who believes that it is impossible to know whether there is a God. And that's the exact definition. However, I still hold very strong morals. I'm not one to fold to peer pressure. My passion is music. I've been playing guitar for about four years now. If you'd like to know anything else IM me on MSN, yahoo, or AIM. My screen name is moviewithnostory(@yahoo.com, or hotmail.com). It's the same for all three.Get Your Own Voice Player Manage

My Interests

Likes:

friends.
going to concerts, seeing the bands I love live.
the music that keeps me sane.
playing twelve string acoustic guitar.
I love piercings and tattoos on guys.
open-minded people.
Ohio!!!
water.
seeing other people happy.
air conditioning.
the smell of mango or peach.
the color of dark red.
the acceptance of difference.
the smell of cloths after they come out of the dryer
when guys wear the scent of Jake from Hollister.
winter.
Oh, and Roseanne.
Dislikes:

Anything about South Greene, with the exception of friends.
When the phone doesn't ring for the most part of the day, then someone calls and starts a chain reaction of 3423423987983 people calling me within an hour.
pop.
when my dog starts barking.
when my mom calls me by both my first and middle name.
arrogance.
ignorance.
people who label themselves--especially when they call themselves emo.
people who don't have morals.
the taste of black licorice. EW.
recklessness.
when someone is selfish and admits to it, and then does absolutely nothing about it.
Greeneville.
Last but not least, our oh so lovely president.

Music:

Music. Music.

The Academy Is...

Acceptance

Armor For Sleep

Backstreet Boys

Bayside

The Beatles
Billy Talent

Blood Brothers

Brand New

Bright Eyes
Coldplay

Copeland

Cursive

The Dandy Warhols

David Melillo

The Delays

Early November

Eisley
Elefant

Evan and Jaron

The Everyothers
The Faint

The Get Up Kids

Goldie Lookin' Chain

Goo Goo Dolls

Gravy Train!!!!

Head Automatica

Hellogoodbye

Hollywood Undead

The Honorary Title
Hot Hot Heat

The Hush Sound

I Can Make A Mess Like Nobody's Business

Ima Robot

Jack's Mannequin

Kelis

KillRadio

Limbeck

The Living End

Lola Ray
Lovedrug

Maria Mena

Maxeen
Mest

Metric
Michael Jackson
Motion City Soundtrack

Neil Young

Neva Denova

Ok Go

Panic! At The Disco
Paramore
Paul McCartney

Peaches

Placebo

Plain White T's

The Postal Service

The Proclaimers

Queen

Rancid

The Receiving End Of Sirens

Rocky Votolato

Saosin

Saves the Day

Say Anything
Say Hi To Your Mom

The Shins

The Shore

Silverchair
The Sounds

Spice Girls

Starsailor

stellastarr*

The Stills
Tilly and The Wall

Tom Petty & The Heartbreakers

Vendetta Red

Violent Femmes

Waking Ashland

Yo La Tengo

Movies:


My Blog

Short blog.

I think I may be finding Him for the first time, finally. I only hope this time I can have faith to have faith--if that's comprehendible. I'm not ready to explain my reasoning behind this yet, but thi...
Posted by We were doomed from the start, as starters are. on Sat, 07 Apr 2007 11:06:00 PST

So this is how it goes, well I would have never known.

       Why can't we say what we're thinking of? I ask that to myself quite a bit. I'm pretty sure why I don't speak what I'm thinking. It's because I'm scared to hurt the...
Posted by We were doomed from the start, as starters are. on Fri, 02 Mar 2007 08:43:00 PST

A collection of my face in the snow.

I sure wish it'd snow more. :(....
Posted by We were doomed from the start, as starters are. on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 12:21:00 PST

Please speak softly...

For they will hear us And they'll find out Why we don't trust them. Trust. One of the most important things in life, yes? It's created and broken all of the time. It's been broken with me a lot lately...
Posted by We were doomed from the start, as starters are. on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 07:56:00 PST

And here we go again.

With all the things we said. Well, not really. So after the highlight of my summer last week, I have nothing to look forward to now. I use music as my escape, that's why I enjoy it so much. To see it ...
Posted by We were doomed from the start, as starters are. on Mon, 14 Aug 2006 05:24:00 PST

Warped Tour Charlotte!

The best Warped Tour I've been to yet. Here are the pictures: Billy Talent   Hellogoodbye 30 Seconds to Mars The Sounds   The Academy Is... Random WTF guys. T...
Posted by We were doomed from the start, as starters are. on Thu, 10 Aug 2006 12:43:00 PST

Warped Tour Nashville 2006. YAY!

Warped Tour was yesterday in Nashville. I had a great time (minus the 4597858594 degree heat and humidity ALL day). It was incredibly refresing. I use concerts as a way to feel better, to forget about...
Posted by We were doomed from the start, as starters are. on Fri, 23 Jun 2006 08:36:00 PST

Am I wrong?

I've been sitting here for an hour now listening to my sister and her boyfriend repeatedly tell eachother I love you. It's like three times every minute. Oh, there was another I love you. Is it wrong ...
Posted by We were doomed from the start, as starters are. on Wed, 07 Jun 2006 10:05:00 PST

Mentor, Mentor, Mentor. When we used to be best friends.

So, I've been having these strange dreams. My life here and life in Ohio is basically merging together. I guess it signifies I want both, but can't have them. I dream I am in my old house, with both t...
Posted by We were doomed from the start, as starters are. on Mon, 29 May 2006 11:30:00 PST

A few thoughts.

so passiveso submissiveit's a bit patheticand woefulI wear the title of second-guesserone who is discreetone who is leeryone who is mislaidI'm still herebut I'm faintmaybe I'm narcissisticand may...
Posted by We were doomed from the start, as starters are. on Wed, 24 May 2006 08:55:00 PST