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Make your own banner at MyBannerMaker. com! Jesus and all the misfits of this world...backsliders, depress, poor, bipolar, oppress, ...you name it...Those are the real heroes...I'm taking all of them in prayer and laying them at the feet of Jesus...Amen...----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------...........Drifted.............Friends accept, the world greets... One hello, changed my life... Warnings, climbed in my head... Kept thinking, I could control... Appearing harmless…Dippin in, yes,I was playin... Like a kid in a cookie jar, I needed more... Addiction inched in, with no end... An invisible rope slithered around my neck, squeezing out my breath... Lord, pull this thorn from my side... Two pills relaxes, four more, settles my nerves... The kids are screaming and my whole life hurts... Then I become numb... I’m a fallen star, spiraling down, in this self made pit... Where did my life go? How could I get this low?... Oh no, no…no... Did I, just sell my soul?... Feeling condemned, I can’t find repentance... Never meant, for it to go, this far... Stigmatized…let me die... Insignificant…such, foolishness........Flirting with sin…I drifted, oh God, forgive me, I did… I drifted far, oh, I drifted…Oh God, forgive me, I did… Ooh I did...........Is this life? No its death?... How do I make everything, matter to me again?... My arms are scarred and I’m not, so pretty, anymore... Hiding in my shell from everyone yea, even loved ones... Is this hell? Who has directions to get out of here?... Is God love...I can’t tell, anymore... Panic stricken, I feel pathetic, yea hopeless... Its a mental game of torment...I’m dormant... HEY..! Is there anyone out there...like me...I’m so worthless... With falling tears, I wish, I could wish it, all away...Yea... I scream, but nobody hears... Unseen demons speak, taunting me... Hypnotized, yes demoralized... Slice, cut and bleed, let life flow out of me... I thought my life ended, but a beautiful light appeared... Am I trippin,is this ,for real?... Living Truth spoke; saving me from, myself... Lies,with wrong voices had penetrated my head... Shifting, shoveling my heart was rearranged... At kneeling, darkness disappeared... Two scarred hands, reached for me... I ran, yes jumping in, his arms... Never returning, to that darkness, again... I’m alive, yes living, I'm breathing... Insignificant…such, foolishness... ....... Flirting with sin…I drifted, Oh God, forgive me, I did… I drifted far; yes I drifted…Oh God, forgive me, I did… Ooh, I did…† Copyrights/Angela Dyer/Jan. 26, 2007/to our beautiful love one and to All that have fallen…Love you, so much…

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