Today is a new day....THANK THE LORD!!!! I am still trying to undertand me. I find myself at times thinking I know me and thinking I know more about life and my role in it...but "HA HA HA HA," life says, "you don't know shit!" Recently I have found out a lot about myself and some of those things I can honestly say I am really fucking uncomfortable with and pissed that I have. See, I tend to look at the negative rather than the posative. From time to time I get frustrated with my station in life; I wish I hadn't have gone down certain roads because of how difficult it was, is, or may be rather than looking at what I can now, posatively, do with the hand I was delt and even possibly how I may be able to help those who come after me and how I can posatively affect them and there lives. I am working on a lot of things about me; constantly judging and analyzing everything I say and do, the motives, the delivery, the outcome, my reaction.....yada yada yada. Recently I have learned something that I hope to take with me for life; this lesson is that there may be many things I feel need to change about myself but I can't attack EVERYTHING all at once. I need to just do what is right in front of me and keep doing the next right thing. Easier said than done...I know....but it is something that I will be working on.
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