I think I sleepwalked through the past ten years. It's sort of hazy. It went really quickly. People sometimes come into your life, and make a drastic impact. Then they go just as quickly. Or maybe, like in this case, they slip away slowly. And you wake up and go, "Wow, change is here. What the hell do I do now?"So, you sort of shake out the cobwebs, comb your hair, gargle. Not necessarily in that order. Look at the morning news...check that, don't look at news - it's way too depressing nowadays. Have a glass of O.J. (or coffee, yeah, probably coffee) and step outside into another perfect, AZ fall day.Take a deep breath. And realize, when one door closes, another one always opens (even if you don't always know where it leads).So, I am waiting to see a smiling face on the other side of that door. And we can sleepwalk together...for however long.