emptiness |
I realize that I have a lot to learn. about my craft, my art, and myself. I've ben pretty lucky these past years. things that I thought I earned really have just ben pretty much given to me by a talen... Posted by Duncan (if ye cant rock the party, rock the kilt) on Sun, 21 Oct 2007 09:50:00 PST |
fuck that zombie! ba-bam!!! |
so this weekend started off pretty good. started off with fair rehearsal which went very well, it's really looking good. I hope everyone can make it down to see it. after wards Bruce and I went to pic... Posted by Duncan (if ye cant rock the party, rock the kilt) on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 08:26:00 PST |
a little a ironic I guess |
lately I've been feeling pretty down. my relationship status bothers me a little. seems like everyones got someone and good for them. and I haven't felt attractive for a really long time. and the fact... Posted by Duncan (if ye cant rock the party, rock the kilt) on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 03:45:00 PST |
exhaustion has finally caught up with me |
it would seem that exhaustion has finally caught up with me. I woke up this morning not being able to do anything but turn the alarm off on my phone. I really need to do that rest thing I keep hearing... Posted by Duncan (if ye cant rock the party, rock the kilt) on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 02:47:00 PST |
if god gave man the ability to clean his sins |
I think if god gave man the ability to clean away his sins it may look something similar to me vomiting up fearsfully after taking a swig of rum that had a warning label on it Posted by Duncan (if ye cant rock the party, rock the kilt) on Sat, 22 Sep 2007 01:01:00 PST |
the things I love to do |
I cried today. no one saw but I did. I hate how the things I love to do always some how make me feel terrible afterwards. fuckn guilt trips. and now I don't know if I can continue doing what I love. o... Posted by Duncan (if ye cant rock the party, rock the kilt) on Sat, 08 Sep 2007 09:08:00 PST |
enslaved |
I have come to under stand that I am enslaved by my fear and doubt. ruled by my own criticism who is himself a hypocrite Posted by Duncan (if ye cant rock the party, rock the kilt) on Mon, 03 Sep 2007 10:04:00 PST |
show them how we do it |
seeing all the posts and pictures of Metrocon reminds me of how much fun I missed cause I wasn't there. the dances, the parties, the music, the games, friends, the family we have built. my heart truly... Posted by Duncan (if ye cant rock the party, rock the kilt) on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 11:09:00 PST |
you guys are right |
I am Jonnie, Jonnie high kick, asian Jonnie, The Asian Persuasion and all the other names I go by. there is too much of me to stop or even slow down. being Great at what ever I do is what I am b... Posted by Duncan (if ye cant rock the party, rock the kilt) on Wed, 04 Jul 2007 09:31:00 PST |
thank you |
it will be here shortly. I can hear it, I can feel it, it will come. the time will come, and I will have to push my doubts, my ego, and even my fears away to grasp what is mine. to take up the call of... Posted by Duncan (if ye cant rock the party, rock the kilt) on Sat, 30 Jun 2007 10:29:00 PST |