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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: David Gonzalo Guevara Jr Gomez
Birthday: ......ain't ever gonna tell.
Birthplace: Ciudad Guzman, Jalisco
Current Location: Amarillo
Eye Color: Green
Hair Color: Dark Brown
Height: 5'7"
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: 100% MESSSICAN!!!
The Shoes You Wore Today: K-Swiss/Sandals
Your Weakness: Personality, and Tats/Piercings
Your Fears: Being Alone
Your Perfect Pizza: Almost any pizza is perfect.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Be Happy
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: .....(no joke i use it a lot)
Thoughts First Waking Up: *HMPH* stupid person who the hell's calling me???
Your Best Physical Feature: um......eyes
Your Bedtime: usually 3-4am on work days and 5-7am on weekends.
Your Most Missed Memory: being happy
Pepsi or Coke: DR. PEPPER!!!
MacDonalds or Burger King: SUBWAY
Single or Group Dates: ah.....dunno. never really dated *sigh*
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla: White Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Iced Caramel Machiato
Do you Smoke: Never have never will
Do you Swear: .....I try not to
Do you Sing: .....um.....no comment.
Do you Shower Daily: Have to, work at a smelly stinky place.
Have you Been in Love: yes but obviously they weren't, otherwise i wouldn't of been cheated on.
Do you want to go to College: Took semester off.
Do you want to get Married: Hells Yeahs
Do you belive in yourself: Not in the least
Do you get Motion Sickness: Yes
Do you think you are Attractive: Not in any way WHAT SO EVER.
Are you a Health Freak: I have my moments.
Do you get along with your Parents: not now I'm disowned for wanting to be me :-(
Do you like Thunderstorms: Always have.
Do you play an Instrument: Flute, Percussion, Xylaphone.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Surpsingly yes i actually drank.
In the past month have you Smoked: never have/will.
In the past month have you been on Drugs: never have/will.
In the past month have you gone on a Date: ah.....no. Y must u rub it in???
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: DUH!!!
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Euw Chocolate, too sweet.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: YES
In the past month have you been on Stage: at a club
In the past month have you been Dumped: Seriosly why the flip must u rub it in??? Yes.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: not that i can recall.
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: um....no response. NO!!!
Ever been Drunk: Nope, tipsy yeah never drunk.
Ever been called a Tease: No.
Ever been Beaten up: .....Yes
Ever Shoplifted: Long time ago BEFORE i knew it was bad.
How do you want to Die: living my life.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Forensic Scientist
What country would you most like to Visit: Ireland & France.
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: don't really matter.
Favourite Hair Color: anything but blonde.
Short or Long Hair: SHORT
Height: taller than me
Weight: healthy.
Best Clothing Style: don't matter as long as they look good in what they wearin.
Number of Drugs I have taken: all prescribed....honestly.
Number of CDs I own: ah.....dude i lost count a LONG time ago.
Number of Piercings: 5!!! want my cartilage in ear pierced
Number of Tattoos: 4!!! in counting, about to get a few more :)
Number of things in my Past I Regret: 1, believing HE loved me.
p align=center my life has always been full of sorrow and drauma. mine and of those around me. i've always been there for my friends and family so they turn to me when something happens and i've always dropped everything to try and help them in any way i could. I've missed out on a bit of life for many reasons. I have severe anxiety i freak whenever i'm the center of unwanted attention or if i'm surrounded by ppl i don't know. i'm sure it's due to my low low i mean LOW self-esteem. i was ur typical geek in elementary and middle school and a part of high school. i was pushed at lockers and open doors and was constantly being teased and made fun of.....even by ppl i considered to be my friends. i have two secrets that i've always held close to my heart not really telling anyone. one is that i'm a published poet now going on his 16 or 17 time of being published. i'm proud of my writing it helps me get through my life, by writing down my life i've assured myself that i am alive and that i do have a right to live no matter what ppl tell me. i one day wish to put my writings together and publish my book entitled "My Life My Words" sort of an autobiography to help ppl to show them that i've been through quite a bit. the other is that i'm gay. when the ppl who i thought were my friends found out they made my life pure hell. i told one friend and he ended up telling the rest of my friends and the rest of the school. but i still hung out with them i thought they might change but i was wrong, they hit me made fun of me and on one occasion one almost beat me up. when i was 12 years old i tried to take my life thinking i couldn't take it anymore. but i held back and now i still have the deep scars on my wrists, which is why i usually have them covered up. my sisters and mother have just recently found out about it when my oldest sister saw them and asked me so i had to tell my mother and other sister. sure some might think i'm just a drauma queen that i'm just lying. go ahead and think that i've lived it i know what happened, u didn't. everyone responds to certain actions differently but my life has shown me the dark side of the world. and i've survived it this far. Some things i look back on in my life but no matter what i wouldn't change a thing, each event had it's impact on my life and made me who i am today. without everything that's happened i wouldn't be me i'd be nothing.