I Play it off Legit

The name is Dolly. I am indeed a strange individual and often I'm outspoken. People question my opinions on life, I see it as a struggle for absolutely nothing. You may be wealthy, you may not be. You may have a big home or no home at all. What's the point if it all goes away in the end? You're just another body in the ground. You may have been a good person or not, but in twenty years or so, no one will know. They're not going to make an effort to bring you back in spirit, they're too busy living their lives. All of our flames burn out slowly. We live to die and life is but a game. Get on the field and play your part, make the best of it. But eventually it will all go away, nothing lasts forever, now does it? You only live once. I know how people are, I can read them like a book. But you know what really feels good? The fact that I hate all of mankind. I hate it when people question and I hate it when they judge me. But let me tell ya, I love it when they hate me. I find it rather amusing because the ones who hate me are indeed jealous. They can't be real like me, they can't see life through my eyes, so instead they cover up their personalities and looks to make them feel good about themselves, but once you see the true colors of the ones who are envious, it just goes to show you how hard they work to be fake. I hate to admit it, but I really am one in a million, you can compare me to other people, but my qualities are greater. I'm better than most of them 'cause I'm not so insecure with myself, I'm not worried about impressing people, I don't care about what people think of me, I'm not afraid of being who I am, I don't care about money. I seriously only care about the people who love me for me. Not the people who love me because of the clothes I wear, or how I talk, or even how I look. The people that really know the great side of me. My mind is like the ocean, it's full of life and mysterious wonders. A great imagination and some honesty really got me far. I have great friends that accept my opinions whether they agree or not. You know the kind of friends that got your back no matter what? I bet some of you don't because you're just a little too greedy, or you're a little too fake, or perhaps even because of that split personality you got there. Most of you walk all over people and use them for objects like money. Why don't you try a little harder and get to really know people? The world doesn't revolve around you and your problems. In a lifetime, people usually have one good friend that sticks with them for the rest of their life, but could you honestly say you could trust that person with your life? Luckily for me, I got myself one great friend I trust with my life, and fortunately, there's two other I could trust with my life. My brother, and my mother. How many of you were/are respectful of your parents? Countless times I've seen parents be disrespected for the good things they do. They work to feed you and support you, but have you ever thanked them? Have you ever been grateful to be given the unconditional love a parent has for their child? I am, I'm grateful for the life my mother and father have brought me to, and how thankful I am for the way my mother has raised me. To never be afraid of who I am, to prove to others that I am indeed better than them. To not be afraid of challenges and to never be brought down by poor wealth. Ever been thankful for older brothers/sisters? I bet not, but I have. Two great older brothers I have, and how I couldn't be happier to have them as my siblings. It feels good to know that they worry about you and they actually do care about you even though they may not show it, you know it's there. I've got three trusting friends. Mike, who (no matter what) will always be my best friend, the first person who actually understood my problems and first person who sat down to listen. The only person I know who could possibly give advice that makes sense. Shannon is also a great friend who has actually done favors for me, I've never had that before from any other friend, and it's awesome to know someone's going to support you when you're in debt. Don't worry, I'll repay you somehow. Then there's Heather. Where do I begin? Since my childhood, we've grown up together and she's the sister I never had. I know I could always look forward to seeing her and talking to her because she told me herself, "no matter what happens, you'll always be my sister." I never thought my life would ever be so good when I grew up, and how I thought wrong. I don't want to meet new people in my life, I'm done looking for friends cause everyone else would never add up to it, no one else would ever be this real...and that's why I really hate mankind. I've got my friends and family. I'm done searching for the better because I've already got the best. I got on the field, I'm playing the game and trying to make the best of my life, but I'm not worried about fading away just yet, I still have time to live my life how I want to, and once I've finished, then I'm ready to disintegrate and to be forgotten.