Scottie..we've been thru some shit the past few months, but things were finally startin to come together for us and able to remain friends and carry a "normal" conversation w/out fighting, no matter what uve done u didnt deserve to die, i kno ur in a better place and im gonna remain strong and make it thru this just like u would have wanted me too...Jill has been my rock thru this whole thing as u kno shes always been there and i love her for it...and i promise u how bad this is breaking me that ur gone i wont b stupid over it cuz u would fall apart just as i am that ur gone.... and i still have all ur letters u wrote to me when we were'nt able ot be together for a few weeks and things were hard but those letters helped me get thru alot...i'm gonna miss that laugh & u tellin me everythings gonna b ok nd' beein there thru everything..2 this day i still catch myself laughin when i hear the song "scottie doesnt know" cu zi would sing it to you and ud just look @ me and laugh...dont forget our song Chris Brown-With You...i love you and always will p.s i still have the rosary beads u gave 2 me n' ill never forget u ...I will check in on ur dad from time to time and make sure he's ok..and Alexis adores u ill make sure shes safe nd' she knos her daddy is in a better place and that even tho u rnt physically there 2 watch her grow up u are there and love her with all ur heart..i wish u could read what Jeannie sent to me cuz shes so right "our connection will never be broken" I'll love you forever and ever like u said .xo.xoFirst things f.i.r.s.t ---> I trust few in my life becuz ive learned 4 the most part the only one true o.n.e you can trust is < yourself >...Life has it's ups and downs so you always have too be on your toes...My family & friends are my life, I love the nightlife, dancing and partying--i also like movie nights and relaxing with the girls, my absolute favorite thing too do is laugh [ itz all i do! ], I looooove 2 sleep in but haaatte wasting the day away..especially when itz gorgeous out, I love love loove hangin wit my best Jilly sOoO lost wit/out her xoXo..we've been thur it ALL nd' i mean ALL bad or good..fighting or not she's always had my back nd' always alwayssss been there 4 me i love you bean !!! i am a good person/great personality and love meeting new people and last but not least ---> Making memories w. the one and o.n.l.y's [kno who u r xo]..... My true few [girls nd* boys] you kno who u are and i love you with everything i have espec. those who have been thru it from the beginning <3The namez Steph but most* of my friends call me Penz. Penza or Penzonie* - . . . i am a very caring person . maybe sumtimes too caring - i put the people that i love before myself all* of the time. I give 2nd chances becuz i believe no ones perfect and every1 deserves anotha chance. i love "LOVE" ... love everything about being in love and having someone love you back and be there for you no matter what.<3 I have a very hard time trusting people, a very hard time! i guess since i've been hurt so many times and alwaaayyss been put 2nd or 3rd and sometimes even 4th dependin on the situation and who i was w/ @ that time i just don't trust anyone any more - "TRUST NO ONE". i've been thru alot in my life (yea i'm young but i've been thru more in my 25 years than some people have in a life time) but U just gotta take it "one day at a time" - "You live and learn" - "never regret something that once made you happy"
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:
*stephanie-leigh*
Birthday:
jan 19th
Birthplace:
*bawston*
Current Location:
saugus..gotta get out....
Eye Color:
blue
Hair Color:
brown/blonde
Height:
5'3
Right Handed or Left Handed:
righty
Your Heritage:
italian/irish
The Shoes You Wore Today:
white sketchers
Your Weakness:
bad boys
Your Fears:
dying young
Your Perfect Pizza:
roasted red pepper and mozzarella
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:
-take things 1 day @ a time-
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:
lol
Thoughts First Waking Up:
im stahhhhhvin
Your Best Physical Feature:
boobs alll the way
Your Bedtime:
when im sleepy
Your Most Missed Memory:
insane no sleep club nights wit jill nd' every1
Pepsi or Coke:
pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King:
mcds baby
Single or Group Dates:
depends
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:
neither
Chocolate or Vanilla:
vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee:
iced coffee
Do you Smoke:
yes
Do you Swear:
too much
Do you Sing:
all the time
Do you Shower Daily:
everyday!
Have you Been in Love:
oh ya
Do you want to go to College:
eventually
Do you want to get Married:
some day
Do you belive in yourself:
more and more each day
Do you get Motion Sickness:
nah
Do you think you are Attractive:
i do
Are you a Health Freak:
hahaha
Do you get along with your Parents:
for the most part ya
Do you like Thunderstorms:
Do you play an Instrument:
nope
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:
no
In the past month have you Smoked:
yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs:
nope...30 days today!! (march7th)
In the past month have you gone on a Date:
nooo =(
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:
noo
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:
not a box but some
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:
ew!
In the past month have you been on Stage:
nopee
In the past month have you been Dumped:
no i did the dumping..sorry dude
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:
no its been a while
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:
no
Ever been Drunk:
obvs.
Ever been called a Tease:
yes..all the time
Ever been Beaten up:
no
Ever Shoplifted:
yesss
How do you want to Die:
peacefully
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:
still deciding...
What country would you most like to Visit:
ITALY!!
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:
blue
Favourite Hair Color:
brown
Short or Long Hair:
short
Height:
taller than me
Weight:
built =)
Best Clothing Style:
whatev. looks good
Number of Drugs I have taken:
too many...
Number of CDs I own:
a million
Number of Piercings:
tongue,ears and bellybutton
Number of Tattoos:
5
Number of things in my Past I Regret:
a few CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!
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