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About Me

I'll be the first to admit I've made some pretty dumb mistakes.
but the last thing I want or need in my life is another heartbreak.
I am scared to death of it.
so if you're intentions are just to lead me on for the hope of a one night stand,
please just don't talk to me.
I care too easily and fully.
it gets me nowhere cuz I always end up falling for the same shit and the same asshole guy who only wants one thing.
its sad that most guys only think with their 8===D
I'm not the cookie cutter girl next door. I'm not some random slut. My time is valuable to me, and you are lucky if you're getting any of it. I don't have time for games and lies. I have a career, I have clients that pay a lot of money to come to me, I have respect for myself.
I like to get drunk and have a good time. I'm flirtatious but rarely do I ever do anything about it. If I do, you're one lucky bastard and you shouldn't take it for granted....though 96% of guys I do show interest in do just that. That's why I've completly given up my search for "the one". Its useless. Esspecially in this town.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Rest In Peace
Jessica Ann Thomas
I know we lost touch towards the end,
But I still consider you one of the best friends i have ever had.
I'm so sorry for everything we went through in our friendship.
You did so much for me and i don't think I ever thanked you enough.
I will love you forever,
and our amazing times we had since like 2004
will always be held so greatly in my heart and memory.
I will see you again my friend.

My Blog

Rest In Peace Jessica Thomas

Its so scarey how life passes you by. One moment you're with your friends, the next minute one of them dies. I can't recall the last time we hung out, but I can recall the million and one times we did...
Posted by on Thu, 07 Aug 2008 18:45:00 GMT

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I want to stand out in the pouring rain and scream my lungs out. I want the rain to wash away my tears and bloody scars. I want to know that I'm not alone in this world, that maybe there is someone wa...
Posted by on Thu, 24 Jul 2008 05:45:00 GMT

Uugghh

Ok, I know I don't want a boyfriend. But I miss having someone there to talk to, to cuddle with. I miss the feelings and the butterflies. I feel so fucking alone all the time. I miss how things were, ...
Posted by on Tue, 22 Jul 2008 16:56:00 GMT

Suppose.

suppose i let down my gaurd, suppose i go back to how i used to be. suppose i do what i think is wrong, suppose i let people control me. suppose i was like every other girl, where would that get me? s...
Posted by on Tue, 22 Jul 2008 13:40:00 GMT

Death

Death is so weird. Its a part of life that we all know is coming, but yet, when a loved one dies, its so hard to take.I still don't know how to deal with death. After so many people I've loved have va...
Posted by on Sat, 12 Jul 2008 10:35:00 GMT

I wanna say thank you but I wont...

I'll just say "fuck you."The mistakes you've made,Made me make these mistakes.
Posted by on Wed, 18 Jun 2008 18:52:00 GMT

Complete.

I finally feel like my life is complete. I have been so upset and miserable for the past 2 months and I finally have not only sam and Kindra, but Jacque with me.This is such a huge deal to me. Jacque ...
Posted by on Sat, 07 Jun 2008 22:59:00 GMT

DiaryLand

http://kaciexx.diaryland.com/index.html Copy&Paste.
Posted by on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 11:21:00 GMT

my life’s a fucking joke.

So yesterday, I got my purse stolen. Jesus and I were at the Prime Outlet mall in Orlando,and all of a sudden, i realized i didnt have my purse. there wasn't a moment where i felt someone take it,or i...
Posted by on Fri, 08 Feb 2008 06:22:00 GMT

bike//nature//me

so i road my bike a further distance today. much further. (although my tires are in need of air) it was really really nice. it was overcast and cool. the leaves looked like autumn. i never realized ho...
Posted by on Sun, 13 Jan 2008 11:40:00 GMT