ROLLERCOASTER

I really like rollercoasters, but if it comes to my future, I don't want to have it like a rollercoaster ride! In the last time, I regained some new hope, but then, suddenly, everything changed. My li...
Posted by on Wed, 27 May 2009 11:12:00 GMT

Updates

Long time no talk / no writings....Last post, I wondered if this first "meeting" with a friend of mine is a renewed friendship after years or just initial euphoria. Now that months have passed, I can...
Posted by on Tue, 05 May 2009 06:04:00 GMT

Renewed friendship or just initial euphoria?

I think I'm blessed because I really got to know what real friendship means. Loyalty, taking care of each other, listening to the others concerns, laughing together and even after 3 years (or more) of...
Posted by on Tue, 27 Jan 2009 14:34:00 GMT

That's for sure: I AM A CRY-BABY!!!!

Yesterday was a hard day for me because I had to realise that I just can't handle my "relationship problems" as I want to. Serious problems make me cry. All fucking day long. Before taking my daily sh...
Posted by on Fri, 23 Jan 2009 16:00:00 GMT

Lots of Q’s

Does he care about me? Am I still important for him? Is he still interested in my feelings? My thoughts? My opionion? My state of mind? Can I still let him know if I'm pissed off? Am I too crying for ...
Posted by on Fri, 05 Dec 2008 13:19:00 GMT

Anger & Crying

I can't fucking believe that I just cried because of anger and guess what...because of my fucking boyfriend. I'm not the fuck sad, I am angry as hell. Holy shit, I can't let it out, can't talk to nobo...
Posted by on Wed, 03 Dec 2008 14:11:00 GMT

White s**t

Ok, ok, I exaggerated a lil bit, but every fucking year the same shit. I hate it to death. Here we go again. Because of the fact that I live in a fucking area in this crappy world, I start "dying" rig...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Nov 2008 13:39:00 GMT

Watch THIS: funniest animal EVER!!!

I'm not kidding at all! Finally, I found my favorite animal ever! Dogs, cats, mice, birds...BORING!  This funny creature is insane, hilarious and a little bit frightening at the same time. Believe me,...
Posted by on Thu, 23 Oct 2008 10:55:00 GMT

Fuck it!

I'm depressed. Because: I don't gain any recognition from anybody around me. No matter what I do or which efforts I make. For me it's a pretty big step, but for the others it seems to mean nothing to ...
Posted by on Thu, 02 Oct 2008 12:28:00 GMT

This is what makes me laugh

First of all, I'm not into kids. I don't wanna even have some of those creatures who spit, bite, scream, get on your last nerves, always make trouble, are fucking expensive and bla bla bla and so on, ...
Posted by on Thu, 07 Aug 2008 12:52:00 GMT