Life is like CANDY...sweet. I'm coming back home for good and I feel great that it's happening that way. The military has its benefits but nothings like being a civilian. Fuckin' strict ass rules don't go very well with me, free like a bird feeling the cool blue air breeze on the 80, hovering above looking at a box from the outside in is the way for me..... The fact of the matter is, I would've stayed, but writing the pages to my own book instead of someone dictating my life sounds like the best thing for me. ( I had sortof went blank there for a second but I recovered quickly.....hopefully that was what I uhhhhh, was looking for. ) I felt somewhere in my heart, the almighty "godess" has a higher plan for me. I believe my purpose "here" is to change, if not change than sway outlooks of others..... For the good I mean. I'm sort of worked up typing this and i gotta talk to my significant vessel of my everso beat skipping heart. Love ..
