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since i've lost u...im lost too!

I TAKE OFF THE BLAZER..LOOSEN UP MY TIE..STEP INSIDE THE GYM..SUPAMAN IS ALIVE

About Me

Impossible is just a big word thrown around by small men who find it easier to live in the world they've been given than to explore the power they have to change it. Impossible is not a fact. It's an opinion. Impossible is not a declaration. It's a dare. Impossible is potential. Impossible is temporary. Impossible is nothing.

Mom & Dad First let me say to my parents yall are the best parents a kidd could ever have. you guys stood together through alot of stuff to keep me and my bruh and sis together and yall are still making it when i look at kids with only one parent or with divorced parents i thank god that i had parents who really cared for us so much that they did everything in their power to make us happy.

CHANNIE Now to my sis i love you to death. i mean i cant even explain what this girl means to me i would do anything she ask me to do with no questions asked all she has to do is say the word. she really is the best sister a kidd could ever have and she is going to make some dude real happy someday...if me and my bruh dont kill em first lol... naw but she knows she is my queen she is on top of my list of everybody and that will never change.

TYRELL to my bro man i miss you so much i remember when i was lil and used to cry all the time and you would never let me go with you cause yall were "to old" then i finally got to high school and we started kicking it all the time by then we were unseperable i cant think of a single thing i did back then besides when i was actually in school that you werent right there next to me. we ran all through them streets causin problems and kickin it wit girls back in SC and i miss them days so much i love you man.

"BRANDON, BUTTA B., E, BRIAN, RICH, NIC" to the rest of my fam man yall dont know how much yall effected my life i swear i wouldnt be nowhere near what i am today if yall wasnt there with me. there were times when i was goin through alot of shyt at home and during that lil period when my cuz's Jamar's death was really bothering me yall were there and i will never forget yall for that.

SMOKE to my boy smoke man you are my bruh now had it not been for you i probably would have got killed while i was in germany and we both kno all the shyt im talkin about and how i handle stuff lol lets just say for two years you were my voice of reasoning you kept me out of alot of trouble and you saved alot of people from gettin a bonafide ass whoppin to lol so alot of people owe you but i am in debt to you for life whatever you need im here bruh just holla.
A Bit Different From The Norm =]
Basic Bullshit.
What's your name?: everybody calls me AJ
Your age would be nice to know.: 19 (..d
Are you single or taken?: single
Randomization.
What is your least favorite color?: anything pearl
What is the last thing on earth that you would like to do right now?: bball practice (anything that required me to get up)
What clothes are you wearing?: sweat pants & white T
What color is your bedroom?: white walls with posters everywhere
What is your least favorite food?: veggies
What is your favorite food?: pizza & baked mac and cheese (momma style)
And your least favorite drink would be...?: any alcohol
In all honesty does myspace take up a great deal of your life?: not anymore i just use it to stay in touch wit my sis
If you could be any age, what would it be?: 24
Are you satisfied with the way you look and act?: yea im pleased wit both
Is Bzoink a website that you visit often?: never been on it before now
Do you do drugs and/or alcohol on a regular basis?: naw im an athlete
Do you think you are capable of not eating for 5 days?: hell naw
What food and drink could you live off for the rest of your life?: hot pockets and gatorade
Boys and Girls Are Fun.
Do looks really matter?: yep
Does size really matter?: shyt i would assume so and i haven't ever had a complaint
Have you ever had a boyfriend/girlfriend?: lol hell yea
If so, how long was that relationship?: longest straight was about a year
What is your longest?: longest on and off four years
What quality do you find most attractive in a boy/girl?: differs really nothing is always first
Are you a virgin?: lol wish so
If you are not, do you regret doing it with the person you lost "it" to?: umm the one i lost it to yea i guess but i dont regret a lot of the other ones
If you are a virgin, are you in a rush to not be one anymore?: ...
Is PDA disgusting?: ummm...
Is there anything that you would change about your significant other?: i already did they arent my significant anymore
Do you think you could marry a high school sweetheart?: naw not anymore at one time i would have said yea
Would you ever consider having a long distance relationship?: i have a few times im considering another one
Long or Short hair?: long
Blue eyes or Brown eyes?: blue or light brown
Tan or light skin?: light skin
Looks or Brains?: both
Words Associations Are The Best!
Orange.: strawberry
Cell phone.: car crash
Break.: up
Music.: jay-z
Samantha.: sex in the city
Love.: pain
Time.: forth quater
Crash.: cell phone lol
Home.: momma
Animals.: channie
Sleep.: never
Sex.: always lol
Death.: jamar
Long Distance.: jasmine
Winner.: me
Gold.: chain
Goodbye.: smoke
Running.: away
Lie.: amanda
This or That.
7up or Sprite?: sprite
Coke or Pepsi?: pepsi
Boy or Girl?: girl
Run or Swim?: run
Drive or Fly?: drive...depends on how far
Ferrari or Corvet?: ferrari
VW or Ford?: ford
Cellular Device or Computer?: computer
Sex or Foreplay?: both
O.C.D or A.D.D?: ocd i guess who wants either really?
Boyfriend/Girlfriend or Friend?: friend
Mom or Dad?: both
Brother or Sister?: both
Food or Drink?: both
Friends Aren't So Fun Sometimes.
Do you have any friends that you cannot depend on?: hell yea almost all of em
Do you have a best friend whom you can depend on?: yea smokee
Do you have more male or female friends?: female
Are they crazy or quiet, or both?: both
Is your best friend your boyfriend/girlfriend?: naw
Do you sometimes hate your friends?: lol sometimes
How long is your longest friendship?: 9 years my dude eddy
Do you and your friends take myspace pictures together?: we have before
What do you and your friends normally do when you hang out?: act dumb chill wit girls and make bad decisions...
What is your best friend's name?: Smoke
How old is he/she?: 19
Are You Afraid Of...
Death?: yeo no doubt terrified
Flying?: naw i do it all the time
Birds?: who is afraid of birds?
Dogs?: i love dogs
The Light?: how the hell u gonna see?
Drowning?: aint that dying
Crossing bridges?: ummm naw
Life?: i love life
PDA?: ?????
Crossing the street?: naw
Walking around alone?: sometimes depends on where im at
The dark?: naw
Cemetaries?: yea dead ppls there
Physically fighting?: nope i love to bang fists
Confrontation?: that leads into fighting
The opposite sex?: i love that more than anything
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My Interests

playin ball living my life and laughing as hard as possible while i do both.

I'd like to meet:

Jesus and thank him for the ride of a lifetime...also i would give anything to talk to my fathers parents who past before my time and to laugh and play fight with my cousin Jamar one more time in this life or the next.

Music:

Download Mixtape | Provided by DatPiff.com my favorite Rapper of all time is Jay-z, but lil wayne is my current #1 guy in the rap game right now since jay-z retired outside of that the only other people i give props to is T.I.(#2), Game,kanye west, 50 and J. Santana...but i usually i have some R&B playin in my ear

Movies:

1. Love and Basketball & Any Given Sunday 2. The Wood 3. The Brothers 4. Taledega Nights 5. Best Man

Television:

Martin the best TV show of all time, fresh prince 2nd best, my wife and kids, friends (whcih is my current favorite), and ofcourse Sport Center is all i watch on TV

Books:

Slam Magazine...that is it

Heroes:

my actual famous hero is Dave Chappelle..."Momma" this has got to be the koolest person on earth! she stood behind me and my friends (exspecially me and smokee) through alot of stuff i cant remember any event that we did where she wasnt right there making sure we were ok she helped us when thats what we needed and she was quick to get on our case when we were acting up but she was always there with our best interest at heart and i love her for that Thank you soooo much momma for taking time out of your life with you kids to make sure we kept ours together i cant even begin to tell you how much those simple phone calls, messages or lil' talks you give us effect usmy best friend Brandon this is my nigga we what basically lived together for about 4 years we been kool as shyt since we met and i dont kno what i would do without you dude one luv...My young boi B "brandon" aka b-nice reppin phila hard he is too funni i kno we cuz and all but we still claim each other as actual brothers we've been tight since we were tiny titans well since he was born because i am like 5 years older than him and we gonna live together when i go Pro and buy my big ass house..."he gonna be my agent" lolmy boi my ace the leader of the team "X" man proffeser X whatever yall call him just kno that you my nigga and its gonna be that way for a long ass time you the only nigga here that was straight up wit ya boi the only real nigga around in a country filled wit GI joe's ""a bunch of fake niggas"this my cuz deja she funni as hell and she a G! lol naw but she my girl i get mad sometimes cause we live so far away and only get to see each other once a year for like 2 or 3 weeks but i love h anging with her during those times and i love you to death kidd im gonna miss you when i go off to college (love ya)Porsha Ann (gold fish) this is my closet friend in the world i can and have been telling her everything since the day we met at the end of 7th grade i mean we clicked instantly that day and have been tight every since she is my family she has my heart i would kill for this girl and i hope she knows that i love her and support her in all of her choices she makes i am behind you 100% kidd love u g/fmy girl SARA...she has been cool as hell to chill wit and stuff we have had some fun ass times...due to a few miscommunications with each other we never got a chance to really chill (lol) but its all good we still had too much fun and im gonna miss her like hell when i leave...luv ya kidd..i am missing you sooooooo much lol what can i say about this kidd brielle aka miss.Hawkins yea u my girl kidd we went through some interesting shyt to say the least and alot of lessons (good and bad) were learned through this relationship but we remained kool throughout all of it u my girl kidd ill catch u in Florida iight luv ya

My Blog

Look wat my sis wrote about me (luv Ya)

 * this ma big brotha A.J. to tha ladies that dont kno yes he is taken he got a girl that he loves so tha answere is NO! lol but yea this boi really has a lot goin for him and im so proud of him...
Posted by since i've lost u...im lost too! on Wed, 01 Aug 2007 07:59:00 PST

Message to my lil mexican

to my lil mexican baby i enjoyed making you laugh, i treasured those moments when i was there to wipe tears off of your face and i loved all of the hugs and kisses that u gave me...i kno i had alot of...
Posted by since i've lost u...im lost too! on Tue, 19 Jun 2007 02:56:00 PST

my little mexican

This is for my baby AMANDA the one girl who has loved supported and been there for me for the past year i mean i was going crazy bein away from my pops and my bro and besides my nigga smoke one love b...
Posted by since i've lost u...im lost too! on Mon, 07 May 2007 04:34:00 PST