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21 and counting :)

68 W feild medic... Army Strong

About Me

New profile time eh... I..m still really tall... 6.5"... people tend to ask me how the weather is up there... and im always like its pleasant.... ok done with the corny jokes... my name is zubair... kinda like zoobear.... not teddy bear... or pooh bear.. or any other kinds of gay bears... currently a student of medical science... juggling between a full time job at RADIOSHACK, college and video games... i used to be emo... had a little goth phase... am still a nerd but i have my own style.... love basketball, swimming and volleyball.... im a major league slacker and procrastinator.... friking love food... most of the things u..ll say to me... i..ll be like... been there done that.... good and bad both.... i hate lying... hate cheating.... and most of all hate it when people saying something to your face and turn around and say something totally opposite... if u dont have to balls to say something to my face... then maybe you should keep your yap shut...!!!
Somethings u should kno abut me ::
1) Im asian.... from pakistan... which is in central asia... not the midle east.
2) NO i dont wear a turban.
3) I definately dont have bombs or guns on me.... if i did you prolly wont be alive... so dont joke abut crap like that cuz it gets old... fast.
4) I dont need your sympathy... and you dont need mine... you want a peice of my mind.... be prepared to hear the god damn truth.... im not gonna feed the regular load of crap you get from all those suckups that swoon at the sights of you.
5) Lets get this established.... if you are adding me as a friend... you better talk to me.. or reply to me.... cuz i dont like adding random people.... like OMGz i like sooo zee luvs ur blog... it iz the shiz and hotness.... ur sooo hawt... dont be a retard. please.
6) Dont feed me stereotypical comments like i totally understand... cuz you dont... every person..s experiences and their decisions are their own.. derived form their own personal experiences.. which are unique to everyone... there maybe same scenarios... but the events are totally different so are the experiences.... and dont judge... lets leave it at that.
7) respect the fact that if someone is in a relationship.. you need to keep a distance.... dont mack up on me if im with my girlfriend or get all jiggy with my girlfirend in front of me.... cuz i certainly wouldnt flirt with you if you were with your significant other.... RESPECT my boundries and i will respect yours.... cuz it causes drama.... unless you are looking for a classical ass whopping.
8) Life is too short... be happy... live in the present... dont drool over the future... or get stuck in the past.... build relationships... instead of trying to FIND the 1.... hav fun... be casual.... share and care... stop looking for the perfect specimen... trust me love is over rated.
9) Dont share your intimate stuff with me unless im your close friend.... cuz thats just gross... and i can tell when you are bragging... and its pretty pathetic when people do that thinking that the listeners are like a complete bunch of idoits
10) Last but not the least.... Im not gay.... and you are a fag if you think i am.... you want my number?? maybe we can work something out... we..ll discuss later... kk thx bye
My qualities... I am stubborn.. I'm emotional, obcessive, caring, jealous, weird, sensitive, bold but over confident at times... and passionate as others have said.. recently... i..ve been.... happy... and feeling... complete
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My Interests

sports... videogames.... movies.... music.... chilling with my friends... i love to hang out with friends.... basketball and volleyball..... they are my passion.... if i..m not out playing ball i..m either with my friends chilling or doing some crazy stuff or i..m inside my house playing halo2 or world of warcraft.... dancing.... cuddling.... making out in the rain..... talking on clear nights with the moon out so u can look up and see the stars...... i..m just a wistful thinker

I'd like to meet:

friends... people... some more people... random people... just people... not crackheads or cokeheads... or newbs... lol

Music:

60's/70's/80's : Led Zeppelin, Black Sabbath, The Rolling Stones, The Beatles, Pink Floyd, Bob Dylan, Ozzy Osbourne, AC/DC, Iron Maiden, Metallica, Def Leppard, Guns 'N' Roses, Van Halen, Aerosmith, Juda's Priest........ Black/Goth/Heavy Rock : H.I.M, The Cure, Evanescence, Lacuna Coil, Marilyn Manson, Nine Inch Nails, Depeche Mode, Cradle Of Filth, KoRn, Arch Enemy, System Of A Down, Rammstein, Crossfade, Godsmack, Creed, Mudvayne, Slipknot, Rob Zombie........ Grunge/Alternative : Nirvana, Smashing Pumpkins, Alanis Morissette, A Perfect Circle, Audioslave, Velvet Revolver, Foo Fighters, Stereophonics, The Cranberries, Incubus, LifeHouse, Switchfoot, Matchbox 20, Muse, Keane, Travis, Goo Goo Dolls....... Punk/Emo : The Ramones, Sex Pistols, The Distillers, The Used, My Chemical Romance, AFI, Green Day, Dashboard Confessional, Sum 41, Finch, Fall Out Boy, Story Of The Year, Linkin Park, Blink 182, All American Rejects...... i so somtimes listen to rap and it mostly consists of EMINEN and 50 cent and a few others

Movies:

autumn in newyork, sleepless in seattle, city of angels, win a date with tad hamilton, serendipity, Matrix trilogy, Lord of the Rings trilogy, Underworld, Interview with the Vampire, X men, Spiderman, Batman Begins, Chronicles of Narnia, Manchurian Candidate, Saw, Chronicles of Narnia, Sin City, Sweet November, What Dreams May Come, Awakening, Back to the Future, The Island, Gattaca, Big Fish, Fight Club, Italian Job (recent), Dune and Children of Dune (Sci Fi remakes), Monsters, Inc., Finding Nemo, Lion King, Titan A.E., Final Fantasy: Spirits Within, The Labyrinth, Princess Bride, Robin Hood: Men In Tights, Shrek, Cube, Cujo, Signs, Old Star Wars movies, The good the bad and the ugly, The usual suspect, Donny darko... umm there are soo many.

Television:

friends..... ally macbeal..... gilmore girls...... one tree hill.... smallville.... south park..... the simpsons... and american dad

Books:

Forgotten realms, The shanarra trilogy, Children of the Night (Mercedes Lackey), Da Vinci Code + Angels & Demons + Deception Point (Dan Brown), Interview with the Vampire (Anne Rice), Dragoncharm (Edward Grahm), The Cold One & Sati (Christopher Pike).. The other side of Midnight (Sidney Sheldon)... The Jury case (Agartha Christe)... umm i love western books as well... actually all of em... especially Lious L..Amour....

Heroes:

lol..... well see i think that there is a hero in all of us.... all we need to do is polish the surface so we can actually see him.... my hero will be those who face life boldly even though they know that they have much to live for... neither do they have much to look forward to....
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My Blog

in the wake of your passing

Stubbornly.... bitterly...... he clutched the letters to her chest......each one filled with lies.... like fatal bridal blooms..... as if they would somehow banish him...... from the now irr...
Posted by 21 and counting :) on Fri, 25 May 2007 03:08:00 PST

erased

He held her within the reaches of his torment&.. aching before the bitterness of the stale confession tossed infront of him by her&. remembering once how contagious her tears were streaming down her f...
Posted by 21 and counting :) on Sun, 20 May 2007 05:20:00 PST

love is out of fashion

Love is out of style... & I've always lived in the pages of a glamour magazine.... i'd rather kiss & tell... than keep all my secrets locked with u.... ur shoes never matched ur watch anyway....
Posted by 21 and counting :) on Sat, 21 Apr 2007 01:35:00 PST

over-rated

And for all these passing minutes slowly trickling by... like an endless flowing river.... thoughts come crumbling in... tumbling emotions... ideas fly by... one by one.. there is only one recurring t...
Posted by 21 and counting :) on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 03:29:00 PST

the truth

"well i want you to notice to notice when i'm not around and i know that your eyes see straight through me and speak to me without a sound" u really don't know how worthy and unique u are&.. u b...
Posted by 21 and counting :) on Fri, 30 Mar 2007 01:01:00 PST

im hopeful... for today

I know that u hope for longer goodbyesEmbracing for forever & falling in ur eyesPouring over photographsI'm living in ur letters.Seems my own arrogance has knocked me off my feet again... when u k...
Posted by 21 and counting :) on Sun, 25 Feb 2007 03:30:00 PST

i wonder where that leaves me

he... was the first love....he... was the gaurdian angel....I.... *sigh*.... i was the experiment....he... was a summer fever....he... he is your future.....
Posted by 21 and counting :) on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 09:39:00 PST

And would it be differnt

if i handle you with care... would be any different??His voice was hoarse..... and in her presence he dared not utter any words. His breath was caught somewhere in his frozen lungs. he could feel crys...
Posted by 21 and counting :) on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 06:22:00 PST

last thoughts

Im emo... and always will be emo cuz i like dark depressing stuff... and my writing and feelings are alwys influenced by that stuff too.... so if u dont like all that morbid bullshit... dig me a hole ...
Posted by 21 and counting :) on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 06:50:00 PST

:: Note to Self ::

But u wouldnt understand... cuz ur not in the same situation.... my boat is in entirely different waters than ursits like there are oceans separting us.... ur up there... looking down... and im down h...
Posted by 21 and counting :) on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 03:19:00 PST