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i love going for long drives,
i like playing pool,
love listening to music,
i love going to the beach and watching the sun set reminds me of my past lol,
i love getting tatts
i love hanging out with two of my best friends, chunks and lois, they're the best friends i can ever have.
if you really want to know what im like all you gotta do is ask, im not going to kill anyone lol, jk.
I've done alot of things in the past some of them im not proud of and the others i think i went too far on helping them, hurting people, lying to them, cheating on the ones i love, and not being able to see how much they loved me, are the things i tend to do, trying to change myself is the most difficult thing i've had to do im still trying to change myself, my drinking and other things were starting to get out of hand, my so called friends said they'll be there for me when i need them yeah right, the only friends i have now can help me ( chunks, luis, geo, andy, and boo boo) you guys are the best. whenever i needed to talk to someone they were there for me. my past is something i can never change, so why is it when i try to do something different my past is brought up, i really wish people can see the changes i made for the ones i love, no matter how much i change, bleed or struggle it never seems to be enough. i wish i can have my old life back !! but i know that's not gonna happen no matter how much i change or do something different with my life. i know now not to do the same things i've done in the past, all i wish is for one more chance to prove myself.
ya i've said some hurtful things and done some messed up things but like my father told me this is life no one can show you what to do you have to learn it.this doesnt excuse the fact that i fucked up. i'm just sick and tired of hurting everyday i just wish it would all stop.
