Kiss me|Kill Me

I'm friendly and energetic. I love making new friends. I'm not easy to anger but there are quite a few things that actually push my buttons. I don't drink, nor do I smoke. The only time I'd take a sip of alchohal if it was a glass of wine which is good for the heart or the once in a blue moon hang out with my friends where it turns out wild. *cough* XDDDD one interesting fact about me, people often refer to me as Goddess. Why? xD Well, often peolpe say Goddess thanks to one of my usernames but even by those who don't know my username, call me Goddess. quite strange if I do say so myself.
music is a passion and art is my love. If it will be my only love in life, then so be it. It helps me get through the day. Just as this one special band does, DIR EN GREY. They are the best fucken band in the world. They saved me from myself. I've gone through hard times in life. I've been abused, I've been hurt and betrayed to those who I thought were my loved ones. The result of the hurt, I push everyone away to some extent. The only person whom I love with all my heart is my mom. She's the only one who I know won't hurt me. That does't mean to say I don't have my own very special friends though. Erika and Cheyenne, those two are wonderful friends. I've only known them for a year and they've already proven to me that they will be there for me. With all the bullshit that happened last year. I know they'd beat up anyone for me. XD Of course, I also have ms. elizabeth. True I hardly talk to her anymore but we have been friends for eight, close to nine years now. So I do love her as well. Of course, got my internet friends as well. Those fellas were there for me as well when my parents went through the divorce.
My hero is Kyo, or also know as Tooru Niimura. He's the lead singer of dir en grey. Hell, all of them are my fucken hero. Dir en grey is only dir en grey with all of them lovely asian men. ;D by the way, I am OBESESSED with asian men. They are my weakness's LOL. I apparently have "asian" senses. So my quote is "my asian senses are tingling." xD its all really funny cause I know how to hunt them down ROFL.
Also sometimes I say stupid things so I'm sorry in advance. If I say something you don't like, let me know. I don't like making people upset because the it upsets me for being such a dumb ass. I'm not good at keeping a conversation at time. I don't like be annoying... and often I feel submissive of others because I just want to please everybody. people walk on me all the time and I''m tired of it, but being nice and wanting to please everyone is just someone who I am... unfortunately or fortunatly.
BRINA HACKED AY'S PROFILE [WHILE SHE'S RAPING ME]
I can't say much because she is tickling me, but I loves her!
Kyo IS love. He is my hero through and through. :]
and of course dir en grey is love :]
Aaand Satoshi <333