Spider and the Fly

I'm ur average 17 yr. old girl, who has a fetish for strange things in life. I love the 80's, Im basicly stuck in the 80's. Im very open-minded when it comes to music, I could lisent to anything: Metal in general, Deathrock, HorrorPunk, Dark Wave, Oldies, 80's, 90's, & anything that sounds good as long ass is not some annoying shit. Lets see Uhm... Im currently Homeschool i go to (Roosevelt AEWC inde-studies). But before being homeschool i went to Wilson Woodrow Senior High. Hum i seem to have a
Very Short Temper
and tend to hate very easily. Though i know how to really hide my feelings, so u problably wont know if i like u or not! Hum but other than that Im very nice Gal to tolk to. Hum im also extremely timid and meek, even with close friends, So if u dont like it, Oh Well Deal With It. I dont give a rat's ass of wot u think of me. I am who I am and there will always be one of me. Anyhow, At the very moment im just focused on catching up on credits, Return back to High school, and get the heck out of there. I really want to go to Either
LA Recording School , LA Film School, Or Full Sail
Well if u have any questions just ask but I dont promise to answer them oll..
Peace love and Darkness...
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Everyday
Every morning she wakes up knowing inside she is secretly dying
Should she turn to god and a world of perfect faces
Or should she turn to her parents and risk shame on their faces
Yet she goes on
She plasters a smile on her face a song on her voice
Her heart full of fear
Her eyes full of tears and yet she goes on
She falls to the floor when no one is looking stands up tall when they are
Everyday she hides her feelings afraid of what to do
Afraid of what they would do
Everyday
Everybody has a song that they can relate too. A song bout that Guy or that Gal. A song how they feel or have felt. I found my song. It clearly states, the story of my life.
"IT’S BEEN A WHILE"
And it's been awhile Since I could hold my head up high And it's been awhile Since I first saw you And it's been awhile Since I could stand on my own two feet again And it's been awhile Since I could call you
And everything I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that I've rendered I've stretched myself beyond my means
And it's been awhile Since I can say that I wasn't addicted And it's been awhile Since I can say I love myself as well And it's been awhile Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do And it's been awhile But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you
And everything I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that I've rendered I've gone and fucked things up again
Why must I feel this way? Just make this go away Just one more peaceful day!
And it's been awhile Since I could look at myself straight And it's been awhile Since I said I'm sorry And it's been awhile Since I've seen the way the candle lights your face And it's been awhile But I can still remember just the way you taste
And everything I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem to be I know it's me I cannot blame this on my father He did the best he could for me
And it's been awhile Since I could hold my head up high And it's been awhile Since I said I'm sorry