Hott damn, its ryan sheckler. :)
I'd like to meet:
"you come to know your specific feelings. and i've come to hate that feeling in the bottom of my gut that says something's not right.""you lose someone
and you think you can go on.
but then you start to realize.
the shock starts to go away.
the pain rolls on in.
and your loss becomes
something more.
something huge and big and scary.
something you realize.
that you can't face alone.""i wonder what its like when a dream dies inside you. do you cry as you watch it slip away?""everything here is new. its different. its different from everything i've ever known in my life. but i'm starting over. my life is in my control. coming here, i lost some parts of me. some of them were good, some were bad. but the good and the bad always come together, dont they? so it will all be okay. this is my life, this is how i'm going to live it, starting over. i'm my own person."
Phobias
Belonephobia- Fear of pins and needles. (Aichmophobia)Agoraphobia- Fear of open spaces or of being in crowded, public places like markets. Fear of leaving a safe place.Anuptaphobia- Fear of staying single.Arachnephobia or Arachnophobia- Fear of spiders.Atelophobia- Fear of imperfection.Atychiphobia- Fear of failure.Automysophobia- Fear of being dirty.Cancerophobia or Carcinophobia- Fear of cancer.Chaetophobia- Fear of hair.Cleithrophobia or Cleisiophobia- Fear of being locked in an enclosed place.Laliophobia or Lalophobia- Fear of speaking.Necrophobia- Fear of death or dead things.Nosocomephobia- Fear of hospitals.Tomophobia- Fear of surgical operations.comment!
Music:
My Favorite Bands
Hush Hush, Commotion
Hillcrest Road
The Almost
The Used
Blue October
Go Crash Audio
Lost On Campus
The Academy Is...
Cute is what we aim for
Underoath
Evanescence
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Weezer
The All American Rejects
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
AFI
Hinder
Nickelback
Taking Back Sunday
Panic! At The Disco
30 Seconds To Mars
OK GO
The Fray
Motion City Soundtrack
Augustana
Rise Against
Senses Fail
Three Days Grace
Anberlin
The Classic Crime
Boys Like Girls
Madina Lake
Emery
SAOSIN
Kids In Glass Houses
Scary Kids Scaring Kids
This Providence
Chasing Victory
Dead Poetic
Haste The Day
Armor For Sleep
Sherwood
Socratic
Nightmare of You
From Autumn To Ashes
Dance Gavin Dance
Hot Hot Heat
Relient K
The Fold
Subseven
Dizmas
Kids In The Way
A Static Lullaby
Run Kid Run
Buckcherry
So They Say
Self Against City
Drop Dead, Gorgeous
Copeland
Crash Romeo
Drive By
Phoenix Mourning
Fear Before the March of Flames
For All We Know
Brighten
Inept
The Recovery
Entice
A Dime For Romance
Jonezetta
Hillcrest Road
Cambridge
Ivoryline
So They Say
The Sophomores
Wall Emotion
Disarming Arctica
A Breath Beyond Broken
Triple Redundant
BRAILEN
The Settling
De Amor
BEARS!
Separe Vedere
Comeback Kid
Alexisonfire
Paramore
Rushmore Academy
Before Their Eyes
Dear Whoever
Tokyo Rose
Kaddisfly
The Fully Down
Stretch Armstrong
Anti-Flag
Chiodos
The Devil Wears Prada
At The Throne of Judgement
A Skylit Drive
That Was Something
Far From Distant
Victory Lane
The Winning Season
Organ Of Corti
Pierce the Veil
Alesana
All Points East
LoveHateHero
The Police
Bon Jovi
The Eagles
Kansas
Queen
AC/DC
The Starting Line
Blink 182
The Higher
Dance Gavin Dance
Shiny Toy Guns
The Heroes Of Valhalla
Breathe Carolina
Houston Calls
A Change of Pace
Secondhand Serenade
Saving Jane
Movies:
Movies
The Breakfast Club
Corpse Bride
Titanic
Red Eye
Shes the Man
Harry Potter Movies
John Tucker Must Die
Wild Hogs
Spider Man 3
Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants
Books:
Books (yes, i actually enjoy reading)
Harry Potter 1-7
Of Mice and Men
Treasure Island
Call of the Wild
Johnathan Norrel and Mr. Strange
East
Firestarter (Stephen King)
Skeleton Key
Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants
There is ALOTTT more, but i can't think of them all :)
Heroes:
Lauren Stephanie Welke.
This girl is my bestfriend. I don't know what i would do without her. She's great. She is one of the nicest people i have ever met. Spanish with her is greattt. haha. we both hate that class like no other. I think that softball was lovelyy. lol. yea we owned. We have sooo much funn. Hmmm......my puppy loves you. ha. Lordyy, i dont know what else to say. You are my best friend, there is no doubt about that. You have always been there for me. I liked getting into trouble during basketball when we started kicking each other, then you grabbed my foot in mid kick and i like fell over. then we had to run. i could not stop laughing, i still think it was pretty great. i will never forget that conversation on AIM with me, you and shelby. lordyyy, that was great. DONKEY!! BARB!!! hahaha i couldnt stop laughing. I can talk to you about anything. i cant wait until softball starts for school, its gonna be granddd. you are my hero, there is no doublt about that. ..
Emily Beukema.
hahahahaha Pukema. ok im done with that for now. actually, you dont have a myspace, so you probably can't read this. so, hopefully no one tells you. lol. alrightyy, moving on. when you first moved in down the street from me, we didn't exactly get along. lol. we have had a couple of rough spots, but nothing too serious. Your trampoline owns, i loveee it. Sandy is quite the dog also. Bahhhh....so many great times. i lovee it. chemistry is hilarious. lordyy. we are reallyyyy loud in that class. ha. Ana! she scares me. "Maria, stop acting like a 2 year old" "Emily, I'm not the one with pictures of Pooh in my room" Charlie starts cracking up. that was great. wait, ive got another quote thing, this one is from AJ and brittany. "I dont like cake, only birthday cake" "AJ, thats about every cake." "no there's apple pie, pumpkin pie, and cheesecake" HAHAHAHAHAHA. i wasnt able to breathe after laughing so hard. my oh my. you are GREAT emily. and one nifty volleyball player. and i enjoy running down to your house in my pajamas.
Becca Shemberger.
lordyy, you are greatt. hmm......so i think we met at Great Skate when we started talking about basketball after we played eachother in bantom. friends ever since. she is one of the funnest people i know. and one hell of a basketball and softball player. if i remember right, i was scared of you the first time we played you in softball, you still pitch REALLYYYYY hard. ha. ok so, we have had one fight. it wasn't exactly small though. it was rather saddening when all of that happened. but, we are still pretty good friends. im rather happy about that. we have no classes together this year, not cool. you are one of the nicest people i know. you really are. whenever we hang out, its pretty much guaranteed its gonna be a good time. you are always there for me, no matter what. i know that i can talk to you about anything. i lovee that. mmm.....basketball with you this year is gonna be great, we are gonna dominate. ha.
oh, and we are going skiing this year, since it did not happen last year. lol.
Blaire!
lord.....i have only known you since like july. at the lawton basketball camp. that was funn. lol. ok, "hi, will you be my taps partner?" "of course." hahaha we dominated that game, people were scared of us! well maybe not that scared, but you knoww. you are like thee most energetic person i have ever met. you are hilarious. did i tell you i fell down my stairs? i think that you wouuld find that rather amusing. lol. we are pretty tight, even though we like never see eachother unfortunately. mmm....so obviously i haven't known you for a very long time, but thats okay. most definitely one of the best basketball players i knoww. quite the baller right here folks. hahaha. because of you, i now love the word stoked. you said it in a comment once, and now its like, my favorite word ever. hehehe. that one guy that i told you about, yeaa, hes pretty great. lol. talking to you is funn. haha. we always end up laughing at the end of a conversation. i havent seen you sinc Heat tryouts. we basically attacked eachother as soon as we saw eachother, it was great. you like jumped on me, and i almost fell. we have to make another grand entrance like that, since i havent seen you since then. its been wayyyyy too long. i miss you mucho. but blaire, you are great, one of my best friendss.
Emily Terhofter.
alrightyy......first of all, your music taste is great, just to let you know. ha. i haven't really known you for that long...... but i trust you wayyy more than some other people i have known for a reallyyy long time. you have showed me that i can trust you and that i can talk to you about everything. i thank you for being there for me that one time, by the way. i couldn't talk to anybody else. for some reason, i just knew that i could trust you. that meanss ALOTT to me. like, you have no idea. okay, moving on......track was great. hahaha i thought we were gonna die the first day. BAH! hehehe. hurdles. lordyy, i'll never forget that. and for your information, you are a really good volleyball player. end of story. well....i hope that you and zoe have a really good 8th grade year. i think that highschool is going to be really fun next year. its going to be granndd. haha. oh one last thinggg....MICKEY MOUSE CYCLOPS!!!!!!!
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Charlotte "Charlie" Socia.
Ok, you like made me put this on here. haha. and you made me put these particular pictures up. alrighty, first of all, we have only known each other since the beginning of the school year.....like 9 weeks. we have become such good of friends since then, its crazyyyy. I absolutely love it how you call me a cannibal or "cans". i think its really funny. haha. oh, and i like it how we wear each other's shoes in chemistry. and your foot is like half my size, so we walked down the hallway, and half of my foot was like hanging out. hahaha. and then i couldn't even get my foot all the way into your other shoe. our chem class is great. i love it. ana makes me laugh, yet she scares me. i really dont want her to call me again. and i promise ill never tell her to call you again. oh and i like it how you put me under "maneater" in your phone, and you have that really disgusting picture of me. please change that by the way. thankyou. haha. hmmmm......what else to say? you are hilarious. i cant believe we became friends so fast. its like WOAH! hmmm.....im done now. but you will most likely make me put something else up here. lol. you are awesome. but you are a bully, end of story. oh and you're mean. but you're great. thats confusing, oh well.
Shelby Bridges.
Lordyy shelby, i love you. haha. you are a great friend, i dont know what i would do without you. i miss you soooo much right now, you cant even believe. you need to come to central; right now!! haha. softball was amazing. i loved it, we owned. lol. hmmmm....you are absolutely hilarious, things just wouldnt be the same without you. im going to add more to this as soon as i can. but just know, you are my hero.
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