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i guess you could say i love life!!! i'm pretty relaxed person.theres so many ways i could go with this. i guess i can start where i'm at currently, i'm a jazz major at UNC-Greeley, i'm studying jazz piano. my family is from Albq. NM, i love to be random!!!! i feel thats where some of the funniest moments in life lye. i'm a terrible english person...cuz..i never really understood the real use of commas...honestly what good are they good for? sorry anyway, i love college its fun to meet new ppl. i'm a go-getter love ppl who are the same.....uhhhh well wanna know more just ask?;D nate-----------------------------------------GAY SURVEY! - You Should Really Only Take This if You're Queer... ...Background... What's your name?: Nate Smith Where are you from?: North Carolina, Wyoming, New Mexico, now ColoardoHow old are you?: 21Gender?: MaleHeritage/Race/Ethnicity?: Hispanic/WhiteDo you go to high school/college?: CollegeDo you have a job?: Yep, student :DDo you have a vehicle?: Yeah Dodge Neon....My poor little red rocket....Are you Lesbian/Gay/Bisexual/Transgendered?: Gay :OAre you single/dating/in a relationship/rebounding. I'm single and loving it :D...Homo Stuff... When did you realize you were queer?: 9th grade...so abouts 15When was your first crush on a member of the same sex?: 15...i think he's was nice...really cute.... Are you out?: Yeah its fun....but its not all I am :D . What was that like? Pretty easy my friends all accepted me.Do your family/friends treat you differently?: I think they respect me a little more. I'm much more comfortable with myself.Have you ever been discriminated against because you're a homosexual?: Nope honestly I can say that I haven't because I respect ppl and they respect me backWhen was your first real gay relationship?: Long time ago.... Ever been really, really in love?: Yeah its hard....to be in loveHow do you feel about gay marriage?: Well i think its for some ppl and not for others, I do believe that each person should be afforded the chanceAre you sick of kissing breeders' asses?? (for normalcy): Again I believe that you can respect them they will respect you.Do you think people "choose" to be gay, or that they're born this way?: Well thats a heavy question some ppl choose to be "gayer" than other ppl. Some ppl make it the main facet of there life, and its not for me. I'm Nathan, I'm a musician, a college student, a friend, and then gay....there much more to me than that.Do you believe in the "gay gene"?: Yeah, its a recessive trait. How do you feel about gay bars?: I think theres a time and a place :D.How do you feel about queer movies/books?: Well some of them are in poor taste, but others are pretty heart warming...:D I love the rainbow boys, i know its a high school drama, but its cute.How do you feel about "fag hags" or people like them?: I prefer to call them fruit flys....I don't really like the word........HAG....cuz its makes them seem old. but my Laura's is AN AMAZING FRUIT FLY!!!! :DAre you proud?: Actuallly I am its tough world out there and if you can make it through the day thats an achievement in its own....Your favorite... Foods?: I like pizza....maybe to muchBooks, authors?: I like uhhh....John Grisham, Alex Sanchez, Mark Levine, well theres a lot....Movies?: Well as of right now its, Get Smart, Batman: The Dark Knight, 21, and many more.Type of music?: Well I'm a jazz musician so mostly jazz, but i really like singer songwriters. John Mayer, Sara Bareilles, Vanessa CarltonBands?: Well I guess....The Jazz Messengers and many other Jazz groups.Musicians?: Well thisi quite a group but some highlights, Chick Corea, Don Aliquo, Dana Landry, Erik Applegate, Herbie Hancock, Oscar Peterson, Miles Davis, Art Blakey, James Williams, Rufus Reid....etc....so many... Qualities in the same sex: uhh really honest, humor is HUGE!!!, eyes, confident, self-motivated....pretty much all the cliche stuff. Sights?: Waking up beside the person i love :DFeelings?: ContentSmells?: I like clean smells like powder of clean smelling colognes...its hard to describe Sounds?: The Birds in the morning , and Laughter....Things to do in your free time?: Playing piano, drinking coffee with friends, drinking a cold beerDrinks?: Sweet Tea, Bud Light, Whites Wines, and an Ice Cold PepsiQuiet spot?: The Library, theres just something about a place filled with knowledge that keeps you humble.Night spot?: I really enjoy being out and about with lots of lights and pplPlace to be kissed, touched: PERSONAL!!!! :D...Do you...Like, or play sports?: Well I suck, but I like frisby and things you can play with your friendsEnjoy working out?: Kinda, but I like yoga more :dPlay any instruments?: I'm a piano major in college....so uhh.....i think piano :DSing (well) ?: Okay i guess it got a me scholarship to school so....good enough let saySing in the shower?: Sometimes :DPrefer staying in or going out?: A little of both but mostly going out :DSmoke?: Yeah...shhhhh don't tell my parents....Care if people smoke when you don't?: Not one bit. Have tattoos?: Na .Have piercings?: NaHonestly think a good personality, or good looks are more important?: Well thats a double edge sword, lets say both :DDo anything creative?: I'm a semi- professional musician.....Have crazy ex's that are just insane?: nope...I don't think soLike to dance?: yeah its funGet goofy and romantic? Explain...:Love a good joke or a humor which in turn makes it romantic :DHave any crushes?: yeah a couple school boy crushes:DHave a particular type?: MUST BE MOTIVATED...so mainly college students...What is... Your biggest fear?: Not being successful The most romantic thing anyone has ever done for you?: Talked on the phone for 5 hours we actually...had to re-charge our cell phones twiceThe most romantic thing you've ever done for someone?: Not sureSomething that makes you smile?: When ppl laughSomething that makes you laugh?: When Laura is flustered :D she's so funny :D I LOVE IT!!!The most important things to you?: My friends and family....and then my careerYour biggest ambitions?: Career...Jazz PianistYour best qualities?: My humor and the ability to rationalize any situation :DYour worst qualities?: I sometimes get impatient....to quickly...Your biggest turn-ons?: A killer smile :DYou biggest turn-offs?: Body odor......excessive....The song that you relate to: Feeling Good Michael Buble LOVE LIFE PPL!!!The best thing you've ever done?: Gone to collegeThe worst thing you've ever done?: Maybe practice hard enough Wrong with America?: cough....bush...cough... :DTake this survey | Find more surveys Bzoink - The Original Survey Site ..

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Jamie Cullum, Vanessa Carlton, Chick Corea, Herbie Hancock, John Mayer, Jim Carrey, Robin Williams, Jackie Chan. Someone thats not afraid to be themselves!!!!
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Full Name:: Nathaniel Lewis Smith
Birthday:: October 25, 1986
Birthplace:: Hickory, NC
Eye Color:: Hazel
Hair Color:: Brown-- Now its Red
Height:: 5'5
Weight:: you first.....
Right handed or Left handed?: Lefty..bitch
Your Heritage:: Hispanic/Dutch
My Worst Habit:: I bite my finger nails...sometimes
Zodiac Sign:: Scorpio
Shoe Size:: 8.5
Pants Size:: 32
Innie or Outie?: Innie
Parents Still Together?: Nope....
The Shoes You Wore Today:: my champions--fake pumas..
Your Weakness:: uhhh...kryptonite....
Your Fears:: being alone 4ever
Your Perfect Pizza:: lots of pepperoni's and cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:: learn to play jazz better
Your Most Overused Phrase On An Instant Messenger: LOL.....
Thoughts First Waking Up:: man my breath stinks...
Your Best Physical Feature:: uhhh.....hmmmm....
Your Bedtime:: whenever i get tired, but normally 12am
Your Most Missed Memory:: my grandparents beach house
MY FAVORITES
Favorite color?: green or blue
Food?: cheese
Sport?: spurlunking..not really just fun to say...
Animal?: cat
Ice Cream?: chocolate
Candy?: meh...
Store?: american eagle and ross'es
Salad Dressing?: ranch
Actor?: to many count....
Song?: gatien dance by dana landry....suprised...
Letter?: x
Number?: 7
Gum?: vanilla dentine
Holiday?: christmas
Season?: spring!!!
Toothpaste Flavor?: mint?
Radio Station?: pandora.com count???
Perfume?: uhhhh silver sable or white diamond....that was awkward
Scent besides perfume?: lilac and vanilla
Body part on the opposite sex?: hands...
FRIENDS AND LIFE
What Do You Want To Be When You Grow Up?: world famous jazz pianist!!!!
How Do You Want To Die?: high stakes card game...
Turn ons:: clean
Turn offs:: dirty
Which One Of Your Friends Acts The Most Like You?: uhhhhh....sean francis
Who's The Loudest?: sara
Who Makes You Laugh The Most?: sara and sean
Who Have You Known The Longest?: sean
Who's The Shyist?: laura
When Have You Cried The Most?: when my uncle died
What Is The Best Feeling In The World?: improvising jazz
Worst Feeling?: being hungover...uggh..
Where Do You Want To Live When You Grow Up?: oak island nc
If You Could Change One Thing About You What Would It Be?: uhh nothing
How Long Do You Think You'll Live?: at least early 80's
FINISH EACH SENTENCE
Let's walk on the: moon
Let's look at the: stars
What a nice: thing to say
Where did all the: booze go
Why can't we: get more booze
Silly, little: bitch
Isn't it weird that: my german name is Sven
Never under any circumstance: trust a bunny
I wish: I were a falling star
Everyone has a: skeleton in the closet
I am: a russian lesbian....
HAVE YOU EVER
Been In Love?: yep
Been To Juvie?: nope
Mooned Someone?: nope
Been Rejected?: yeah....
Ran Away From Home?: nope
Pictured Your Crush Naked?: HELL YES!!!!
Skipped School?: yep
Thought About Suicide?: yeah
Slept Outside?: yep
Laughed So Hard You Cried?: yep
Cried In School?: nope
Thrown Up In School?: nope
Wanted To Be a Model?: nope
Cheated On Someone?: nope
Done Something Really Stupid That You Still Laugh At Today?: yep
Seen A Dead Body?: nope
Been Bitched Out?: yep
Drank Alcohol?: HELL YEAH!!!
Smoked?: HELL YEAH!!!
Been On Drugs?: no
Eaten Sushi?: yeah...ewww...
Been On Stage?: YEP!!!
Gone Skinny Dipping?: not yet!!!!
Shoplifted?: no...
Been Drunk?: HELL YEAH!!!
Been Called A Tease?: no
Been Beaten Up?: kinda
DO YOU
Swear?: yeah
Sing Well?: i think so..
Shower Daily?: HELL YEAH!!
Want To Go To College?: already there
Want To Get Married?: maybe
Believe In Yourself?: yep
Get Motion Sickness?: nope
Think You Are Attractive?: kinda
Get Along With Your Parents?: yep
Like Thunderstorms?: yep
Play An Instrument?: yep
Own An IPOD?: yep
Pray?: yep
Go To Church?: no
Sleep With Stuffed Animals?: .....
Keep A Journal/Diary?: kinda
Dance In The Rain?: yep
Sing In The Shower?: ehhh i whistle
THIS OR THAT
Pepsi or Coke?: pepsi
McDonald's or Burger King?: neither
Single or Group Dates?: ehh both
Chocolate or Vanilla?: chocolate
Strawberries or Blueberries?: strawberries
Meat or Veggies?: both
TV or Movie?: movies
Guitar or Drums?: guitar
Adidas or Nike?: nike
Chinese or Mexican?: both
Cheerios or Corn Flakes?: neither
Cake or Pie?: pie
MTV or VH1?: vh1
Blind or Deaf?: blind
Boxers or Briefs?: at the same time
CAN YOU
Do The Splits?: kinda
Write With Both Hands?: nope
Whistle?: yep
Blow A Bubble?: yep
Roll Your Tongue In A Circle?: yep
Cross Your Eyes?: yep
Walk With Your Toes Curled?: yep
Touch Your Tongue to Your Nose?: kinda
Dance?: kinda
Eat Whatever You Want And Not Worry?: NO!!!
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON
You Touched:: sean
You Talked To On The Phone:: tony
You Instant Messaged:: nick
You Hugged:: sean and alissa
You Yelled At:: uhhhh.....sara
You Played A Sport With:: sara, casey, laura, and sarah
WHAT'S THE LAST
Time You Laughed?: a few hours ago
Time You Cried?: last night
Movie You Watched?: this past weekend
Flavor Of Gum You Chewed?: vanilla dentine
Joke You Told?: two jews walk into a bar
Song You've Sung?: comfort ye, messiah
RIGHT AT THIS MOMENT
Where Are You?: in the dorm common area
What Can You See Out Your Window?: cody hall
Are You Listening To Music?: nope
What Are You Wearing?: blue shirt kaki pants
What's On Your Mousepad?: nothing laser mouse...bitches
BELIEFS
Do you believe there is life on other planets?: sure
Do you believe in miracles?: eh sure
Magic?: nope
Love at first sight?: oh yeah!!!
God?: YEAH!!!
Satan?: ehhh
Ghosts?: YEAH!!
Santa?: yep
Evolution?: nope
IN A BOY/GIRL...
Fav Eye Color:: blue
Fav Hair Color:: blond
Short or Long Hair:: either one
Height:: not to tall
Weight:: not as big as house
Best Clothing Style:: preppy?
RANDOM
What Country Would You Most Like To Visit?: Japan
Number Of CD's I Own:: uhhh is infintity a number
Your Good Luck Charm:: nothing in particular
How many pillows do you sleep with?: two
Do you drink milk?: eh sometimes
Person You Hate Most:: george w. bush and the queen of england
Most Outdated Phrase:: what eeeevvveeeerrrr
Do you think God has a gender?: sure look at the platypus
Where do you think we go when we die?: heaven or pizza hut
How many rings until you answer the phone?: like two or three
What is something scientists need to invent?: none wrinkle pants
Are you a health freak?: kinda
Are you a virgin?: YEP!!!
If you could travel into space, where would you go?: saturn i hear its nice this time of year
What is the worst weather?: windy
Did you play with Barbies as a child?: .....
How many grades have you failed?: none....
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You have green eyes. Green is the color of balance. Your eyes symbolize your ever need to learn. Green brings peace and harmony into our lives, as you may be a very optimistic person. At times you may be placid, lethargic, lazy, and slow, to the point of becoming moody and depressed. You may also be apathetic and have a fear rejection. Do not feel bad though, for what you may lack, you can in your ability to heal and bring hope to people. Some words to describe you: growth, fertility, harmony, healing, refreshing, peaceful, contentment, satisfaction, confidence, prosperous, hopeful, lucky, and beautiful.
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My Blog

A small reflection

Well this has been a hell of semester. I can't say that its I've had a much harder time than this. I sit back remembering what it was like when I first moved here. How nervous and hopeful I was, and n...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Dec 2008 22:00:00 GMT

what god?

i sit here not sure what to do next and i'm so sad. i can't point my life in a singular direction, i don't know what to do. i can't figure out what is next. i miss her so much, and she's never coming ...
Posted by on Mon, 01 Dec 2008 04:36:00 GMT

i’m freakin’ out man..

so today about 10 mins ago i think i had a nervous break down. let me describe it you,my palms were sweaty i was coldi couldn't see straightmy heart was racing i couldn't feel my feeti thought i was g...
Posted by on Wed, 19 Nov 2008 20:41:00 GMT

i wrote this cuz

why would you die when you fly high in the sky, and your especially sly.who would dance given the chance...maybe why not prance.why attack a sage in rage whens theres war to wage to be written history...
Posted by on Wed, 19 Nov 2008 08:31:00 GMT

a small update.

So here I'm sitting in the UC of the college. Waiting for my next class to start, I've been thinking of the past little while, and let me share with you my thoughts and feelings. Recently I had a prof...
Posted by on Mon, 03 Nov 2008 20:26:00 GMT

just a thought... kind lame.. but what eve. :D

i'm waiting... i sitwaitingthis thought overwhelms me find me i'll give you thisall my tomorrows i'd love to come away but where too? what for.... take this all my tomorrows.... loving, h...
Posted by on Wed, 22 Oct 2008 03:31:00 GMT

sniveling little pricks, how the fuck do they get managerial position

riddle me this, how do sniveling little 19 year old jackasses get managerial positions at big lots? maybe taking it up the ass by the store manager? perhaps, giving handies to the District manager. Ho...
Posted by on Mon, 06 Oct 2008 07:08:00 GMT

if your reading this: its a letter to you.

dear friends,i sat here looking through old pictures, and realized the amazing group of friends that i have. they were my family, when i was at school. i had such great times, and miss all the of you....
Posted by on Sun, 21 Sep 2008 19:19:00 GMT

what do i think....therefore..what am i?

so i've had sometime to think, and i've come to interesting conclusions. allow me to regale you, i've at this point reached an interesting realization. i'm not young anymore...i'm going to be 22 in li...
Posted by on Mon, 15 Sep 2008 01:41:00 GMT

home is were the heart is......well at least....sometimes.....

sometimes u reach a point in your life were you ask yourself, "is this really were you want to be?" for some the answer comes easier than for others. i'm sitting a cross-roads, do i keep pushing on, o...
Posted by on Tue, 09 Sep 2008 17:58:00 GMT