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About Me

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♥ I love the rain. ♥
♥ I like the way the grass feels between my toes. ♥
♥ I love to feel the wind and the sun feel on my face ♥
♥ Puddle jumping is my thing ♥
♥ I'm crazy and loud and i don't care if you like it or not ♥
♥ I love to dance ♥
♥ When it snows i love to stand outside and ♥ catch snowflakes ♥ on my tounge ♥
♥ Snowangels are fun to make. ♥
♥ Have fun while you can ♥
♥ Life is what you make of it ♥
♥ I love all my friends ♥
♥ If you start stuff with me you will regret it ♥
♥ If i have a problem with you you'll know it ♥
♥ Sometimes i wish i wasn't me ♥
♥ I have some of the best friends ever ♥
♥ I'd rather have fun the fight but if i have to i will ♥
♥ Always tell the people that you love how you feel, ♥ they might be gone tomorrow ♥
♥ Love me for me ♥
♥ I can't be what you want me to be ♥
♥ Im not going to change just because you want me to ♥
♥ If you have a problem with me you might as well just tell me ♥
♥ We are only as strong as the tables we dance on, the drinks ♥ we mix,and the friends we hold on to. ♥
♥ Live for today not for tomorrow ♥
♥ If you want to know anything else IM me ♥
♥ boycrazy9094 ♥
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: mattea leora gilley
Birthday: 12/18/90
Birthplace: milford
Current Location: franklin
Eye Color: blue but 1 changes green
Hair Color: blonde!
Height: 5'5 ish
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage:
The Shoes You Wore Today: heels(they're my work shoes)
Your Weakness: food and certain people
Your Fears: spiders, the dark, being hurt again and again
Your Perfect Pizza: don't care pizza's pizza
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: to be happy
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: omg!
Thoughts First Waking Up: why am i still here? and i have another hour im goin bak to sleep
Your Best Physical Feature: eyes
Your Bedtime: what's a bedtime?
Your Most Missed Memory: him :( sadly
Pepsi or Coke: i like 'em both
MacDonalds or Burger King: mcdonalds burger, and BK fries with onion ring sauce. HELLZ YEAHZ!
Single or Group Dates: single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: idc
Chocolate or Vanilla: both
Cappuccino or Coffee: coffee
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Swear: umm yeah ill admit it i do
Do you Sing: all the time especially in the showa
Do you Shower Daily: umm yeah i do
Have you Been in Love: yeah but he didnt feel the same
Do you want to go to College: yes
Do you want to get Married: sometime
Do you belive in yourself: no really
Do you get Motion Sickness: kinda,sorta, yeah
Do you think you are Attractive: no
Are you a Health Freak: noooooo
Do you get along with your Parents: umm yeah no
Do you like Thunderstorms: HELLZ YEAHZ!
Do you play an Instrument: yeah no
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: possibly
In the past month have you been on Drugs: nope im a good kid
In the past month have you gone on a Date:
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yep with shardae
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: EWWWWWW! thats yucky
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: yeah n it sux cuz i thot i really liked him. u no its funny with me that tends to happen wen i really really liek sum1 they never feel the same, i thot this time would be different. o well wrong again
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: yeah but shhhhhh
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: yeah
Ever been called a Tease: yeah
Ever been Beaten up: yep
Ever Shoplifted: no
How do you want to Die: fast
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: child psychologist
What country would you most like to Visit: anywhere far away
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: blue
Favourite Hair Color: brown
Short or Long Hair: doesnt matter just not longer then mine
Height: taller then me
Weight: don't care just not less then me
Best Clothing Style: flannels jeans n boots (what can i say i like farm boys) ;)
Number of Drugs I have taken:
Number of CDs I own: doesnt matter
Number of Piercings: doenst matter
Number of Tattoos: doesnt matter
Number of things in my Past I Regret: a few
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

"This isn't who i am. From confidence to self doubt in 60 seconds."
"I hate myself for loveing you this much, i hate myself for hating myself."
"What do you get when you fall in love? you get lies and pain and sorrow."
"There's a voice inside my head telling me why i should hate you, but i hate myself instead."
"With enough margaritas you can do anything!"
"Somewhere someone's finding happiness."
"you'll dance, and laugh, and cry. while i'm just dreaming dreams that won't come true."
"take that first step and kiss your fears goodbye!(elmo in grouch land)"
"you have to know that even with broken wings i'd fly to your rescue and you can't rescue me."
"your the one that taught me that the captains gotta go down with the. ur a breath taker a smile faker."

The sharper the edge the cleaner the wound,
So i'll be keeping it dull tonight for i deserve to hurt.
disfigure the outside to show how ruined i am.
Theres no pain and no pleasure when you're to numb to feel
Is it to late to be anything but what i am?
Identify the problem now lets see if we can fix anything

My Blog

hmmm

Everything is perfect. Nothing can go wrong. I'll just keep thinking that. I know Im going to lose. I'll lose you. I'll lose myself. My world. My everything. Good things never last. I know that. Let's...
Posted by ♥counrty girls do it best♥ on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 12:16:00 PST

i'll just step down instead

i feel like everything i do is wrong and never makes neone happy. im trying and trying. i think i should just step down and pretend that everything is fine even when it isnt. i love him-hes not happy....
Posted by ♥counrty girls do it best♥ on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 09:08:00 PST

u know wut would make me happy?

*seeing you(outside of school) *being able to tell my parents *u telling urs *not being afraid *knowing that you really do love me but im probably not gonna get that so w/e ill drop it...
Posted by ♥counrty girls do it best♥ on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 05:57:00 PST

When it comes to making amends...

...I know I won't be forgiven, so I am not even going to ask.No one I have hurt will ever have to see me,hear from me, or think about me ever again. I won't be able to damage them or fuck up their liv...
Posted by ♥counrty girls do it best♥ on Sat, 09 Dec 2006 07:26:00 PST

elvis is so still alive

i think i figured out just how this whole thing works you bottle everything up.... way down deep so deep it hurts you told hold your feelings down. the longer you hold them down the more you begin to ...
Posted by ♥counrty girls do it best♥ on Mon, 27 Nov 2006 02:42:00 PST

drink a little dance a little forget your feelings

i want to be something im not my childhood fantasies extinguished ill drink by myself yay for fuckin independance take my dream ill never get it fuck heartbreak forget the one fantasy over and over ...
Posted by ♥counrty girls do it best♥ on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 02:24:00 PST

32 shades of grey

would life be easier in black and white? it never has been and it never will be. there's 32 different shades of grey in between. your mind is one, your heart another, and the way you see the world cou...
Posted by ♥counrty girls do it best♥ on Sun, 19 Nov 2006 05:40:00 PST

Around and around like a helicopter ready to land.

I've decided that maybe I should just leave things where they are now. not try to fix anything. Take all the feelings that i have, even the mixed ones, and put them in a box. Put that box in a bi...
Posted by ♥counrty girls do it best♥ on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 01:45:00 PST

getting hit by a bus would be better than this

the world keeps crashing down around me. things just go from bad to worse, and just when you think that they r at their lowest point they just go down more. i'm starting to realize now that what we th...
Posted by ♥counrty girls do it best♥ on Sun, 12 Nov 2006 05:59:00 PST

hey you!you need to read this its important

To my best friend, I love u so much. to those shooting stars and angel wings. im always here for you. just remember that. through good times and bad nothing will change.we've been through so much toge...
Posted by ♥counrty girls do it best♥ on Sat, 11 Nov 2006 10:02:00 PST