it could all be so simple
but you'd rather make it hard
loving you is like a battle
and we both end up with scars
tell me, who I have to be
to get some reciprocity
no one loves you more than me
and no one ever will
is this just a silly game
that forces you to act this way
forces you to scream my name
then pretend that you can't stay
tell me, who I have to be
to get some reciprocity
no one loves you more than me
and no one ever will
no matter how I think we grow
you always seem to let me know
it ain't workin'
it ain't workin'
and when I try to walk away
you'd hurt yourself to make me stay
this is crazy
this is crazy
i keep letting you back in
how can I explain myself
as painful as this thing has been
i just can't be with no one else
see I know what we got to do
you let go and I'll let go too
cause no one's hurt me more than you
and no one ever will
care for me, care for me
i know you care for me
there for me, there for me
said you'd be there for me
cry for me, cry for me
you said you'd die for me
give to me, give to me
why won't you live for me
MY MAN, MY H3ART T.I./TIP iS WH0 i WANNA M33T!! i L0V3 HiM T0 D3ATH!! [&&] DAMN N3AR ANYB0DY THAT KN0 M3 KN0WS THAT R3AL TALK!! F3MAL3S D0NT TRY M3 WH3N iT C0M3S T0 HiM!! THiS MY BABYDADDY♥♥
mah godmother/auntie Adonnis Marie Jackson-Upshaw
♥ ♥ ♥
i love u dearly past mah soul and i jus cant believe u left me like this; even tho i should have been expectin it, its jus too hard bcuz i didnt get to tell u that i loved u or tell u about mah trip so u could joke wit me! it hurts and i feel like i coulda prevented it only if i was there but dha truth of dha matter is when God calls one of His children home nobody cant get in dha way of that! i jus want u to watch over me and please please walk wit me thru mah life let me kno that u here for me when i need u! let me kno that u didnt leave me completely; i dont wanna be alone i needed u at this point in mah life. and its crazy bcuz u always told me "baby call ur daddy see how he doin and to let him kno u ok" if it wasnt for u i prolly wouldnt ever call that man! but if its for u then i would do it u kno i did everything u asked me to no matter wat it was. now im askin u to watch over me i gotta be strong only bcuz i kno thats wat u want and bcuz mah brother needs me right now but idk how ima do that when im feelin dha same pain! ive had many many ppl die in mah life but never did i feel this impact to realize like damn she gone. somebody that i talked to at least everyday and seen every wk outta mah life..? i need somebody to be strong for me cuz i cant do it alone...im not ever gonna get over this how it happened! i wanted u to see me graduate, go off to college, have kids [even tho u kno i dont want em], and be able to take care of u and mah mama! [u was dha bestfriend to her..ever since i was born and even before that i have so many memories of how crazy yall used to get home videos and pics to prove it!] now it seems like i cant take care of u i feel like i did somethin wrong but i cant figure out wat...like i didnt give u all u needed...i kno ur in a better place but excuse me for bein selfish but i want u here wit me! i can make u happy! u made me happy; uve changed mah life forever all dha jokes..how can i remember those times? i cant i wont be able to...ive cried and cried endlessly til i made mahself sick but its not bringin u bak but i cant help but to cry..u helped make me who i am; this young woman wit determination and motivation, this young woman who has a constant drive in her to keep ppl around her happy even when shes not havin dha best of days; this young woman who has a happy-medium about her; this young woman who can smile to hide her pain even when its killin her; this young woman who a sense of humor bcuz of all dha jokes and stories we made together: this is who i am bcuz of u! and for that i am forever grateful to have had a woman like u in mah life ♥ ! i love u godmother!
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A Boyfriend Quiz, with some Ex Boyfriend Questions
~!~Step One~!~
Are you taken?? (this survey is really for taken people anyways): yep married
If so, by who??: Lawrence
How tall is he??: 5'8
How much does he weigh??: 188
Hair Color??: brown
Eye Color??: sexy brown
What is his best physical feature??: his lips
~!~Step Two~!~
How long have you two been going out??: a month but we been talkin 4 a year
What is the best moment you guys have had together??: when we was chyllin @ his friend house
The worst??: when he was accusin me of sumthin
If you could change anything on him, what would it be??: his attitude
Do you love him??: no (i might jst dont know it)
Do you judge by his looks or his personality??: both
If he went completely broke, would you care??: naw not really but he will
If he died tomorrow what would you do??: die 2
How far have you gone with him??: classified info lol
Do you plan on marrying each other??: maybe i hope sp
~!~Step Three~!~
Who is you last ex??: Mario
Why did you guys break up??: cuz he was cheatin
Was he better then your recent boyfriend??: HELL NAW
How long were you guys going out??: 3 years
Who is better looking??: Lawrence
If he asked you back out what would you do??: tell him im married
Does your recent boyfriend like him??: he dont know him
Do you guys even talk??: yea kinda
Are you friends??: i guess
Do you still have TINY feelings for him??: naw i dont think so
Did you love him??: yep
~!~Step Four~!~ Back to your recent boyfriend
Do you trust him??: yea i guess i do
If you do, how do you know??: cuz i trust him 2 do exactly wat he gon do
If you don't, why??: i do
Where did you two meet??: my sis alyssa (luv ya sis!)
How long ago was this??: last year
Do your parents like him??: they might
Does his parents like you??: idk
Can he drive??: naw
I don't think I asked this but how old is he?? (if I did sorry): 17
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WICH ATL CHARACTER R U????
NEW NEW
U ACT GEHTTO BUT UR NOT.. U KEEP IT REAL...U CARE ABOUT UR FEELINGS N EVERY 1 U LOVE AROUND U
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It's A Rap!!!
Lil Wayne or T.I. My man my HUSBAND T.I.
Lil Jon or J.D. Lil Jon
2pac or Biggie 2pac
50 Cent or Young Jeezy Jeezy
Franchize or Crime Mobb Crime Mobb
Lil Scrappy or Lil Boosie Boosie
Jazze Phae or Mannie Fresh Jazze Phae
B.G. or Juvenile Juvenile!
Master P or Birdman Birdman
Nas or Jay-Z i hate both of them!
Ja Rule or Lil Flip Lil Flip i guess
Pitbull or Trick Daddy Trick Daddy
Lil Bow Wow or Lil Romeo Romeo my boo!
Pastor Troy or Ludacris Luda maybe
Twista or Mystikal Twista
Bun B or C-Murda Bun B
Dem Boyz or Hot Boyz Dem Boyz
Young Buck or Webbie Webbie
A-Town or New Orleans Peace^ A-Town ../
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Are You Conceited Your Result: VERY!
You are very conceited you dont think about anyone else but your self, you think you are the prettiest most sexiest thing that has walked the planet.You are so conceited that there are alot of people out there that hate you... but you go girl as long as you like to be conceited thats all that matters.
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Top 10 Friends
Put 10 Friends in the next spaces,1-5 Same Sex,6-10 Opposite.
1.: Alyssa
2.: Nicole
3.: Danielle
4.: Sherika
5.: Cilithia
6.: Montez
7.: Lawrence
8.: Tyrice
9.: Rahee
10.: Kewon
Have you ever kissed 10: Naw
Who did you meet 8: my sis Alyssa
Is 1 your best friend: Hell naw
Would you ever date 7: Yea i do now thats my husband
Have you ever hugged 4: Yea thats my sis
Do your parents like 3: they dont kno her
Is 6 your gf/bf?: hell naw my bestfriend
How long have you known 5: couple months
Which 3 are you closest with: Montez, Alyssa, &Lawrence
Is 2 smart: i guess she can be
Where would you take 10 on a date: my house
Does 1 get on your nerves: hell yea
Does 7 have a big mouth: sumthin like that
Do you and 4 go to the same school: naw
How tall is 8: 6'0
Is 9 Quiet: naw not really
Do you find 10 attractive: hell yea thats my crush @ arlington
How about 6: uh....no
Between 1-5 Who do you view as a sibling: dang eitha alyssa or nicole
Between 6-10 Who do you view as a sibling: Rahee
Has 7 seen you naked: lol....??
What is 5 favorite color: red
What is 1 favorite movie: Love & Basketball
Is 4 your best friend: um no my sis
Would 1 and 8 make a good couple?: no he my ex
5 and 6: no 6 is my ex lol
2 and 3: thats triflin
4 and 10: naw thats my crush
Are 7 and 9 Friends?: yeppers
Has any of them ever dated: nope
Would you ever date 9: naw thats my bro
Who do you find the most attractive: Lawrence
Is 2 good in sports: in track yea
Is 1 a virgin: hell naw
has 5 ever been to your house: yea
Have you been over 5's house: yep
Are 3 and 7 Best Bud's: yea they koo
When is 6's Birthday: November 28
Do you love 1?: yea thats my sis
Do you love 8?: yea i actually do
Who would you want to be in your wedding: my sisters
Is 4 smart: yea when she wanna be lol
Is 9 a tease: idk
Are 2 and 6 Friends: yea
How many siblings does 9 have: 1
Why did you put number 10 last: cuz i didnt think of him 1st
Why did you put number 1 first: cuz she da 1st girl i thought bout
When was the last time you talked to 3: 2day @ skoo
Are 1 and 9 Friends: yea they used 2 go out
Who is most addicted to myspace: alyssa
Who is best in Football: rahee
Who is best in Basketball: eitha kewon or montez
Who is the fastest: montez or sherika
Who is the slowest: prolly danielle
Who would you fight for: all of them xcept kewon
Who do you trust: montez
Who would you want to have your kids with: lawrence
Who is the funniest: lawrence
Who is the nicest: nicole
Who is the meanest: kewon
Who have you known longest: nicole
Who do you tell everything to: montez
Who tells you everything: montez
Who is your best friend: MONTEZ
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i dont read much
WAT IZ UR NAME?? Brittany
DO U HAVE A BOYFRIEND?? naw a husband
DOES HE THINK UR CUTE? hell yea he betta
ARE UR BREAST BIG?? yep
WHAT IS UR FAV COLOR? red
WHAT IZ UR BOYFRIENDS FAV. COLOR? blue
IZ UR BOYFRIEND CUTE?? duh!
WAT IZ UR WEAKNESS? love
DO U SMOKE? naw
DO U DRINK? naw
HOW LONG HAVE U BEEN IN A RELATIONSHIP? a while
ARE U IN LUV? yea
WAT HOOD ARE U FROM? none
WAT HOOD IZ UR BOYFRIEND FROM? idk i guess amberwoods
ARE U FAITHFUL? yep
IZ HE FAITHFUL? yea so he says
DO U EVER PLAN ON GETTIN MARRIED? yea maybe
DO U WANT KIDS? naw but if i did id want 2 or 3
WHAT IS UR FAV. FOOD? pizza rolls
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