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about me.'
well, little haruna at the tender age of 4 or 5, has been through more shit than you will ever go through in your entire life.
in fact, i think that all (with an exception of one or two like mags) of you are pussies that need to stop bitching.
face it. you'll never understand me.

i love music.
and not much else..

i hate LIES.
i hate traitors.
and most of all, i hate you.
goodbye.

more to come.

TIME. This is borrowed time. i dont know if i have to repay it later. but i was allowed to live. so i will. because i can. i have plenty of time. wasting it is not so much of a problem. but i will enjoy it as much as i want to. you wont interfere. because i can.

TRUST. this is a hard issue for me to grasp. i trust no one. "trust means betrayal" "betrayal is the mot unforgivable sin"

PRIDE. my pride is what keeps me going. it keeps me from becoming a scumbag like you. it sets limits for me. i wont sink as low as you.

HALLUCINATION. i think. i see. you dont. you are mindless; you are all fake.

yes i cuss.
if you dont like it,
as sara says
"you can suck it"

i am generally unfreindly.
i like to make a scene out of everything.
i like attention
i like clouds
i like sitting and doing nothing
i lilke being crazy
i like pie
i like chasing butterflies
i like yelling random shit out of cars
i like making fun of asians
i like emo kids
i like the rain
i like being alone
i like walking on roofs
i like sitting there and just thinking.
i like black
i like pandas
i like shopping
i like empty parks
i like empty movie theaters
i like the dark
i like some shadow people
i like fire
i like water
i like air
i like fireworks
i like a select few people
i like taking walks by myselff
i like jose and charlie
i like clean towels
i like black socks
i like voodoo
i like blasting music from bands that no one knows
i like making fun of jpop
i like crepes
i like perforated paper
i like being schitzo
i like flying
i like sharp objects
i like high places
i like playing monkey off the electrics
i like playing anorexia
i like playing insomnia
i like phrase jacking
i like karaoke
i like caffeine
i like blood
i like practicing
i like not liking you

i dont like people
i dont like little kids
i dont like ugly people
i dont like piercings
i dont like tatoos
i dont like the ignorant
i dont like summons
i dont like eggplant
i dont like crowded places
i dont like open spaces
i dont like closed spaces
i dont like organized
i dont like people coughing
i dont like sliding paper doors
i dont like japanese etiquitte
i dont like mosquitoes
i dont like popo
i dont like green
i dont like yellow
i dont like odd numbers
i dont like brown
i dont like left
i dont like wet asphalt
i dont like vinyl
i dont like 3 meals a day
i dont like people that dont know shit
i dont like unexpected
i dont like alcohol
i dont like smoke
i dont like pompous
i dont like bald people with big eyes and glasses... like steiner
i dont like math
i dont like dangling cables
i dont like boad
i dont like patterns
i dont like people more insane than me
i dont like mirrors that make you look fat
i dont like clowns
i dont like liking.

well then.
[update] I'm pretty insane. like legitly.

i have undiagnosed
♠ schitzo
♠ borderline
♠ ADHD
♠ split
♠ anxiety

i am a
♠ sociopath
♠ bipolar person
♠ voodoo victim

more bout me...

♠ pantsless in the PAC
♠ apathetic
♠ spazzy
♠ stupid
♠ condom rat-tailing
♠ chad♥ the loveable tree
♠ circling leprechauns
♠ walking around rice fields
♠ glow sticks
♠ jelly bellies
♠ kitten soup
♠ eating Pocky like a squirrel
♠ park
♠ S excapades under the stage
♠ city view at sunset alone
♠ typing on a typewriter for hours
♠ monster
♠ visitor bleachers
♠ hallucinating
♠ sprinklers
♠ Fire
♠ breezes
♠ 6hour phone calls
♠ Abalone cove
♠ ice water
♠ pills, pills, magical pills (caffeine)
♠ laughing at steiner
♠ blasting alt. music
♠ royally fucking up Allison's number =]
♠ hankerchief
♠ crack chocolate
♠ hangin in the PAC
♠ playing monkey off the electrics=]
♠ black nail polish
♠ skiing
♠ unicorn cum
♠ girl, interrupted
♠ safety pins
♠ headbanging to classical music
♠ tripping random snowboarders
♠ face graffiti!!!
♠ rhinestones
♠ staring
♠ patterns
♠ BUbble Baths =]
♠ iris
♠ nichie♥
♠ establishing my dominance
♠ "3 colored ice cream"
♠ cccccucumbers!!
♠ VENICE BEACH!
♠ fujigrand =]
♠ whisteling "the calling"
♠ miyajima
♠ practicing element art
♠ bunny art!
♠ laughing at tourists and being a terrible hipocrite
♠ buying random omamori
♠ playing insomnia and narcholepsy in the same day
♠ free 2nd period
♠ Bunny Island => ♠ temple and castle visiting
♠ windows
♠ big bro yoshi!
♠ boats
♠ HANABI
♠ Getting looks in jap markets for the way i dress
♠ getting "narcholepsy" and "nechrophelia" mixed up
♠ the scissors under the stage
♠ vans
♠ JACK!!!
♠ WKUK
♠ randomly yelling randomness
♠ naturally high
♠ straightedge
♠ paradox

yes im crazy
imF.I.N.E.
Fucked up
Insecure
Neurotic
and Emotional.
and ive lost my purpose.
but a few things still keep me here.
and that is what i chose to live for.
i know ill lose them, soon enough, too
but i will find another one.
im here, just for the heck of it.
i am the girl anachronism
i am super
i am the safety pin princess
i am also the leprechaun princess
i am happy
i am sad
i am a kitty bat
i am bad.
i am a roof walker
i am lazy

im generally really fuckin depressed and shit. but borderline and bipolarness helps hide that =>
what goes on in my head. stays in my head =>
ipod=life
so when i get mad irratated. etc i just listen to music to drown you out. .. like alisons dad.. heeheh.
i have superpowers too.
I like to sit and think.
im fucked in the head.
sense memory. goes a long way
i am a creature completely controlled by emotion.
i tend to quetion stuff. skeptic.
im crazy and apathetic and i tend to give up too easily.
i go around screaming random shit and being absolutely crazy.
yes i am crazy
i like to sit around and watch the clouds.
james howard edwards ♥
vintage unusually pleases me.
my walls change color
"i am fun,...." sara can complete the rest for you =D
charlie
jose
very apathetic. few things that i actually care about.
the sky isnt necessarily blue

[/update].... about a year ago... the old me.________________________________
♠ Name's Haruna. Kristine Haruna Komiyama
♠ Huh-roo-nuh matata
♠ Im a sarcasitic bitch
♠ And if you think im PMSing, dont point it out. You'll find yourself in hell the next moment.
♠ Im extrememly Avoident.
♠ Im on myspace when i feel BITCHY or BORED. so if i BITCHFIT on a bulletin, its NOT about you. And surveys. I mostly answer them as honesly as possible. Unless i feel Bitchy. Or Apathetic.
♠ NEWS FLASH: Myspace helps with anger management.
♠ Drama is my anti-depressant and i am addicted
..♠CREW!!!! ..
♠ Chocoholic
♠ Latte-holic
♠ Taylor the Latte Boy is my homeboy
♠ Girl Anachronism is my sister
♠ and so is Mags, my long lost twin/ hero
♠ I Am Ghost WHORE
♠ Freshie at Palos Verdes Peninsula High School
♠ My loverly myspace hacker is Kaitlyn
♠ Who is the awesomest chick ever
♠ I love to sing and break glass
♠ I am a die-hard skier
♠ Love Summer and winter
♠ Coke coffee icecream JellyBELLIES Chocolate Gummies
♠ Pet peeve: ppl coughing at your neck
♠ Survived bronchitis and pleuritis at the SAME time =D
♠ Loves flowers
♠ 92.2% stupid
♠ My rocks are the best ppl in the world
♠ Fav #s 7, 8, 11, 25
♠ I am schitzo
♠ Have undiagnosed ADHD
♠ UNICORNS AND LEPERCHAUNS
♠ MAX LIKE TAMPAX PAD!
♠ Beach, Mountains, Ocean
♠ Long walks by myself
♠ HELPLESS ROMANTIC♥
♠ Spazzy full-japanese
♠ Cannot skateboard to save my life
♠ Roller coaster whore
♠ Disney lurver
♠ POTC WHORE (PiratesOfTheCaribbean)
♠ Scared of thunderlightning, dark stairs, being hurt, the dark
♠ Try to label me. i dare you. Im an asian emo bitchy preppy band and drama geek. how do you label that, huh?
♠ Friends nd music are what i live for
♠ Unless you're MAGS , (the coolest person on the face of the planet) you're probably gonna think i have the weirdest taste of music. I DONT CARE =D good day.
♠ loves YOU =D

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and 4 or 5 years later...

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who?

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Posted by on Sun, 16 Dec 2007 18:59:00 GMT

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no one's there. except ren. no one.no one is there for me unconditionally.especially now.when i acutally need help.when i'm actually asking for help for the first time..... you havent known me.  ...
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no one's there anyways,. ill just be fake. again.   oh well.   oh look 11.11   what to wish for?..   ha.ha. w/e.
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vent? maybe. nah.

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the magical 1.5 hour mark....

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the flavor of life.

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