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in my field of paper flowers...

there's a life outside of this madness, get out of that place that's restraining your love

About Me

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nena. yes, with an e

"It's not a movie, no private screening.
This method acting, well, I call that living.
It's like a fountain, a door has been opened.
We have a problem with no solution but to love and to be loved.
"
my boytoy boyfriend:
is better than yours.
and i'm not even kidding.
i am very glad to be a sagittarius

i like the military life.
i enjoy grammar
i barely ever think before i speak.
i am a persistent interrogator.
i have a little OCD. much more than most people.
i do weird things like count letters and sort out consanants and vowels in words, count my steps and make sure my right and left feet step on equal colors or amounts of cracks. i erase and rewrite my name about 3 times before i'm satisfied. sometimes i stop breathing for a few seconds because i'm too focused on some kind of process like that.
i don't like being told what to do. and i hate milk. i'll most probably suffer from osteoporosis soon. oh well.
iguitars, drums, and pianos, and rain

i'm usually right
or i can turn it all around to make me right. manipulation is a wonderful skill. i'm very defensive and rarely back down in an argument
myspace has taken control of my soul

i love you, jacob matthew bailey
thank you for always being there for me.
i forgot all about happiness until you came along and reminded me.
you are amazing.
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ALEX: You'll be 'old' before i will.
ME: yeah i'll die before youuu
ALEX: i'll do your eulogy for ya.
"Naners was a good friend.....when she got the jokes............
uhm......
Yep that's it, drop 'er in."
ME: LOL! thanks.
ALEX: ahahaha! Just kidding! AH! KIDDING.
~ THANK YOU ALEX, I ♥ YOU TOO!!! ~
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My Interests



"You don't drown
by falling in the water.
You drown
by staying there."


MySpace Avatars Lyrics

I'd like to meet:

i just wanna keep in touch with all the best friends i have now

~~~~~~~~~ please pray for madeleine! ~~~~~~~~~

Music:

Music expresses that which cannot be put into words but cannot remain silent.

Movies:

* mean girls
* the pursuit of happyness
* now and then
* finding nemo
* 10 things i hate about you
* when harry met sally
* pocahontas

Television:



* family guy
* reba
* all in the family
* i love lucy
* king of queens
* grey's anatomy
* law and order (svu)
* CSI

Books:

* the giver
* holes
* romeo & juliet
* alex: the life of a child
* catcher in the rye
* all quiet on the western front
* don't tell
* a walk to remember

Heroes:

i really look up to ralph waldo emerson.
and i've always admired mary-kate & ashley olsen

musically:
andrew mcmahon,
conor oberst,
and yes, michael jackson

My Blog

yeah but this ones different because i wrote it myself

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Posted by in my field of paper flowers... on Sun, 06 Jan 2008 01:26:00 PST

cats vs. dogs: the battle of intelligence

i like dogs more than cats, but this is too funny and cute   ** Excerpts from a Cat's Diary ** Day 983 of my captivity. My captors continue to taunt me with bizarre little dangling objects. They ...
Posted by in my field of paper flowers... on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 09:23:00 PST

oh how foolish the foolish can make the foolish

There is just no hope for some people. Originally I was going to write this to express my severe dislike for ignorant, selfish, fake, truly EVIL people... but then I realized something. It's not so m...
Posted by in my field of paper flowers... on Sat, 03 Feb 2007 09:30:00 PST

uhh...

Melancholy sees the worst of things, things as they may be, and not as they are. It looks upon a beautiful face, and sees but a grinning skull. ...
Posted by in my field of paper flowers... on Mon, 13 Mar 2006 11:50:00 PST