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Concededly Distraught

Tere bin ab jeea nahi jaata... Without you I can't live now...

About Me

Well then, about me, eh? I guess I'll start by saying that I have a great deal of friends who I care for deeply and love with all my heart. I'm told that I'm very nice and generous, and I like to think that I am as well. I enjoy helping people when/if it's possible. My friends are everything to me, really... I wouldn't be here today if it wasn't for some of them being there for me when I needed them most. I believe whole heartedly that it's not what you are that matters, it's who you are. I get along with pretty much everyone, and what I want to do with my life most is to become a better person.
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Justin
Birthday: June 29th, 1988
Birthplace: Lawrence, KS
Current Location: Same as above.
Eye Color: Dark brown
Hair Color: Black
Height: 5'8"
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: Half Iranian, a quarter German, and a quarter "?"
The Shoes You Wore Today: These black and red ones with holes in them... Needs new shoes.
Your Weakness: If I tell you, you'll use it against me!
Your Fears: Funfetti, losing my friends and hurting people.
Your Perfect Pizza: BBQ Buffalo Chicken
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Better myself as a human being.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol, nice and spiffy.
Thoughts First Waking Up: Must... hit... snooze button...
Your Best Physical Feature: People have said my eyes? *inserts generic answer*
Your Bedtime: Whenever I want, really.
Your Most Missed Memory: October 5th, 2005, 10:23pm
Pepsi or Coke: Either is fine.
MacDonalds or Burger King: McDonald's
Single or Group Dates: I think single.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Iranian tea.
Chocolate or Vanilla: Both
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffeeeeee
Do you Smoke: Not often.
Do you Swear: Not often.
Do you Sing: Not often.
Do you Shower Daily: Not often. Kidding, kidding... Every day. _;
Have you Been in Love: I'm not sure.
Do you want to go to College: Yes
Do you want to get Married: Maybe, in time.
Do you belive in yourself: Not often, but I should believe in myself more often.
Do you get Motion Sickness: Nope
Do you think you are Attractive: Not really.
Are you a Health Freak: Not particularly.
Do you get along with your Parents: Kinda sorta.
Do you like Thunderstorms: Love them.
Do you play an Instrument: Nope
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Let's see... Yeah, I have.
In the past month have you Smoked: Yeah
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Drugs? What are those?
In the past month have you gone on a Date: I wish.
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Nope
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: I wish.
In the past month have you been on Stage: I wish.
In the past month have you been Dumped: Nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: Nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Nope
Ever been Drunk: Yep
Ever been called a Tease: Nope
Ever been Beaten up: Nope
Ever Shoplifted: Nope
How do you want to Die: Being able to tell the most important people to me why I love them.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: I'm not sure at this point.
What country would you most like to Visit: Iran again.
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: I haven't had enough love interests to really be able to know too well.
Favourite Hair Color: I haven't had enough love interests to really be able to know too well.
Short or Long Hair: I haven't had enough love interests to really be able to know too well.
Height: I haven't had enough love interests to really be able to know too well.
Weight: I haven't had enough love interests to really be able to know too well.
Best Clothing Style: Ummm... Clothes?
Number of Drugs I have taken: 1
Number of CDs I own: A decent amount.
Number of Piercings: 0
Number of Tattoos: 0
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Is there an infinity symbol on this keyboard? *searches*
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You are The Hermit

Prudence, Caution, Deliberation.

The Hermit points to all things hidden, such as knowledge and inspiration,hidden enemies. The illumination is from within, and retirement from participation in current events.

The Hermit is a card of introspection, analysis and, well, virginity. You do not desire to socialize; the card indicates, instead, a desire for peace and solitude. You prefer to take the time to think, organize, ruminate, take stock. There may be feelings of frustration and discontent but these feelings eventually lead to enlightenment, illumination, clarity.

The Hermit represents a wise, inspirational person, friend, teacher, therapist. This a person who can shine a light on things that were previously mysterious and confusing.

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You Don't Hold a Grudge
You're willing to give almost anyone a second chance, even if they've really wronged you.
Incredibly forgiving and compassionate, you understand that people sometimes change for the better. Do You Hold a Grudge?
Your Love Style is Agape
You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.
Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.
You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.
Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.
For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. What's Your Love Style?
You are a Self-Discoverer
You're not religious, but you've created your own kind of spirituality.
Introspective and thoughtful, you tend to look inward for the divine.
You are distrusting of all forms of organized religion.
You especially dislike religious gurus and leaders, who you feel are charlatans. What's Your Religious Philosophy?
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My Interests

Interests, eh? Well... My wonderful friends, DDR, video games, Xanga, Acting, Forensics, and Sushi.

I'd like to meet:

I don't know... I'd love to spend the rest of my life around those that I care for and love, and other than them, not many others have my heart. I don't care to meet anyone famous, really... A couple people would be nice to meet, but nothing that special.

Music:

A Kiss Could Be Deadly; Alien Antfarm; Ayumi Hamasaki; Ben Folds; Ben Folds Five; Chrono Trigger; Crossfade; Daniel Powter; Dashboard Confessional; Default; Die Arzte; Distance is Safety; Evanescense; Final Fantasy; Goo Goo Dolls; Green Day; Hawthorne Heights; HIM; Ian Van Dahl; Niko; Linkin Park; Megaman; Modest Mouse; Nickleback; Nightwish; Nirvana; Offspring; O-Zone; P.O.D.; Panic! At The Disco; Rascal Flats; Rent; Rihanna; Selena; SR-71; System of a Down; Tatu; The Cranberries; The Dresden Dolls; The Killers; The Shins; The Spill Canvas; Three Doors Down; Toy Box; Tenacious D; Vengaboys; Weezer; Wicked; Zeromancer

Movies:

S.F.W.; RENT; Dogma; Employee of the Month; Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children; The Postman; The Matrix; Wild Wild West; The Fifth Element; Shawshank Redemption; Blades of Glory; 300; LoTR; Ghost Rider;... I'm sure there are some more.

Television:

Iria; Family Guy; Futurama; The Simpsons; Berserk; Naruto(Japanese, screw the failed attempt at English dubbed); South Park; Comedy Central Stand Up; Charmed; The X Files

Books:

Ender's Game; A Child Called "It"; I Robot; 1984; again, I'm sure there must be more, but I just can't think of any more at the moment.

Heroes:

You know who you are... I couldn't have made it here today without you all, and I thank you. Perhaps someday I can do enough for you to make it all up to you, but until that day, I'll be there for you when you need a friend.

My Blog

So...

I cut my hair, and it's rather short.I'm more than likely moving to Ohio in the fall...ish.I want a hug.I'm sitting here, typing very slowly, and staring off into space.I love my can of orange soda, f...
Posted by Concededly Distraught on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 10:19:00 PST

*Sigh*

So... I came out to my mom tonight... She didn't take it quite as well as I had hoped, but then again, I didn't expect her to take it well anyways. Ummmm, yeah. One down, two to go, eventually. My bro...
Posted by Concededly Distraught on Thu, 19 Oct 2006 11:16:00 PST

Ahhhhh, awesome...

So, I took my driving test today before work (work is in like, half an hour). I passed!!! YAY!!!!!!In other news, I'm going to the coming out ball at Liquid tonight... Awesomeness! Ahhh, can't wait!I ...
Posted by Concededly Distraught on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 07:34:00 PST

The Little Toy Soldier

The little toy soldier takes off his armor."I can't do this anymore."He clears off his bed, and lays down his sword."I'm broken, and sore."The little toy soldier walks to the window."I'm not cut out f...
Posted by Concededly Distraught on Fri, 01 Sep 2006 10:06:00 PST

"We refuse to practice until all of the lesbians leave the room."

I had a rather strange dream last night...    I was with friends and strangers surrounding a girl's locker room. There had been a death... A girl had died in that room. I didn't know ho...
Posted by Concededly Distraught on Wed, 23 Aug 2006 09:11:00 PST

I'm 18 now...

But you know... To be honest, I'd rather still be 17... I've felt things this year that I didn't think were imaginable. I hit rock bottom, and I shot through the sky and beyond the stars. I've had my ...
Posted by Concededly Distraught on Fri, 30 Jun 2006 12:52:00 PST

Happiness and sadness go hand in hand at times...

Yesterday was truly an amazing day. I got the great opportunity to keep a promise to a friend, and make her happy. I dressed up as Superman at school. It was fun. I also dressed up as Superman for th...
Posted by Concededly Distraught on Fri, 19 May 2006 05:45:00 PST

Everything's going smoothly, except stupid Myspace won't let me reorganize my friends list!

Life has been going alright. Man... So many good memories in the past few weeks... So much fun and excitement. I don't want it to ever stop! And I'm totally listening to German Rock! (Haha, Elisa...) ...
Posted by Concededly Distraught on Mon, 10 Apr 2006 08:06:00 PST