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About Me

I have never known a mother's tender kiss. I have never known a father's protective love. I will never know any of these things. Pain has been my father, darkness my mother. I am the one that you turn from. I am the one on the outside looking in. I am the night bird. I am compassion wrapped in a shell of hatred. I am sorrow wrapped in a shell of sarcasm. I am different. I will always love you - and you will never get close enough to know it. I could be everything you ever wanted and more. Society has labeled me a lost cause. Oh, how wrong society is. I am the one that can carry all of your burdens. I am the one who will remeber the day you were born, and the day that you die. I am the one silently praying for you. I am the one that wants nothing more than to see you happy. I am the one that will sing you to sleep when you cannot find sleep on your own. I am the one that will mend your broken heart when you cannot do it yourself. You will never know it, because you have not taken the time to know me. I am the child that never got to be "Daddy's little girl." I am the woman that never got to tell her mother goodbye.

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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

God/Jesus. Stevie Nicks. Jana Anderson. Christine McVie. Mick Fleetwood. Rosalind Russell. Gretta Garbo. Jane Fonda. Joane Crawford. Janice Dickinson. Loretta Lynn. Dolly Parton. Reba McEntire. Debbie Reynolds. Shirley McLain. Bette Davis. Rue McClanahan. Beatrice Athur. Betty White. Elizabeth Taylor. Princess Diana. Bette Midler. The Whole Dog The Bounty Hunter Team

My Blog

i am what i am, deal with it

everyone tells me to get a real job. because i havent right? i havent been applying for jobs ALL FUCKING OVER THE PLACE. you think this is the life chose? NO ONE IS FUCKING HIRING. do not judge me. yo...
Posted by on Mon, 20 Jul 2009 23:59:00 GMT

hello

hello. i am a teenager. most of your preconceived biased assumptions of meĀ  are wrong, but one of them is very very right. i am a rebel. i fly on the liberal left wing and plan to stay there. i will b...
Posted by on Fri, 17 Jul 2009 01:27:00 GMT

a love note, from me, to you =]

i just wanted to type u all a little note. i miss you, even the ones i havent met in person, i miss you. i was sittin here thinkin about families. like, actual families. and i have decided that i will...
Posted by on Sun, 26 Oct 2008 02:58:00 GMT

but, why?

ya know, ive been thinkin a lot here lately...about everything...about nothing.  but im sorta stuck on one thought now.  i wanna know why there is hate.  why the fuck is there hate.&nbs...
Posted by on Sat, 25 Oct 2008 04:43:00 GMT

love of my life

will you let me love you 'til the day i die? will you walk with me to the edge of life? will you come with me down the trail of fear? will you kiss away my every tear? will you pick up your needle and...
Posted by on Sun, 21 Sep 2008 00:40:00 GMT

happy father’s day to the fatherless

i wish i could've given you little paper ties made at school. i wish you could've kissed my scrapes and bruises. i wish i had more than broken pieces of the door-jam to remind me of you. i wish you wo...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Jun 2008 03:51:00 GMT

walk away

how can you say i never loved you, when we both know you did not have the time? it's hard to be civil, and it's hard to be nice, but this one's not on me. it was your turn to roll the dice. it was you...
Posted by on Sat, 07 Jun 2008 21:02:00 GMT

my little demon

can you make the decision? will you win or will you lose? will you lead us both to a head on collision, or will you someday choose? you're love's for me, but you live for her. she'll give you what you...
Posted by on Sat, 07 Jun 2008 20:50:00 GMT

all for love

will you swallow all your pride for me? do you want to know i'm dreaming? would you do it for who bowed at your feet? would you my darling, do it for me? would you do it for the one who kissed your ri...
Posted by on Sat, 07 Jun 2008 20:42:00 GMT

blind sighted

smiling faces. happy people. all are blinded from the evil. acid for the widow. luxury for the whore. once the living and dying are dead, the battle is won once more. once the bleeding's blood is...
Posted by on Sat, 07 Jun 2008 20:34:00 GMT