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You call me Athiest I call me normal...

I swear to drunk officer.... I aint god...

About Me

I am the one he cast aside... That is if you can say he even cared in the first place... I have been thrue the fires... I have been thru the darkness... I have been thru the loneliness... Yet I do not stray towards the light... Why... because unlike most believe there is no light to go to... There is only darkness... Embrace it or die... Or do like the others and sleep... Do like the mindless ones do… They sleep and dream of the light that will never come...JTL
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First of all I am engaged to the woman of my dreams... Other than that, I am your average not so average Manic Depressant, Atheist, Gothic, Bastard that thinks this world and especially this country is full of a bunch of mindless imbeciles that couldn't think for themselves long enough to get there heads out of there asses....... I have my left ear, my labret, My eyebrow and my tongue Pierced. I am the person that doesn't care what anyone else thinks about me I take pleasure in being the complete opposite of everyone else. I mean c'mon what’s the fun in being like everyone else. The fun is watching everyone else look at you like you have completely lost your mind. Want to know more just ask.... Yes I am atheist... And no I don't believe in your god, or your devil... They are nothing but tools that society uses to make us fall in line and be good little boys and girls, and if there is a god... Then I have one thing to say to you, "The South will rise again"

And for those of you who think that this is not the real me... And this is just a phase I am going through.... lol... You coudn't be more wrong... This is me... This is the real me... And I will never change... So Fuck you Fuck your God and Fuck your religion... And Fuck who ever else who has a problem with it..... I am your Anti Christ.... Fairy tales are for kids.... Wake up you fucking sorry excuse for a human being... Yea I am talking to you you fucking bible thumping Christians....


You scored as atheism. You are... an atheist, though you probably already knew this. Also, you probably have several people praying daily for your soul.Instead of simply being "nonreligious," atheists strongly believe in the lack of existence of a higher being, or God.
atheism


100%

Satanism


100%

Buddhism


67%

Judaism


50%

Paganism


46%

agnosticism


33%

Hinduism


8%

Islam


8%

Christianity


0%
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You scored as Satanism. Your beliefs most closely resemble those of Satanism! Before you scream, do a bit of research on it. To be a Satanist, you don't actually have to believe in Satan. Satanism generally focuses upon the spiritual advancement of the self, rather than upon submission to a deity or a set of moral codes. Do some research if you immediately think of the satanic cult stereotype. Your beliefs may also resemble those of earth-based religions such as paganism.
atheism


100%

Satanism


100%

Buddhism


67%

Judaism


50%

Paganism


46%

agnosticism


33%

Hinduism


8%

Islam


8%

Christianity


0%
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You scored as Labret Piercing. You probably intimidate a whole lot of people without really meaning too. If people could just get past the many tattoos, piercings, and sideburns I'm sure they'd love you. Or still be scared, who knows.
Dirty Piercings


100%

Labret Piercing


100%

Nipples


70%

Cartilage Piercing


50%

Lip Piercing


40%

Nose Piercing


40%

Tongue Piercing


30%

Earlobe Piercing


0%

Belly Button Piercing


0%
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My GirlFriend... Computers... Sex... Work... Cars... Bondage.... Anything Gothic... I find beauty in everything society finds ugly and/or grotesc.......You laugh at me because I'm diffrent I laugh at you because your all the same....

I'd like to meet:

Johnny Depp.... Linkin Park..... Disturbed... And anyone that has the balls to stand up to society and tell them they are all a bunch of mindless robots.... and chose to be different than everyone else...

Death Quotes

It's no accident that the chruch and the graveyaard stand side by side. The city of the dead sleeps encircled by the city of the living.

Think not disdainfully of death, but look on it with favor: for even death is one of the things that Nature wills.

Death is not the worst, rather, in vain to wish for death, and not to compass it.

Life isn't fair. It's just fairer than death, that's all.

Life is pleasant. Death is peaeful. It's the transition that's troublesome.

Death is nothing to us, since when we are, death has not come, and when death has come, we are not.

A single death is a tragedy; a million deaths is a statistic.

Never knock on Death's door; ring the bell and run away! Death really hates that!

The fear of death is more to be dreaded than death itself

If I could drop dead right now, I'd be the hapiest man alive



Music:

We do it for the drugs... We do it for the love that we get from the bottom of a bottle... It's the only thing that helps us carry on.... Aint that right TIFF.?.

I wonder why I try.. I wonder why I bother.. I wonder why I cry.. Why I go threw all this trouble...

And to think, people actually wonder why others do drugs... Well lets just put it this way...

Suicide is not the answer... Drugs are the answer...

I can think of three people that will agree with me.T.M.T. Pick your poison Pills, Alcohol, Weed... we all do it... Weither it be different reasons are the same... They all relate...

Am I right or what...

You can't deny the truth... No one can...

I don't want to live like my mother.. I don't want to let fear rule my life.... I don't want to live like my father.. .I don't want to give up before I die...

These are the words I shout to the world... These words are the two people I will do whatever it takes not to be like...The two people that showed me how exactly not to live your life... Thanks without you I would be just like you....

Disturbed Linkin Park System of a Down Smile Empty Soul Trapt Three Days Grace Slipknot Katatonia Evanesance Matallica Anything dark and depressing... Or anything that I can relate to.... Ok so pretty much all Rock absolutely none of that Rap shit.....

"Duality"

I push my fingers into my eyes... It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache... But it's made of all the things I have to take... Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside... If the pain goes on... Aaaaaaaah!

I have screamed until my veins collapsed I've waited as my time's elapsed Now, All I do is live with so much fate I've wished for this, I've bitched at that I've left behind this little fact: You cannot kill what you did not create I've gotta say what I've gotta say And then I swear I'll go away But I can't promise you'll enjoy the noise I guess I'll save the best for last My future seems like one big past You're left with me 'cause you left me no choice

I push my fingers into my eyes It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache If the pain goes on, I'm not gonna make it!

Put me back together Or separate the skin from bone Leave me all the Pieces, then you can leave me alone Tell me the reality is better than the dream But I found out the hard way, Nothing is what it seems!

I push my fingers into my eyes It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache But it's made of all the things I have to take Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside If the pain goes on, I'm not gonna make it!

All I've got...all I've got is insane... All I've got...all I've got is insane... All I've got...all I've got is insane! All I've got...all I've got is insane!

I push my fingers into my eyes It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache But it's made of all the things I have to take Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside If the pain goes on, I'm not gonna make it!

What did you excpect.. A perfect child... Raised by T.V. sets... Never get respect.. Abandoned every mile... No one gives a SHIT... As long as we smile...

We are hated by our parents generation... But we where created by them... We are merely the victims of a generation of worhtless good for nothing sons of bitches... You and your generation need to hurry up and fucking DIE so that your Bastard Sons and Daughters can take over and fix the mess that you have created... You can't do anything to fix the shit hole that you have created so sit down shut the fuck up... Becasue we will take over and we will be better than you could have ever dreamed and there is nothing you can say or do to stop it...

Movies:

Funny movies mainly.... That or horror movies.... or Any movie with Johnny Depp

Constantine The Crow Chronichles of Riddick Cry Baby Secret Window

Television:

Pretty much just the music channels... MTV and Fuse... Late night on cinamax is pretty good though... =D

Books:

Interview with a Vampire, Vampire Lestate, Queen of the Damned..........

Heroes:


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My oldest Sister/Mother Tangy.... I will always remember you...You were more of a Mother to me than anyone else... May you rest in peace... PEOPLE WONDER WHY I DON'T BELIEVE IN GOD... I WONDER HOW IN HELL YOU CAN... To this day I wonder what my life would be like if you had never left.... And anyone else that has the balls to stand up to the main stream society and say fuck you.... I'm different and so what... Atleast I am not a fucking mindless robot.....

My Blog

Why does life have to be a BITCH?

I just wish I could find a fucking job that I enjoyed doing... but it's impossible in this fucking world... Either I am too young or to inexperienced.... All I find are these fucking bullshit jobs tha...
Posted by John Boy on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 09:46:00 PST

Why must life be a BITCH?

I hate this fucking racist country... Yea they don't discriminate in the work force... Bull fucking shit... If you don't know someone or fit the clean shaven preppy rich little fucking daddy's boy whi...
Posted by John Boy on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 09:21:00 PST

Don't know who wrote it but I love this fucking poem

I read this peom my grandmother sent to my sister and its awsome... I dedicate this poem to all the people in my life that just don't fully comprehind what listening really means... And especially to ...
Posted by John Boy on Tue, 03 Oct 2006 06:40:00 PST

Poetry of love to My future wife... Poetry + ??? = Poetove lol

I love you baby Roses are red... Violets are blue... Your pussy is sweet... And my cum is too... "JTL" Until the day the day I am dead... There will only be one... There will only be one person to lov...
Posted by John Boy on Tue, 03 Oct 2006 06:22:00 PST

Sick and tired of this shit......

Man I am so sick of fucking people that think they are fucking better than everyone else.... There is only two people in this fucking world I really care about and that is Misty and Christopher... Fuc...
Posted by John Boy on Thu, 14 Sep 2006 12:51:00 PST

Sleep.... Who need it...

Please someone help me find the off switch to my brain.... Somewhere down the line I must have lost it... The god damn thing goes on and on and on and on and on and on and will not shut the fuck up......
Posted by John Boy on Wed, 02 Aug 2006 11:54:00 PST

A work in progress

I stare into your eyes my head spins I look into your eyes and see life Your the light in the darkness I look around me and see nuthing.... I see nuthing because the is nuthing.... There is nuthing in...
Posted by John Boy on Thu, 27 Jul 2006 07:58:00 PST

Fuck you and Fuck your God and Fuck your religion

First off all let's get this out of the way... No I do not believe in God and no I do not worship Satin... Are you you Bible thumpers that fucking stupid... I say I don't believe in God and you think ...
Posted by John Boy on Sun, 09 Jul 2006 05:21:00 PST

What is Beautiful

Have you ever stopped to think about how woman are abscessed with there looks and most guys don't care what they look like... Yet woman say that beauty is in the eye of the beholder but are always wor...
Posted by John Boy on Sat, 01 Jul 2006 06:59:00 PST

Death

Why are people in this God forsaken world so afraid of death.... Why are so afraid and so consumed by it we have created a religious epidemic because of it.... Society as a hole is so afraid that once...
Posted by John Boy on Fri, 07 Apr 2006 05:38:00 PST