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Layout made by nothing_plus_this at CreateBlog.com . I'm just another one of the ants out there... I'm kind of a wanderer, always feeling on the outside looking in, take life one day at a time, I'm not on the quick path that's for sure. Or maybe I'm on a different beat in life. I believe a smile and kindness go along way, giving is better than receiving... a hug is priceless, reaching further than most words. Encouragement is the miracle drug. Remember how good it feels when someone tells you "I believe in you". Even better, God believes in all you are and all you arent - he fills in those gaps, if you just let Him. The hole in the heart runs deep, I'm no theologian, but I do know the deepest longings and aches in the human heart and soul can never be filled by man, not even the greatest of friends, greatest of fathers and mothers, but by our Creator... as chaotic as this world is - my life is but a grain of sand, and the big picture is far grander than I can ever comprehend... As grand as it is, He's closer than a brother, I cannot deny Christ. I do love to travel... Ireland is the next trip! My hair color changes about every six months. what else... I'm an ICU nurse at the university hospital... I chose nursing to have something to offer to the world... I'm blessed beyond measure - I hope to be a blessing to others. My dream is to spend time overseas cleaning wounds, treating infection, loving the lost - These are the desires of my heart. Hopefully I'll get a tangible glimpse of them someday. I'm constantly learning at my job. Learning far more than just medicine.... I'm learning to appreciate all the little things again, to appreciate pain... to count my blessings and to let my pride down. I hope to remain soft at a heart in a world so quick to be harsh, one of my biggest fears is letting bitterness creep in, although I know at times i've let it without a single fist thrown in resistance.