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Letting love find a way..

You know your in love when reality is better than your dreams!

About Me

Hey eveyone!! My name is Alyssa!! I love laughing and having FUN!! I love to sing, dance and cheer. I love my school, Azusa Pacific University!! I love Mexican food! I love hot pink, lavendar and teal! I love shoes! I love to see others succeed! I love cheesey lines from movies! I LOVE to be in love! I love to make people laugh and smile! I love children!! I love my friends! I love surprises but you cant tell me you have a surprise for me cause I will ALWAYS get it out of you!! I love roses! I cant wait till that perfect man comes along and sweeps me off of my feet! I believe in true love!! I am the type of person that cant function normally or even at all with a broken heart! I LOVE GOD!! I love a man with great smelling cologne! I am not a fan of ice cream but I LOVE frozen yogurt! I dont push myself as much as I should. I am not very good at learning other languages. I don't like awkward situations and try to avoid them at all times. I don't like watching people embarrass themselves! I don't like liars! I don't like those that judge!! I don't like fake people! I don't like it when people break their promises! I hate being used!! I hate when people leave important things or emotions unsaid!! I don't like when people don't say what they mean! I don't like people that start drama for no other reason than to make themselves busy! I worry about everything but try really hard to let God handle it!! I am a very emotional person who wants to be loved for who I am!! Well...that is a TINY BIT about me!!
What's your favorite....
Beverage (non-alc) ? Mr. Pibb or Diet Dr. Pepper
Beverage (alc) ? I dont drink..
Color ? Hot pink, teal and lavendar
Food ? wow..all different kinds
Item of clothing ? shoes!!
Meal of the day ? dinner
Feature on yourself ? my hair
Quality in a guy/girl ? being respectful
Phrase ? "live each day as though it was ur last"
Song ? TOOO MANY!!
Musical Artist/Band ? OOH WOW..TOO MANY!!
Sport ? Cheerleading..IT IS A SPORT PEOPLE!!
Movie ? 10 Things I Hate About You
TV Show ? Grey's Anatomy
Radio Station ? KIIS or KROQ
Type of Chocolate ? Dark chocolate
Eye Color ? eyes that stand out..usually green or piercing blue
Do you/Have you ever....
Have any pets ? 2 cats..
Smoke ? nope..
Drink ? nope..
Have any piercings ? 3..two in my ears and a stud in my nose
Have any tatoos ? nope..but I want alittle one!
Cheat on a boyfriend/girlfriend NO WAY!! One has cheated on me though..that sucked..haha
Had sex ? nope..waiting for marriage..
Gone streaking ? haha..no..
Gone skinny dipping ? hehe..no..maybe one day
Been to Europe ? YES!! It was soo much fun!!
Been to an island ? yup!
Had stitches ? nope..
Broken any bones ? my finger..not that exciting..haha
Been stabbed/shot ? NO WAY!!
Slept until after 12:00 ? ooh ya..like every saturday morning..haha
Stayed up all night ? OOH YA!! Finals week baby!!!
Danced like a whore ? HEHEHE..yes
Hooked up with 2 people in one weekend ? hooked up?? if that entitiles sex..no
Turned down a dare ? ya..I get chicken sometimes
Which friend....
Is the funniest ? Tam
Is the prettiest ? all my friends are beautiful in thier own way!!
Is the most handsom ? my crush!!!
Is the loudest ? Katrina
Is the craziest ? Nikee
Is the most shy ? none of my friends are really that shy
Is the most loving ? all of them!!
Is the most understanding ? Mandy
Is the most boring ? y would I have friends that are boring??
Is the richest ? hhmm....alot of them have money
Is the most athletic ? Erin and Corynne
Is the most cocky ? haha..no way will i get in trouble by answering that question
Is the biggest sex icon ? me..haha..kidding!!
Is the most wordly/cultured ? none of my friends try to be of the world but its hard not to be..
Do you look up to the most ? Ams
Do you tell everything to ? Tam, Audrey, Nikee
Has the best clothes ? Nikee
Has the best house ? well we live on campus..so no one's house is that great..haha
Would you ever....
Eat pizza with chocolate chips ? no way
Kiss someone of the same sex ? nope..
Cheat on someone you love ? NO WAY!! It hurts too much for the other person..trust me I KNOW!!
Run away from home ? nope..
Lie to your parents ? well I have before but not about important things..
Lie to your boyfriend/girlfriend ? I dont think so..
Lie to your best friend ? yes..but not about important things and I always end up telling her..no biggie
Give a homeless person money ? yes
Run from the police ? NO!!
Bungee jump ? NO WAY!!!!!!!!!!!
Sky dive ? NO!!!!!!!!!
Cross dress ? well I mean sometimes its kinda fun to dress like a guy..haha
Be an exotic dancer ? no..I value myself too much
Walk out of a restaurant without paying ? no..that sucks
Scuba dive ? one day i hope!!
Go rock climbing ? sure!
Go spulunking (caving) ? maybe..
What do you think of when you hear....
Eminem ? mm..candy!!
Bologna ? GROSS!!!
Hott ? my crush
Orange ? an orange
Real world ? the show..I never really liked it
Fuck ? I need to stop the little cussing that slips out
Jack ? and Jill??
Cucumber ? EEWW!!
Hip-Hop ? LOVE IT!!! CLUBBING!!
Uniform ? elementary school
UniCORN ! ? I wish they were real
Rainbow ? beautiful
Clown ? SCARY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I'd like to meet:

MATTHEW MCCONAUGHEY..OOH YES!!!!

Music:

I pretty much love everything but these are a few of my favorite....... Hellogoodbye..Brand New..Shiny Toy Guns..Plain White T's..Panic! At the Disco..Flyleaf..My Chemical Romance..Gym Class Heros..Paramore..AFI..Atreyu..30 Seconds to Mars..Motion City Soundtrack..Matchbook Romance..Taking Back Sunday..The Used..The Matches..The Academy Is...Yellowcard..Pink..Saving Jane..Natasha Bedingfield..Carrie Underwood..Miranda Lambert..Nick Lachey..Justin Timberlake..Kelley Clarkson..I love Hip Hop and some country if its not too country..if ya know what I mean..haha!

Movies:

40 Year Old Virgin..Wedding Crashers..Mean Girls..The Hot Chick..The Notebook..Head Over Heals..10 Things I Hate About You..Waterworld (I know Matt I know..hehe!!)..any chick flick ever made!!!..I dont really like scary movies..i saw Dawn of the Dead and it scared me for LIFE..haha!!

Television:

I like to watch GREY'S ANATOMY!!!!! Will and Grace...Friends...Reba:the beginnings...SUPERNATURAL!!!...Hogan Knows Best...The Hills...Degrassi (my Canadian show)..and The Tribe (my New Zealand show)..and South Park!!!..ooh ya almost forgot..my scifi western show..haha..Fire Fly!!!

Books:

I beginning to read "Captivating" by hey John & Stasi Eldredge!! Love told me to read it and said it would help me understand myself better and help me heal..soo I am reading it!!!

Heroes:

ur my hero!! My parents cause they try to give me the best of everything even if they have to sacrifice things for themselves.

My Blog

Here I am Lord..

Here I am Lord.. I am here broken and filled with sadness.  I no longer know what to do or say to anyone. I GIVE UP!! I cant control how i make people feel.  I cant control others happi...
Posted by life is wonderful..so why?.. on Sat, 28 Apr 2007 07:23:00 PST

It's all in your mind anyway..

This is how I feel.  I just am not myself..theres no other way to explain it..or is this who I am?"Starts With One" By: Shiny Toy GunsStarts with oneI can't feelIt's all in your mind anywayI can'...
Posted by life is wonderful..so why?.. on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 02:58:00 PST

But today I've wasted away..

I'm searching.  I feel like I'm searching for something that can never be obtained.  Some say I need God more involved in my life.  Others say i need love.  Friends say I need self...
Posted by life is wonderful..so why?.. on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 06:08:00 PST

Hey baby can you bleed like me?

I finally thought i was out of this rutt.  I was actually happy.  I had everything I thought I wanted.  Now..its all gone.  I am alone again.  I feel TRULY alone.  This i...
Posted by life is wonderful..so why?.. on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 07:43:00 PST

In a state of shock...

For the last couple of days I have been in a state of shock.  I dont know what to think of how to feel.  I have been talking to someone that i havent talked to in awhile..a long while..and a...
Posted by life is wonderful..so why?.. on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 10:39:00 PST

Tonight...

Tonight was one of those nights where everything bad in my life was released! I have been so pent up inside with emotions that I felt like i would explode.  If you know me, you know that I a...
Posted by life is wonderful..so why?.. on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 12:50:00 PST

So tired of the confusion...

I havent written a blog in quite awhile but for some reason I am compeled to write one now.  I have been feeling so strange lately and I have no idea why.  I feel so completely alone yet I h...
Posted by life is wonderful..so why?.. on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 09:57:00 PST

SSOOOO SICK OF IT ALL!!!

I am sick, repeat: SICK OF IMMATURE BOYS!! I trust people and forgive people too easily!! I think people change and obviously they dont!! I guess I need to hold grudges cause then I wont become friend...
Posted by life is wonderful..so why?.. on Mon, 02 Oct 2006 02:02:00 PST

RRRRR..I am officially a PIRATE!!

So Monday night at 1:00 am Audrey and I decide to blow up balloons for Tam's b-day. She would wake up and then the whole mod would be decorated..and she would be surprised! Anyway..it was a good idea...
Posted by life is wonderful..so why?.. on Thu, 14 Sep 2006 11:26:00 PST

what u learn when u feel like u might die..

This past 2 weeks I have had one week called Hell week and then a week of 5 hour pracitices! When I got to the school the first day I was not happy cause they decided to take us camping..I HATE campin...
Posted by life is wonderful..so why?.. on Thu, 31 Aug 2006 01:32:00 PST