Your Love was a lie and those lies became my Truth |
The clock ticks. Another hour has gone by. Each second is a crawl past the pain. Each shaky breathe towards a goal.Each step further away from that painful mistake.Never knew that not wanting you ...
Posted by Lil' JaK on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 09:37:00 PST |
Not all is lost |
soo...I am sitting here, in KINKOS, that is....Alex is working & somehow I have found myself hanging out with him tonight. FYI - he is an old friend. We go to the same church but we di...
Posted by Lil' JaK on Fri, 02 Mar 2007 08:17:00 PST |
I ain't a good apple these days |
Its raining outside. The weather couldn't fit my mood any better.
Lets try not to be emotional or sappy buuuuuuuuuuuuuuut:
I know my problem. I know where this aches comes from. I kn...
Posted by Lil' JaK on Sat, 24 Feb 2007 11:33:00 PST |
Let me [poem] |
I'm standing in the corner, waiting for an answer..
Got the music to my ears, hoping it'll drown out this pain.
Hands curled but I got a smile plastered to my face,
I stand proud hoping someone will ...
Posted by Lil' JaK on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 07:35:00 PST |
She's 4 & My Role Model. Go figure. |
So.
I have a new role model. She is so full of energy and laughs for the just the pleasure of it! Her green eyes twinkle with mystery and her smile flirts with innocence. Her lil nose is sprinkled wit...
Posted by Lil' JaK on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 07:14:00 PST |
Pillow of Tears |
So I guess here I sit - and I hmm..
My heart is..aching. Not the kind where I can't breathe or brings me to tears. Yet, it still aches..more like, longs..whispers..waits...to be sought afte...
Posted by Lil' JaK on Tue, 06 Feb 2007 10:24:00 PST |
How desperate is...desperate???? |
I am slightly agitated with myself these days. I am definitely feeling the tug-a-war between my spirit & flesh. I have to be honest..I enjoy what I do. Yet, as I have heard ...
Posted by Lil' JaK on Sat, 27 Jan 2007 03:32:00 PST |
Something to PONDER... |
What is it, that makes us lose ourselves? What is it, that make us feel so utterly lost? How can we be so certain of something that no longer is certain? In one frame ...
Posted by Lil' JaK on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 03:10:00 PST |
me & you |
"relationships, dont know why, always end and always make you cry...I've been lost and I need some direction...I got deep desires that are needing to be quenched...I...
Posted by Lil' JaK on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 09:43:00 PST |
I lost to Win |
Sweet Surrender is all I have to give....Twisting & Turning.This world continues to spin madly on.The rain is beating steadily on.Oh how i wish it would wash away me entirely.Walking & Runnin...
Posted by Lil' JaK on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 12:08:00 PST |
