Lesur |
I just got home from Russell's wake and feel completely cried out and emotionally drained. It's still surreal to me. I know that he's in a better place, but as a friend I can't help but blame myself f... Posted by on Tue, 27 May 2008 14:09:00 GMT |
Like a rolling stone |
I went upstate and before that to Vermont, Massachusetts, and Connecticut, for 3 days. On a whim. Because I had to. And before I came back, at our last pit-stop before getting back to Long Island, I s... Posted by on Sat, 24 Nov 2007 00:00:00 GMT |
12 Irrational Beliefs |
12 Irrational Beliefs 1. It is a dire necessity to be loved and approved of. 2. I should be thoroughly competent, adequate and achieving in all aspects of my life. 3. Some people are bad, wicked an... Posted by on Thu, 04 Oct 2007 22:12:00 GMT |
Yaya & Papou |
My head had just hit the pillow and I was about to drift off to sleep when suddenly the pillow under my cheek felt wet and my nose stuffy. I was crying. I jumped up and started taking deep breaths to ... Posted by on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 01:44:00 GMT |
spinal fusion surgery, the details: |
Today I went to the Orthopedic Surgeon for my pre-surgical consultation. He took a few more XRays, discussed the surgery with me in detail, and had me sign the consent form. It's scheduled for the 26t... Posted by on Thu, 28 Jun 2007 20:35:00 GMT |
they're cutting me open... |
I have to have major surgery on my back to make me straight. The bottom curve has increased from 32 to 52 degrees in the past 6 years. The curve on the top isn't pretty either. I have to donate my own... Posted by on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 20:43:00 GMT |
it's april already? dayum!! |
I noticed that it'd been a while since my last update..What's new? Let's see.. Work/school: work is still going well, I've been working fulltime all semester, school's pretty good too, I just hope I'm... Posted by on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 22:27:00 GMT |
End of 2006 Update! |
In December:
On the 18th, I quit smoking. On the 15th, I started running.
Single and loving it.
I got my grades from school - 2 A's and 3 B's. I have a 3.4 GPA.
Life is good.
Yay :D Posted by on Tue, 26 Dec 2006 00:30:00 GMT |
keep quiet rant. |
I loathe people who have absolutely nothing to say when it comes to matters of obvious importance, for example where ones life is going. "I dunno *shrug*". Unless you're fucking 16 years old or y... Posted by on Sun, 10 Sep 2006 20:56:00 GMT |
sad but true |
I don't trust anyone anymore except for my family.
Besides all the obvious good benefits & free tuition, Florida is looking like a pretty good idea right now. Posted by on Fri, 25 Aug 2006 12:44:00 GMT |