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About Me

There are so many things I want to do (and have already done) in life. I want to travel the world. I'm going back to school. I heart music and my Ipod. I strive for self-actualization. I'm easy to get along with. I love singing. I'm a joker, I'm a smoker, I'm a midnight toker. I'm very messy - both my car and my room. I'm sentimental. Driving around listening to music is one of my favorite things to do ever. I don't like being told what to do. I do a lot of crossword puzzles. I like learning about contemporary artists and musicians. I have tattoos & piercings. I like to read. I'm affectionate. I like jewelry. I'm a dreamer and an idealist. Obama is the con artist of the century. Apathy and ignorance are the problems with (Americans and) the world today. I change my mind all the time. It takes a lot to get me to stay in one spot. I like to take off randomly and disappear into the sunset.....
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My Blog

Lesur

I just got home from Russell's wake and feel completely cried out and emotionally drained. It's still surreal to me. I know that he's in a better place, but as a friend I can't help but blame myself f...
Posted by on Tue, 27 May 2008 14:09:00 GMT

Like a rolling stone

I went upstate and before that to Vermont, Massachusetts, and Connecticut, for 3 days. On a whim. Because I had to. And before I came back, at our last pit-stop before getting back to Long Island, I s...
Posted by on Sat, 24 Nov 2007 00:00:00 GMT

12 Irrational Beliefs

12 Irrational Beliefs 1. It is a dire necessity to be loved and approved of. 2. I should be thoroughly competent, adequate and achieving in all aspects of my life. 3. Some people are bad, wicked an...
Posted by on Thu, 04 Oct 2007 22:12:00 GMT

Yaya & Papou

My head had just hit the pillow and I was about to drift off to sleep when suddenly the pillow under my cheek felt wet and my nose stuffy. I was crying. I jumped up and started taking deep breaths to ...
Posted by on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 01:44:00 GMT

spinal fusion surgery, the details:

Today I went to the Orthopedic Surgeon for my pre-surgical consultation. He took a few more XRays, discussed the surgery with me in detail, and had me sign the consent form. It's scheduled for the 26t...
Posted by on Thu, 28 Jun 2007 20:35:00 GMT

they're cutting me open...

I have to have major surgery on my back to make me straight. The bottom curve has increased from 32 to 52 degrees in the past 6 years. The curve on the top isn't pretty either. I have to donate my own...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 20:43:00 GMT

it's april already? dayum!!

I noticed that it'd been a while since my last update..What's new? Let's see.. Work/school: work is still going well, I've been working fulltime all semester, school's pretty good too, I just hope I'm...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 22:27:00 GMT

End of 2006 Update!

In December: On the 18th, I quit smoking. On the 15th, I started running. Single and loving it. I got my grades from school - 2 A's and 3 B's. I have a 3.4 GPA. Life is good. Yay :D
Posted by on Tue, 26 Dec 2006 00:30:00 GMT

keep quiet rant.

I loathe people who have absolutely nothing to say when it comes to matters of obvious importance, for example where ones life is going. "I dunno *shrug*". Unless you're fucking 16 years old or y...
Posted by on Sun, 10 Sep 2006 20:56:00 GMT

sad but true

I don't trust anyone anymore except for my family. Besides all the obvious good benefits & free tuition, Florida is looking like a pretty good idea right now.
Posted by on Fri, 25 Aug 2006 12:44:00 GMT