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About Me


My name is Vanessa, but my friends call me "Nessa" everyone else calls me "EVIL BITCH"... lol I am a bisexual, Hispanic, 30 year old mother of 4 beautiful children.
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I am a former law student, hoping to go back to law school someday, I live somewhere in the United States, I am fun, outgoing, intelligent, a very good friend, I enjoy listening to different types of music. As of right now I am not looking for anyone to be with, basically because if it's meant to be it will be, if it's not it won't. I also like poetry, I happen to have written a few poems every now and then.


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I am also a very big flirt, spontaneous, opened minded... specially when it comes to sex. I am very independent woman, with my good and bad moments, but always very honest. Now that I have told you all the good points let me tell u the bad ones. I can also be a cold hearted, mean, calculating, ungrateful, selfish, vengeful evil bitch... (hence why ppl call me Evil Bitch).. lol. I don't forgive easy, and once someone has betrayed my trust is very hard to gain it back. And no, I don't go around killing people either, it's just that once I've been hurt... I close my self to the person who hurt me, to the point where I will completelly stop caring about them, and once I'm at that point, It's over. I am not the kind of person to waste my time with players, (been there done that!!) At this point in my life I am just looking to get ahead, get my life straightened out and take care of my kids. I'm sure that sooner or later I will find someone who is worth my time, and love, but until that happens I'm just enjoying my self having fun.


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********** UPDATE 07.13.07 **********


Get Your Sexy Name

I've recently started talking to someone... as you can tell from my blog, I like him a lot, and even though I'm scared shitless of getting hurt... I've decided, thanks to my friends advice, that I'm gonna just go with the flow, and open my self to the posibility of whatever this might bring... Wish Me luck!
I was also the proud owner of a yahoo crew by the name of "Access Denied". And we were more than just a crew, we're a family, thanks to the crew I had the oportunity to meet tons of very interesting people, and made many friends, whom I love very dearly, and I wouldn't trade their friendships for nothing in this world. Although I've closed the crew down, and we've all went different ways, they'll never leave my heart.
************************* UPDATE! *************************
I have started my own business... It's Mistress Nessa's Novelties! Feel free to check it out!
Check out this & other pics on my piczo site!OK well that's it for me.. please feel free to leave a comment. For those of you who know me.... I love you guys and gals.... 143 Always.
My Poem has been chosen for the Poets Choice Awards!!!! Rate my poem, Go here

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JuneThe people born on this month tend to think far with vision. They are also easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills.Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.




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My Own Prison

Historia

The Best of UB40, Vols. 1 & 2

Viva!

Juramento

Maria

It's Alright

Private Emotion

Jaleo

Living la Vida Loca, Pt. 1

Living la Vida Loca, Pt. 2

Me Amarás

Ricky Martin

I Don't Care

Nobody Wants to Be Lonely, Pt. 2

She's All I Ever Had

She Bangs

A Medio Vivir

Best of Ricky Martin

Sound Loaded

La Historia

Almas del Silencio

Life

Vuelve

Ricky Martin

Ricky Martin: MTV Unplugged

Thalia's Hits Remixed

El Sexto Sentido

Oro

En Extasis

Thalia

Jugo de Exitos

Serie 32

Amor A La Mexicana

Thalia

Greatest Hits

Arrasando

El Sexto Sentido Re+Loaded

Barrio Fino en Directo

Renace

Purest of Pain

Son by Four

Devil Without A Cause

All The Best

Azul

The Sign

Room to Breathe

Reba McEntire - Greatest Hits Volume III: I'm A Survivor

Serie 20 Exitos

The Best of Gloria Gaynor

Ginuwine... The Bachelor

Soy Como Tú

Una Nueva Mujer

Nuevos Senderos

Exitos y Mas

Te Acordarás de Mí

Como Olvidar: Lo Mejor de Olga Tañón

Sola

Siente el Amor...

100% Merengue

The Very Best of UB40 1980-2000

Re

Si El Norte Fuera El Sur

Animal Nocturno

Galeria Caribe

La Trayectoria

La Historia

Me Siento Tan Sola

Tu Angel De La Guarda

Como Nace El Universo

Mas Turbada Que Nunca

No Soy Monedita de Oro

Si Me Llevas Contigo

Qué Hago Aquí?

Ellas Cantan Asi

Agitar Antes de Usar

Peligrosamente Juntos

Drops of Jupiter

Laundry Service

Pies Descalzos

The Last Of The Mohicans: Original Motion Picture Soundtrack

Canciones 1984-1996: Best of Heroes del Silencio

Sueños Liquidos

Silver Side Up

Dónde Están los Ladrones?

Tiempo Transcurrido: The Best of Café Tacuba

Enrique

Lo Mejor de Joan Sebastian

25 Años (5 Cd + Dvd)

Serie Platino: 20 Exitos

La Sensaeión de Thalia
Some Hearts
K.O.B.: Live
I Don't Want You Back
20 Éxitos Originales

Left of the Middle
Barrio Fino
Beautiful Liar, Pt. 2
Afortunado
Mas Alla del Sol

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What kind of Mystical Creature are you??

Mermaid You are both beautiful on the inside and outside. People are attracted to your aura. You love to joke and have fun. Why should everything be serious. You llok for the light in any situation.

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Yes, I have one, doesn't everybody?? If You want to know like what my favorite shows are, well then I'll tell you, I LOVE Charmed, Supernatural, Will & Grace, Any type of Lifetime Movies, and I recently started watching this new show called "Human Trafficking" with Mira Sorvino, it's about the kidnapping and sale of women, it's really sad...But, just because I watch all that it doesn't mean I'm not a kid at heart, I also enjoy watching cartoons with my kids, and I specially LOVE tweety! Isn't he just a cutie??

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Heroes:


My Baby and the love of my life Andy, for being who he is, for allowing me to feel all those wonderful feelings that I thought were dead, for the hope that he brings me, but more importantly for the way he makes me feel just when we talk. My kids, for being as mature as they are and making my job somewhat easier, and other times hard, but always making me smile. My sister, for not being afraid of being who she really is, and embracing it. My babes, Kristle, who has been there for me throughout the years, and whom I love very much! My friend Mel, a beautiful lady, who has gone through hell and back and still manages to smile and help others.



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My Blog

· · · · ···÷""""Letting you all know...""""÷··· · · · ·

I’m still around... just trying to figure out how to breathe... For those of you who do not know, my son passed away last month... and I honestly don’t know if i can survive this again......
Posted by _(¯·._ß¡TÇH_.·¯)_ on Sat, 29 Mar 2008 01:10:00 PST

· · · · ···÷""""Change""""÷··· · · · ·

Isn't it funny how, one person can walk into your life and tell you things that make complete sense, but somehow you never manage to see before?? And suddenly... you just kind of accept it, maybe eve...
Posted by _(¯·._ß¡TÇH_.·¯)_ on Fri, 22 Feb 2008 12:03:00 PST

· · · · ···÷""""Fun In An Elevator""""÷··· · · · ·

 ***WARNING*** DO NOT, I repeat DO NOT drink or smoke when reading this. You WILL snarf or choke... I'm serious!! FINE! You've been warned. 24 Fun Things To Do In An Elevator... 1. Grimace pain...
Posted by _(¯·._ß¡TÇH_.·¯)_ on Fri, 22 Feb 2008 11:57:00 PST

· · · · ···÷"""" What do you do...? """"÷··· · · · ·

When you feel sad? guilty? lonely? afraid? When you see things happen around you and you feel completelly useless? When you feel like your heart has been ripped from your chest? You know, when you're ...
Posted by _(¯·._ß¡TÇH_.·¯)_ on Fri, 22 Feb 2008 11:54:00 PST

· · · · ···÷"""" Tag???""""÷··· · · · ·

First of all, I'm only doing this because of what the person who tagged me said about me... "Nessa - she's a force not to be taken lightly." Once you've been 'tagged', you have to write a blog of...
Posted by _(¯·._ß¡TÇH_.·¯)_ on Sat, 12 Jan 2008 06:20:00 PST

· · · · ···÷""""In Loving Memory""""÷··· · · · ·

You are my sadness and faith my eyes cry in silence for your love. As I watch myself in the mirror I see in my face, All the time I've suffered by your absence.I force my mind to forget the thought of...
Posted by _(¯·._ß¡TÇH_.·¯)_ on Sat, 06 Oct 2007 12:01:00 PST

· · · · ···÷""""My Dearest Friend Fuzzy, You Have Me!""""÷··· · · · ·

My dear friend Fuzzy wrote a post called Dejected and rejected in her blog. And after reading it, I couldn't stop thinking about it. At work today, her words kept repeating in my head. Perhaps be...
Posted by _(¯·._ß¡TÇH_.·¯)_ on Sat, 06 Oct 2007 11:59:00 PST

· · · · ···÷""""To Live Without You Is Possible""""÷··· · · · ·

To live without you is possible,without very much difficulty.I live because I wake up, Just like I go out and sleepbecause I sometimes play dominoes.I live, because my doctor says,after taking my puls...
Posted by _(¯·._ß¡TÇH_.·¯)_ on Sat, 06 Oct 2007 11:55:00 PST

· · · · ···÷""""Needing Advice... FAST!!! (Update)""""÷··· · · · ·

Just a quick note to give you all an update on my · · · · ···÷""""Needing Advice... FAST!!!""""÷··· · · · · As most of you advised, I took job 2, in the last week or so, we've dealt with all of the le...
Posted by _(¯·._ß¡TÇH_.·¯)_ on Tue, 25 Sep 2007 08:25:00 PST

· · · · ···÷""""Why Is Love So Cruel?""""÷··· · · · ·

Love doesn't endjust by saying "goodbye"one must keep in mindthat being absent doesn't alienate the memoriesdoesn't buy forgivenessdoesn't erase us from the mapJust because you're not hereDoesn't sepa...
Posted by _(¯·._ß¡TÇH_.·¯)_ on Tue, 25 Sep 2007 08:21:00 PST