About Me
i never knew that i put on a character when i talk to anyone. i only thought i change when im around the one i love. but it appears that im way different from the way people know me. i say i like to laugh but do i truly? i was told i am a person who likes to be alone and likes to be different. from the way i know myself, i dont like ether of those. maybe its just because no one likes someone whos like that and so i changed who i really was to fit in at one point in my life. although sometimes, i realized that my true self leaks out and people leave me because of the way i am sometimes. no wonder why im alone,, no wonder why nobody likes me. i was told that i shut out people who try to help me and thats why i am alone. i dont like to be alone though, but i dont know if thats my true feeling..i dont know what to do, i can be my true self or i stay as i am and mess up my life with the ones i love...I'm 14yrs-old not 18. my profile was locked as 18 so I can't change it,, it sucks!.. anywayyyys I'm Native American, wolf clan, my favorite colors are gray blue and black. I don't like the color pink. I don't do much here on the rezz, just go on the laptop ALOT!, go to school, mon tue wed I work after school at a restruant, I hang with my friends, drive around the rezz yeah just non exciting stuff like that. If you happen to look at my pictures and yeah I know the contrast is way to high on my pictures. thats because I don't like my nose. I'm always trying to hide it. Some of my pictures look great without contrast, but my nose always gets the better of me and I change it... I know.. it's a bad habit of mine... anyways! I like fashion, but I'm not the best body type that should be wearing nice clothes sad to say.. I like to dress flashy but not too flashy. I absolutely love music. Music is my life, it explains things that I can't. Without it the world wouldn't be the same. I love cute things too, I can't help but touch them and hug them when i see them. The one thing I don't like the most is people taking revealing pictures you know? just thinking about all many people i see do it makes me really mad... ahhem! anyways I'm a nice person to be around. I'm quit at first, but once i get comfortable with you and your nice to me, I'll consider you my best friend and will talk my life to you. hope to get to know you better Love, Kritter.
Here's a poem I wrote__I'd get you flowers everyday. Run with you and take the fear away. Kiss you in the rain. I'll hold you so close, you wont know pain. I'd wake up with you in front of me every morning. Hold you'r hand through the night. Being away from you seems so wrong. My heart aches cause I know you belong. The simplest things you do make me smile. We'll have to separate soon, but not for a long while. I will miss your hands, you'r perfect face. Don't ever think my thoughts are not for you because I love you more than anything in my life. This is how I would feel for you if you were the one for me. I would love you just like this if you loves me. No one will ever take notice of me or love me just because I'm...... fat. Why do I even bother trying to loose weight for you anyway?.. I know I'll never make it in time, to ask you to be mine. I give up. I will never try to make someone as beautiful as you ever love me ever again..
