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About Me

You can look as hard and long as you want but you will never be able to see into who and what I really am...(the more i touch the less i feel)
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My Interests

my music comes first as always... being outside shit like that.... 2coolphoto / Layouts , Frazy.com

I'd like to meet:

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Music:

SlipKnoT, Cradle Of Filth, Lamb of god, Manson, Rob Zombie,arch enemy,chimera,ministry,ozzy, Mudvayne, Murderdolls, Stone Sour, Kittie, Eminem, Dimmu Borgir, Dj Starscream,throwdown, as i lay dieing,in flames,pantera, shadows fall, trivium,feverd dreams,chidren of bodem, god forbid,atreyu,old godsmack,korn,american head charge,bad acid trip, soad,bleeding threw,otep,mastodon, Static-X,slayer,bullet for my valentine,coal chamber To My Suprize, Hatebreed, Arch Enemy, gizmatchi,dope, devil driver, ill nino , sworn enemy, life of agony, Hemlock, Bonesmith, From Autumn to Ashes, 18 Visions, Twelve Tribes, Biohazard, Most Precious Blood, Full Blown Chaos,All That Remains, The Suffering,Thine Eyes Bleed, Nine Inch Nails, Opeth, Moonspell, Chimaira, Killswitch Engage,Rammstein,Chevelle, Angeldust, Vast, Lacuna Coil, Five Pointe O,AC/DC, Alice Cooper,Napalm Death, Nevermore, Obituary, Overkill,Cannibal Corpse, Carcass, Exodus,Deftones, Testament,Dark Funeral, Satyricon,Morbid Angel, Motorhead and more.

Movies:

DisasterPieces, The Crow, The Craft, The Thriteenth Ghost, The Exorsist, The Mad House, House of 1,000 Corpses, Devil's Rejects, Saw, SawII, Freddy Kruger, Wrong Turn, Home Room, Silence of the Lambs, Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back, and more.....

Television:

Friends, Charmed, Random Episodes of CSI, Invader Zim, Family guy, Uranium, Metal Aslyum, and More... music layout @ HOT FreeLayouts.com love / music / movies / frazy Hot Free Layouts

Books:


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Heroes:

corey taylor
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My Blog

head games

you think i was the only one who pushed them out but have you took a second to look at urself? iam not the only one who pushed this shit out out nor or you.... relationship after relationship and ur a...
Posted by decaying inside on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 02:36:00 PST

broken reflections

broken reflections looking down at this broken mirror seeing my face or waht is left of it  broken reflections and i pick up the glass digg so deep i fall into shock and have no clue as to whats ...
Posted by decaying inside on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 02:28:00 PST

inner demons

tearing my insides the demons twist and pull the pain endless and so cruel within all the pain i find a satisfaction push me tearing my insides i feel it breathing inside a hand reaches out  the...
Posted by decaying inside on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 02:17:00 PST

have you ever

have you ever noticed how things are so fucked up? have you ever noticed how much u trust somone else something happens and its all fucked up? have you ever noticed how words dont aalways coe out the ...
Posted by decaying inside on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 02:07:00 PST

one of my old friends wrote this

She's lying on her bed crying lifeless tears knowing that everything that went wrong was her fault thinking& There's no reason for living& There's no point to this life& This girl's pain bleeds throug...
Posted by decaying inside on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 01:58:00 PST

old 1

voices in my head ....screaming at me .....we want you dead.. you tihnk they would be on my side.... but they scream so loud ....my ears begin to bleedthey tell me to cut my veins unil i am no more&nb...
Posted by decaying inside on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 01:52:00 PST

deception

killing the insides holing on but dont let go shallow eyes hold on to what you despise over judge yet not judgemental at all what a big conterdiction waht a sic fucken game all the shit we display all...
Posted by decaying inside on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 01:40:00 PST

band stuff

for those of u who know ive been in and out of bands lately i think i found one and iam going to be posting a few songs here in a little bit so yeah and 2 or 3 r really long so if u guys make it threw...
Posted by decaying inside on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 01:33:00 PST

blink

in the blink of an eyey everything you have know and beleved in can be gone one word..... one thought... one played out action... and it can all be gone one fuck up and u can end up alone.... let it ...
Posted by decaying inside on Thu, 02 Nov 2006 11:33:00 PST

look inside

remind me of who iam what i was and what i have become remind me to wake up remind me to breathe because now even the simplist things seem hard to do remind me of what ive went threw what iam going th...
Posted by decaying inside on Thu, 02 Nov 2006 11:12:00 PST