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About Me

5/15/08--

I like cheese. There is no cheese in my house. I think I'm going to go postal.

Otherwise, there isn't much to know. This isn't about analysis. Nitpicking over every little detail can come later. This is just a recording.

And in the long run, everything written here is grossly insignificant.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Someone who has all the answers. I guess that more or less means God. And either Buffy Summers, Harry Dresden, or Dean Winchester, were they real people. (I find comfort in the realms of fantasy.)

A girl. A petite, Wiccan, activist Cubs fan. Preferably with dark hair and eyes, though that doesn't matter so much. A nicely proportioned body-- unfortunatly, that DOES matter. A big mouth that is always getting her in trouble. Hopefully an Aquarius or a Gemini. Hopefully this girl will have as much of a desire to meld with another person as I do. And she will have a sense of adventure. Her favorite things to do will be to dance in the rain, take long trips to nowhere, and play with the faeries. She is the kind of girl who will call me in the middle of the night on a full moon and tell me to put on a wolf shirt, go outside and howl at it, in hopes that I would become a werewolf and run to her. That is my kind of girl.

I am actually bisexual. I do find men attractive. I will not, however, date one. Never, EVER. Unless he happens to be Dean Winchester or Billy Joe Armstrong. Don't ask. I think I need to make that clear. I changed my orientation to lesbian because I am NOT trying to meet men, and they keep friend requesting me, and it's annoying.

My Blog

Doubts.

I don't think I'm good enough. I'm not smart enough, not pretty enough, not talented enough, not literate enough, not charismatic enough, not magickal enough, not psychic enough, not quick enoug...
Posted by on Thu, 31 Jul 2008 02:17:00 GMT

Alpha Bitch

I feel so dead inside. Everything built up and spilled over today. I yelled and screamed and completely lost my cool. I felt better afterwards. But now...I just feel exhausted. ...
Posted by on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 04:13:00 GMT

don’t feed teh emo.

I'm a little...unstable right now. I have energy building up in random places again. My senses feel dampened. My moods are unpredictible. And being near certain people or in certain ...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Jun 2008 23:28:00 GMT

I BELIEVE IN A THING CALLED LOVE

I just wanted to make that clear. Because yeah, it sucks. Yeah, I've been jerked around and hurt in the past. Yeah, I've wanted to kill myself because the agony of loving someone so much w...
Posted by on Mon, 02 Jun 2008 21:24:00 GMT

Talk.

I love to talk. Obviously, some people around me would say. But it's not just talking. I love to listen, as well. I love to have conversations. I hate it when I have to do all ...
Posted by on Mon, 02 Jun 2008 20:43:00 GMT

Drama Queen

My inner and outer personalities are getting closer and closer, the more I open myself up. But I'm not ready for them to merge quite yet. Change is a difficult thing, and I am a creature of...
Posted by on Mon, 02 Jun 2008 01:45:00 GMT

To think I might not see those eyes...

...makes it so hard not to cry. It's amazing the kind of things that can be washed away with a shower. About as amazing as how empty you can feel afterwards. I went dreamwalking with an old...fr...
Posted by on Sun, 01 Jun 2008 23:09:00 GMT

To the World

The image of community is a nice one, and something heavily perpetuated in America by country music songs and TV commercials for car insurance. Unfortunately, it is also an inaccurate image, as most&n...
Posted by on Tue, 20 May 2008 05:30:00 GMT

Ca-ca-ca-ca-ca-COCAINE!

A very good friend of mine-- my best friend, if you care to use that term-- made a pretty decent point today: Cocaine greatly reduces my ability to be, well, me. Huh. This is cause for contempla...
Posted by on Mon, 19 May 2008 21:44:00 GMT

Passage.

"I don't understand why people insist on pitting the concepts of evolutions and creation against each other. Why can't they see that spiritualism and science are one? That bodies evolve an...
Posted by on Thu, 15 May 2008 09:43:00 GMT